the self is a model, and that consciousness can arise when a system represents itself as itself ā not due to a soul or essence, but due to structure and process.
the question is not why am I me, but rather why is there any experience at all, and why does it feel like this?
consciousness is seen as an emergent property of information-processing systems (like brains, or potentially, machines).
So your reasoning goes something like:
Consciousness arises when physical systems (like brains) reach a certain complexity or configuration (like installing an OS).
Countless such systems are constantly forming in nature.
We've each found ourselves "awake" once before ā subjectively existing ā in this kind of universe.
Therefore, nothing prevents that from happening again⦠and again⦠and again.
Since the new consciousness wouldn't remember the previous, it's not you in any continuity sense, but it would still feel like being you, in the same first-person sense ā just with different memories, different circumstances.
Therefore, death might not be an escape, just a door to the next conscious moment, somewhere, as someone or something else.
There's no opt-out ā because even if this consciousness ends, the "lottery" of existence continues elsewhere.
Worst of all, this could mean suffering ā even extreme suffering ā is not a one-time risk, but potentially an eternally recurring possibility.
Maybe death really is dreamless sleep. Maybe it's even oblivion. And in a strange way, maybe that's the only peace there is.