Near Death Experience & Desire for Peace

[SpiritBear]

Hey everyone. I've been on here today and I really appreciate this resource and how open everyone is. I wanted to share a few things that happened to me, because even though I'm in a dark place (like I'm sure many are on here), I feel like I want to express something positive.

I had two near death experiences. Don't worry I'm not going to talk about religion or what I saw, but I did continue. And I just wanted to say, and this would apply to anyone anywhere in life, I think most if not everyone will continue after death.

A few weeks ago, I was held against my will by the FBI. Don't worry I'm not a criminal, or had any major plans. My near death experience led me to figure something out, about our existence here, and I got loud about it. I mean it's obvious, but most people aren't thinking it; and I don't think the FBI liked that very much.

But it got me thinking, I really hate seeing people in pain. I've been homeless a couple of months (not the first time in life, but the last time I was younger). I've been to more places than I usually go, traveling when I can. And I just see, like everyone now, there is a lot of pain and suffering here.

I just wanted to say that I truly genuinely believe that all those people, regardless of if they plan on staying here or not, will know something better than earth eventually.

I was able to scrounge enough together to stay a hotel, and this site helped me read about partial hangings. Not to get grim but I went out and bought some rope. And regardless of what happens to me, I just wanted to express that I see the suffering going on, and I wish everyone to find peace, and that I believe after this experience we will.

I just think earth has maybe gone off the rails from what it's original intent was, and hopefully sometime soon people can come to a rational discussion about it.

Thanks everyone. I might browse a little for a few hours, I really appreciate this resource. Thanks again.

 

[serenitydream]

Thank you. I believe that too.

 

[ZwartHartje]

Indeed, THANK YOU so much!!! I've read and heard a lot about NDEs, kind of obsessed with it, especially ever since nearly all my loved ones have been murdered (they were not humans, but have been the only true family I've ever had in this life).
I can't really remember a time in my life when I felt that "I" was identical with my body. Especially ever since the start of my teenage. I've always felt it's a thing that I'm trapped in. Some NDEs sound fake and preaching AF, especially since there are now entire channels on Youtube dedicated to them, and they probably can't be *that* common. But with others I've immediately had this feeling like, "yes, that's the way it ought to be!" Like something half-remembered, even though I've never had an NDE or other mystical experience myself, at least none I can really remember, besides some shroom trips a very long time ago when they were still easier to get a hold of; now it's pretty impossible, even in the Netherlands.
But yeah, I need to see my loved ones again, my sweet nutria family. All I wish for is freedom, and my family.

 

[PanaxMan]

Hey everyone. I've been on here today and I really appreciate this resource and how open everyone is. I wanted to share a few things that happened to me, because even though I'm in a dark place (like I'm sure many are on here), I feel like I want to express something positive.

I had two near death experiences. Don't worry I'm not going to talk about religion or what I saw, but I did continue. And I just wanted to say, and this would apply to anyone anywhere in life, I think most if not everyone will continue after death.

A few weeks ago, I was held against my will by the FBI. Don't worry I'm not a criminal, or had any major plans. My near death experience led me to figure something out, about our existence here, and I got loud about it. I mean it's obvious, but most people aren't thinking it; and I don't think the FBI liked that very much.

But it got me thinking, I really hate seeing people in pain. I've been homeless a couple of months (not the first time in life, but the last time I was younger). I've been to more places than I usually go, traveling when I can. And I just see, like everyone now, there is a lot of pain and suffering here.

I just wanted to say that I truly genuinely believe that all those people, regardless of if they plan on staying here or not, will know something better than earth eventually.

I was able to scrounge enough together to stay a hotel, and this site helped me read about partial hangings. Not to get grim but I went out and bought some rope. And regardless of what happens to me, I just wanted to express that I see the suffering going on, and I wish everyone to find peace, and that I believe after this experience we will.

I just think earth has maybe gone off the rails from what it's original intent was, and hopefully sometime soon people can come to a rational discussion about it.

Thanks everyone. I might browse a little for a few hours, I really appreciate this resource. Thanks again.

Not earth itself. The earth changes (examples look at the ice age and then the gradual warming of the earth etc) Humanity has changed with the worst of it growing larger and larger.