Discussion What do you regret the most about your past decisions ?

[Seiba]

Didn't get the resiliency to self educate myself during my homeschooling. Resulted in neglected education which I will have to pick up the pieces and self educate as a twenty two year old years and years of schooling. Any degree or even trade would take me much longer than if I could start at eighteen. I'm indifferent now -- but it's contributed largely to the lack of freedom and ability to be employed to any company that would pay decently over anything else in life. Thousands and thousands of hours gone, staring at screens. Nothing to show for it, not even a list of cartoons, shows, or games played for that time.

Not like I'll care since I don't enjoy much and would prefer to be dead, but with the amount of freedom I had if I had utilized it would have resulted in mastery over a few hobbies. Doubt I could have been so functional given the circumstances but I wasn't suicidal yet despite starting to feel the effects of educational neglect and being behind educationally at that age.

 

[Dot]

Wsh wld hve screamd instd of frzn whn ws sxlly assaultd & th persn wh/ dd it wld hve rn awy bt ws only abt 8

Wsh lt slf gt angry @ famly membrs whj needd 2 bt wld hve bn 'pt in plce' n.e.wy if hd dne

Wsh hd nt spnt tme w/ sm1 tht causd slf 2 sabtge mre imprtnt relatnshp bt ws ppl pleasng bcse is wht own pst causs slf 2 d/

Nt lt fl lke rlly hd chnce

 

[Oblivion Access]

I didn't decisively exit life when I had the means at my disposal. Every other regret feels trivial by comparison.

 

[Gsvko]

Trusting, worst mistake ever

 

[myopybyproxy]

that I chose a method with poor chance of success the first time and didn't plan thoroughly enough. gonna do it right this time.

 

[Intelligent_Panic99]

Not exiting when my kids were babies. I don't regret having them, of course, they are the best people on the planet and I feel good knowing I did that one thing right. I just wished I ctb when they were babies and they wouldnt remember me and would probably have a new better mother by now.

 

[playing_ostrich]

not killing myself earlier... then again at that time i never knew about the more peaceful methods. at least im taking steps rn

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Trusting and sleeping with 3 men that didn't deserve me. Accept reality and realize you're unattractive due to a skin disease. Never drink with them don't trust them lol. Also learn martial arts carry pepper spray and a knife lol. Also if they ask you out tell them immediately you want to be friends and nothing more if they can't accept that then fuck off

 

[Endoflifecomestoall]

Letting other people down.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I regret decisions made from impulse, weakness, desperation, loneliness and ignorance. One after another.

 

[LookingforAnswers]

Constantly drinking and regretting the dukb things i did as well as disrespecting my wife