
disabledsuicidegirl
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- Mar 3, 2021
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Now, I myself am an Agnostic Pagan Witch, so I don't believe in the whole original Heaven theory but I do believe all religions are valid because we as humans made them up. In my spirituality, I believe past lives and an afterlife can be possible but I also know it could be nothing at all, just a different form of energy maybe or giving back to the Earth. But then I think of that quote from the film "The Green Mile", where the inmate explains what he wishes his afterlife to be and it got me thinking, what if we got to chose our afterlife? Kinda like lucid dreaming as an example, where you control what happens, if you even want an afterlife or not. My dream 'Heaven' would be that I could for one have the experience of walking and if I did, some days I'd wanna be a kid again and know what it's like to play on a jungle gym. I'd wanna recreate the good memories of my mom and I. Then the next day I'd wanna be the age I am now, walking or not, it doesn't matter, and finally be with my bf who doesn't have to deal with OCD anymore. Maybe somedays I'd want us to meet as kids because that's how close we feel to one another, like we've known each other our whole lives...we haven't but in my 'Heaven' we have. Irl, my bf and I met as writing partners on fb, we'd pretend to be different characters from our fav movies, so one day in 'Heaven' I'd want us to wake up as our characters and do whatever the hell we wanted with no consequences. Somedays I'd still want us to be ourselves, writing together side by side, or going on adventures. And we'd never have a sad or hard day. Maybe we'd even get married. But then the next day I'd wanna be a kid just playing with my mama, just switch it up each day for eternity. I know it's wishful thinking, but who knows, we may can control our afterlives. Or be nothing at all, and that sounds good too. But if we knew for sure that we could chose....what would be YOUR 'Heaven'?
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