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fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
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it certainly feels that way - although at some point i guess i must suddenly get younger and start all over again, because continuing to exist while getting consistently older and older doesn't seem realistic

it does feel at times, like i will never die; the moment i truly want to continue existing is almost certainly the moment it will happen though





yep - so may people tell us that we are just energy and energy cannot die
well of course it cannot die, but it moves along into whatever creature consumes us after death - in a just world, the energy lives, we die
That's not really how the theory of quantum immortality works. It doesn't require pseudoscience like ("everything is energy so nothing can die").
 
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bananaolympus

bananaolympus

Arcanist
Dec 12, 2024
404
Don't know but i would like to reincarnate into somebody else of a higher plane like a deva or someone else in this plane maybe myself again but no loops or anything tragic, would be dope if it were in another universe but hey that alt world better have restrictions free euthanasia
 
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ih34rty0u

ih34rty0u

„i should resist, this is going to kill me…”
Apr 16, 2024
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you lose all your consciousness and the ability to experience anything
 
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ImInPain

ImInPain

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May 3, 2026
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Wanted to ask since I'm curious to know what people think is going to happen after they're gone. If they're scared of going, etc. I'm kinda scared since I think consciousness can't really be extinguished because of law of conservation. Nothing is created nothing is destroyed all that. So after a very long span of time (or a subjective instant) a new consciousness is born without any memories, form or knowledge of the previous one. I know that nothing can happen after the heat death of the universe, but still infinite time means infinite possibilities so I don't know. So I feel that it's just life -> death -> repeat. And nothing is carried from the past so everything is for nothing. What do you guys think?
I truly hope and believe it is nothingness, but years and years of religious upbringing has planted the seed in my mind that there really is that possibility I will go straight to eternal damnation and be in agony forever now. Sometimes this idea makes it difficult in the middle of attempts, because there truly is no way I can know for sure whether I get the freedom of nothingness or I am met with an excruciating punishment. For all I know, maybe everyone was right and I really will get sent to hell for being queer, even if I don't cause my own death. I feel like sending a suicidal person or a queer person to hell is extremely unfair if it's real and how it works, but if it's true I can't do anything about it. I just hope I'm right and it's nothingness.
 
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