Hey everyone. I've been on here today and I really appreciate this resource and how open everyone is. I wanted to share a few things that happened to me, because even though I'm in a dark place (like I'm sure many are on here), I feel like I want to express something positive.
I had two near death experiences. Don't worry I'm not going to talk about religion or what I saw, but I did continue. And I just wanted to say, and this would apply to anyone anywhere in life, I think most if not everyone will continue after death.
A few weeks ago, I was held against my will by the FBI. Don't worry I'm not a criminal, or had any major plans. My near death experience led me to figure something out, about our existence here, and I got loud about it. I mean it's obvious, but most people aren't thinking it; and I don't think the FBI liked that very much.
But it got me thinking, I really hate seeing people in pain. I've been homeless a couple of months (not the first time in life, but the last time I was younger). I've been to more places than I usually go, traveling when I can. And I just see, like everyone now, there is a lot of pain and suffering here.
I just wanted to say that I truly genuinely believe that all those people, regardless of if they plan on staying here or not, will know something better than earth eventually.
I was able to scrounge enough together to stay a hotel, and this site helped me read about partial hangings. Not to get grim but I went out and bought some rope. And regardless of what happens to me, I just wanted to express that I see the suffering going on, and I wish everyone to find peace, and that I believe after this experience we will.
I just think earth has maybe gone off the rails from what it's original intent was, and hopefully sometime soon people can come to a rational discussion about it.
Thanks everyone. I might browse a little for a few hours, I really appreciate this resource. Thanks again.
I had two near death experiences. Don't worry I'm not going to talk about religion or what I saw, but I did continue. And I just wanted to say, and this would apply to anyone anywhere in life, I think most if not everyone will continue after death.
A few weeks ago, I was held against my will by the FBI. Don't worry I'm not a criminal, or had any major plans. My near death experience led me to figure something out, about our existence here, and I got loud about it. I mean it's obvious, but most people aren't thinking it; and I don't think the FBI liked that very much.
But it got me thinking, I really hate seeing people in pain. I've been homeless a couple of months (not the first time in life, but the last time I was younger). I've been to more places than I usually go, traveling when I can. And I just see, like everyone now, there is a lot of pain and suffering here.
I just wanted to say that I truly genuinely believe that all those people, regardless of if they plan on staying here or not, will know something better than earth eventually.
I was able to scrounge enough together to stay a hotel, and this site helped me read about partial hangings. Not to get grim but I went out and bought some rope. And regardless of what happens to me, I just wanted to express that I see the suffering going on, and I wish everyone to find peace, and that I believe after this experience we will.
I just think earth has maybe gone off the rails from what it's original intent was, and hopefully sometime soon people can come to a rational discussion about it.
Thanks everyone. I might browse a little for a few hours, I really appreciate this resource. Thanks again.
