Discussion What do you plan on doing to ctb?

[Crazy4u]

most likely handgun. My dream method is pure fentanyl pills but I don't know how to get them without being caught.

I will buy 10mm or 45 acp handgun and shoot inside my mouth towards the brainstem

 

[nowayout*]

I've purchased tetrahydrozoline but im always to afraid to drink it but I also purchased a 9mm with +p ammo that I hope will make it fast. I've been afraid to pull the trigger.

Did you buy visine or actual tetrahydrozoline

 

[LookieLou]

Strangling in the night-night fashion. Cuts the blood flow to your brain but allows for breathing…for the 5-20 seconds you're conscious. There's a thread on here about it.

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

Yew extraction.

 

[Sunset Limited]

Propofol + digoxin.

 

[Foresight]

I hope N

But handgun or hanging is more likely

 

[PreussenBlueJay]

I hope N

But handgun or hanging is more likely

I'm irrationally afraid of guns. I've considered using a large caliber like a .308 but ironically that is scarier than using something smaller like a 9mm even though the .308 has a much better chance of success. It's like I'm afraid of getting hurt worse when the goal is to do maximum damage.

 

[Hercules]

I am going to use N

 

[xLosthopex]

N

 

[Ta555]

Drowning in bath or hanging. Have SN but too afraid to use it.

 

[height jumper 69]

jump off a bridge into the water below, or full suspension hanging, going quick is the best plan

 

[Ta555]

jump off a bridge into the water below, or full suspension hanging, going quick is the best plan

Yep. Agree. My only fear is that the hanging won't be quick and I'll be choking and in ridiculous pain for ages. That's my fear.

 

[peepo]

I will be taking SN with just water. I cant get any metoclopramide or paracetamol so I am kinda out of luck. If I fail SN, I will just have to hang myself. I am just waiting for my parents to move cause I want to help them to settle.

 

[Nightmare Painting]

I will be taking SN with just water. I cant get any metoclopramide or paracetamol so I am kinda out of luck. If I fail SN, I will just have to hang myself. I am just waiting for my parents to move cause I want to help them settle.

Paracetamol is widely available as a over the counter medication.

 

[peepo]

Paracetamol is widely available as a over the counter medication.

Oh really? I only have been to one pharmacy and they didn't have it. I will look at other pharmacies.

Thanks!

 

[Ta555]

Oh really? I only have been to one pharmacy and they didn't have it. I will look at other pharmacies.

Thanks!

You can get paracetamol at the supermarket. It might have a brand name like Panadol. Just look at the ingredients and it will say paracetamol.

 

[Arrow]

SN I guess. Seems like the best way to go. Not particularly violent or painful it's just the tricky part is getting all the right substances and chemicals and whatever.
Though, I was in a sort of manic state and almost put some scissors through my neck. Got pretty close and genuinely felt like I was gonna do it. Was aiming for the jugular and everything.
So if it's not the SN, the scissors might randomly make a comeback. They're probably battling it out in my subconscious to see who gets to be the one to kill me.

 

[fatefulstillness]

Hanging, possibly full suspension. I don't have access to anything more peaceful but I still feel comfortable with my option.

 

[Treeline589]

Train

 

[waitingforrest]

Preferably by SN. But if I'm desperate i'll tie a noose off a parking ramp and jump. It's going to decapitate me but it works.

 

[gr1lledcheese]

I am going with the co method. Putting some hot coals in my car, getting really high, taking some sleeping pills and getting in. I just want to get a general gist of what other people prefer. I see a lot of SNs.

I used to think of standing in front of a train, but I know that could be traumatic for the engineer, and could go horribly wrong for me, so I've decided on SN (I'd prefer N, but that's impossible to get). I have SN, and I'm unable to get Metoclopromide, so I'm going to try Dramamine and Meclizine instead. I have some Prilosec already because it's one of my regular medications.

Right now I'm waiting on the Meclizine. I'm pretty sure I have Covid and am waiting on test results. Fun. I had the booster so the symptoms only lasted a few days and were very mild.

My plan is to get a hotel room for about three days at the end of this month, and ctb there.

 

[willitpass]

Hanging.

I've already survived partial, going over a dam in the sub freezing winter river, and SN. All were survived because of SI. I will either do full suspension in the woods away from my house or partial suspension after taking benadryl. Most likely the latter as it seems less likely for SI to kick in and full suspension is harder to get right. Might get a hotel, depending on when my moment comes, as right now it is very cold where I live and the walk to get to my spot would leave me feeling freezing and I hate that feeling. I shake so bad it almost becomes debilitating when I'm cold

 

[Ta555]

Hanging.

I've already survived partial, going over a dam in the sub freezing winter river, and SN. All were survived because of SI. I will either do full suspension in the woods away from my house or partial suspension after taking benadryl. Most likely the latter as it seems less likely for SI to kick in and full suspension is harder to get right. Might get a hotel, depending on when my moment comes, as right now it is very cold where I live and the walk to get to my spot would leave me feeling freezing and I hate that feeling. I shake so bad it almost becomes debilitating when I'm cold

Why do you say full suspension is harder to get right? By all accounts it's partial that many people can't get the hang of. Unintentional pun.

 

[willitpass]

Why do you say full suspension is harder to get right? By all accounts it's partial that many people can't get the hang of. Unintentional pun.

that's true. i just meant in the sense of how tedious it is to find the right rope and the right height and such

 

[Ta555]

Actually after some playing around today I'm strongly thinking of going with lots of benzos and some painkillers and plastic bag asphyxiation. I think I have a good way to set it up so the bag doesn't close until I move/slump. So the idea would be to not start the asphyxiation until I'm drowsy/too out of it to stand straight. Also I have Clonazepam/Klonopin which is supposed to dampen the CO2 hypercapnic alarm.

 

[upsidedown77]

You hear about fentynal being a super potent drug and that a very small amount is capable of death. For me, never used drugs, i would suspect i wouldnt need that much. But i dont know the firsr thing about how to get any.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I'm going to take my SN hopefully somewhere out in the middle of the ocean which I could probably get to easily enough. If I can't do that then somewhere remote outdoors so that I am less likely to be found.

 

[Indomie89]

Did you buy visine or actual tetrahydrozoline

Visine

 

[strangegirl]

hanging. I don't have many other options

 

[allesistgut]

ideally jumping, i'd like to be in nature when i go. though i will have to travel for this method. i'm also considering hanging although not too sure.