Discussion What do you hope life after death is like?

[FarAcrossTheWater]

Nothingness.

 

[whenlavaflows]

i would love to be with my cat who died a few years ago again. but realistically i just want the pain to end.

 

[Mr.Nobody]

I hope for a heaven.The thing is I am not sure if I am gonna end up in it.

 

[Mimi79]

Numb and soft ...

 

[lugerepair]

I don't believe in life after death. During life, we temporarily lose consciousness when the brain does not receive enough oxygen. It seems logical then that once the brain stops receiving oxygen permanently, there will be a permanent loss of consciousness.

But if life after death was possible, perhaps through cryogenics and subsequent reanimation, I'd want to be able to wake up a long time in the future, when human civilization will have hopefully achieved something closer to a utopia.

 

[CVLife1973]

I worry that taking my own life will ban me to some hell afterlife. That's my greatest fear :( I want my loved ones to be ok financially and with my death I know they will be. The world we live in right now has turned everything upside down and put me in such a financial strain. I'm constantly stressing over not making enough money to survive. With death that stress, fear and worry will be gone. I hope to see my mom and dad who died years ago and be at peace.

 

[Edenelle]

Honestly, I just need for nothing now. If I just stop existing, that's all the good I could ask for. Here's hoping
(But I hope for everyone else, that outside of here, you find what you need, too. )

 

[hope2di]

I wish I knew. Not knowing is the main reason I am still alive - what if the afterlife sucks even more and is eternal?

 

[jakaranda3]

hope: anything that is not worse than this.

what i think happens after death:
my person dies forever, but my consciousness will be recycled in some other newborn animal at some point.

 

[WornOutLife]

If there's any life after death, I only hope it's better than this hell we're currently living in.

 

[nolongerhuman]

I desire complete and permanent cessation of existence.

 

[TastySorrow]

I assume it should be the same "nothingness" as dreamless sleep i.e. no perception of time at all. That solves half of the mistery for me, but as a non-believer in afterlife or reincarnation, the concept of an unperceived non-finite lapse of time becomes extremely hard to fathom. We only know how it feels to close our eyes at night and open them in the morning without nothing in between.

 

[Natty]

I would be lying if I said my brain doesn't hope I can eventually spend some more time with my mom, but I know there is nothing.

When I actually do the deed there will definitely be a little bit of me that hopes I can feel the peace I will find.

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

One life was more than enough for me thank you. I have no need nor desire for a bonus life.

 

[WatermelonMel]

Pure nothingness, no afterlife at all. I don't want to be anything when I'm gone, no more existing.

 

[blahblahhh]

Endless clear-light illumination. A constant stream of electricity and pulse. An infinite meandering stream. Whoooooooooooooosh.

 

[Benfaggwriter@gmail.]

Waking up one morning in October 2018, with a sudden, inexplicable conviction that if I don't turn my life around right now, everything's going to go to shit and my life will become a living nightmare. I don't ask for a total do-over, just give me that you cosmic bastard.
But no, it'll just be nothingness. Boring.

 

[nihility]

I better cease to exist forever or I'm gonna be soooooo pissed.

 

[Trisolaris]

I hope there will be nothing after death.

 

[ZardozOmega]

Eternal nothingness

 

[sleepy_bee]

I don't know honestly. Part of me hopes there's some kind of eternal happiness, but then thought of being stuck somewhere for the rest of eternity sounds terrifying no matter how nice it is.

 

[Aloken]

Sometimes I wish there
was absolutely nothing after death. But since I believe that consciousness lives on, I would like to be able to keep my memories, but be in complete peace and happiness no matter what
I remember. I would also like to be able to see my loved ones anytime I want, to travel anywhere I please and to read, watch and listen anything I please. Basically, I would like to be in complete
peace and serenity and to do everything one can do while alive, but more

 

[RedHarlequin]

I would like to meet my dead relatives and friends and my dog in one form or another. And experience peace and love and a sense that everything is going to be ok that I experienced so little of while alive. I have read some near death experiences and some people say you get to experience love and peace.

 

[wishicouldgoback]

Nothing at all..just like before I was born

 

[Hatari]

As I see it, I'm in my favorite apartment with my favorite cats and every day is sunny, 72 degrees, and we get to chill without a care at all. Every day is like that, bliss.
Friday, 3/4/21, I plan on going there.

 

[Fthis]

I want nothing. Blackness. Peace

 

[GarageKarate07]

For me I just wanna eat good food, listen to good music, and never have to see another person again. I personally would not like to lose any memories because I feel like I wouldn't be myself.

Edit: Looking at this makes me wonder why a lot of you think so negatively about death. Why should death be anything less than a paradise? If it rains there should be a rainbow. I don't want to condemn you all but I feel like when you say things like this your manifesting it. And ceasing to exist in complete darkness isn't salvation for the pain that you had to go through. It's like youwere forced to do it all for nothing.

I have been reading this page from NDERF (near death experience research Foundation)

Exceptional Experiences

Archived NDEs 7-1-2017/12-31-2017

www.nderf.org

It helps me want to go and comforts me if I do or don't. I would want to just heal. I would want to be rid of this pain and I'm tired of seeing others in pain. I would hope to be at peace and learn from my mistakes and help if I still had the option to. I would hope there would be love there to comfort me. Maybe people there who can help me heal and understand. I would hope for a break and after a long enough break maybe......maybe try to come back and help again. Though I think it will be a long time until it will be worth trying to help this world but maybe someone in the afterlife could help me understand that. I have children there and loved ones that i miss. I also have apologies to make and I would want to have that go well. This place is very hurtful and these good people here dont deserve what bad cards they have been dealt. Maybe There are lessons to learn from the pain here but there has got to be a better way to learn than to be in pain. I would also hope to help lost people as they came to the afterlife. Children, suicides, murders, mental illness, martyrs. Nobody deserves this kind of pain and the pain comes from a world that ignorantly lacks in any form of kindness and understanding. Cruelty is the menu of the day here on earth. I would hope there is a way to fix it through the path to the afterlife. ❤

 

[AbsoluteNothingness]

I DONT "hOpE" anything at all in general lmao. I hope or whatever tf that means that theres NO "life" at all after death and that "it"/any "life" in general at all isnt any damn fucking 'way' etc in general at all. Neither any 'life' NOR whatever the fuck else/absolutely literally anything else in general at all. I dont "hope"/"imagine" nor any other fcking crap like that ANY "life" in general at all 'from' anywhere in general at all being any fcking 'way' at all. I LITERALLY SIMPLY TRULY INTENTIONALLY or whatever the fuck those 'words' fucking mean JUST DONT FCKING 'WANT' [NOR WANT TO WANT TO AT ALL NEVER HAD NEVER WILL NO FUCKING 'MATTER' WHAT] [NEVER HAVE HAD NEVER WILL AND THATS FCKING IT AND THERE FCKING ARENT ANY FCKING 'REASONS'/'CAUSES'/'FACTORS' ETC IN GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS LITERALLY JUST NOT BECAUSE OF ANY DAMN REASON FOR FUCKS SAKE] ETCETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY DEFINITELY UTTERLY ENTIRELY EXACTLY PRACTICALLY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL. A N Y T H I N G. OF ANY TYPE/WAY/KIND ETC, WHATEVER/HOWEVER THE DAMN FUCK "IT" IS/CAN BE ETCETC. FOR FUCKS SAKE AND THATS FUCKING IT NEVER HAVE HAD NEVER WILL JFC AND THATS LITERALLY FUCKING IT AND I FCKING SHOULDNT BE FCKING OBLIGATED/FORCED TO FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I. JUST. DONT. FUCKING. WANT. ABSOLUTELY. LITERALLY. BASICALLY. TOTALLY. ANYTHING. IN. GENERAL. AT. DAMN. FUCKING. ALL. FOR FUCKS SAKE NOTHING!!!!!!!!!! N O T H I N G] I just DONT want never have fcking wanted never at all ever fcking will (why the DAMN fuck do i yes or fcking yes have to for fucks sake lmfao) ANY 'life'/type of 'life' in general at all whatever/however/wherever etc it is/can be etc to be ANY damn fcking way at all nor ''be about'' absolutely anything at all nor a loooooooooong etc AND THATS FUCKING IT NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT ETC AND ITS NOT BECAUSE OF ABSOLUTELY ANY SINGLE DAMN FUCKING REASON AT ALL. NOR there to be *ANY 'life' ANY type of 'life' in general nor absolutely anything else in general at all whatever/however the fuck it is etc. *AT ALL of any way, any 'kind'/'type', absolutely literally basically totally anything at all in general however the fuck it is, whatever the fuck its "from", whatever the fuck its "about", however the fuck it fucking "works", whatever the fuck there is/there can be, whatever the fuck happens/can happen//what 'things'/'kinds'|'types' of 'things'/'events' and or whatever the damn fuck happen/can happen neither how/what 'way' etc the fuck those 'things'/'events' and or whatever the damn fuck in general are/happen, nor BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAETCETCETCETC a very LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG and 'endless'/'infinite' etc. i fucking 'hope' or whatever tf "hope" fcking means that there WONT be ANY 'lives'/'existences'/'consciousnesses'/'planets'/'worlds'/'dimensions'/'galaxies'/'universes'/'realities'/'perceptions' etcetc in general at all (NOR basically/absolutely/totally/completely/literally ANYTHING else in general at all) of any type/way/kind etc, however the fuck it is nor absolutely/literally ANYTHING else in fcking general at damn fucking all of any form, any way, any kind, any type, any dimension, any sort, any absolutely literally basically ANYTHING in general AT ALL for fucks sake lmfao. i literally simply just DONT fucking want/give a damn fuck about etcetc absolutely anything at all in general whatever however etc the fuck it is/can be etc for fucks sake. Absolutely totally practically basically literally entirely completely simply fucking ANYTHING in general AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE ANYTHING. ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY UTTERLY DEFINITELY LITERALLY ANYTHING AT ALL. NEVER AT ALL HAVE HAD AND NEVER WILL NO 'MATTER' WHAT. THATS FUCKING LITERALLY IT FOR FUCKS SAKE.
What i hope (or whatever the fuck that 'verb'/'word' means) is that THERE ISNT/ARENT absolutely literally totally ANY other "life"/"lives" (nor literally ANYTHING else in general at all) IN GENERAL AT ALL after "this one"/""""life 'on' 'planet' 'earth'""""/""""life 'in' 'this' 'world'""""/""""this life"""" (as if there were 'more'/'other'/'different' 'lIvEs' and or whatever the damn fuck in general iN oThEr/mOrE/dIfFeReNt 'wOrLdS'/'pLaNeTs'/'eXisTeNcEs'/'rEaLiTiEs''/'pErCePtIoNs'/'gAlAxIeS'/'pLaNeS'/'cOnScIoUSneSsEs'/'uNiVeRsEs' or whatever the fck all that is/means lmfao couldnt give any less of a fcking shit and or BLAHBLAHBLAHETC whatever/wherever the damn fuck in general lmfaooooooooo I FUCKING 'HOPE' NOT!!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST DONT FUCKING WANT ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY PRACTICALLY LITERALLY BASICALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING AT FCKING DAMN ALL IN FCKING GENERAL FOR FUCKS SAKE ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER HOWEVER THE FUCK "IT" FCKING IS/CAN BE ETCETCETCETC. BASICALLY TOTALLY LITERALLY SIMPLY FCKING ANYTHING AT ALL FFS ANYTHING AT ALL IN GENERAL!!!!!!!!! N O T H I N G. And thats fcking simply literally basically truly fcking it {or whatever tf all those 'words' fcking mean lmao} for fucks sake. Its NOT because of absolutely ANY DAMN FCKING REASON AT ALL. ANY. FUCKING. REASON. AT. FUCKING. ALL. FOR. FUCKS. SAKE. THERE. ARENT. ANY. AT. ALL. OF. ANY. TYPE.) NO fcking 'matter' at all how the damn fck "it" is/can be neither what happens/can happen neither how/the 'way' it 'works'/is "sTrUcTuReD"|"dEsIgNeD" or whatever tf that means lmao, no fcking 'matter' what the fuck is fcking about/can be about, no fcking 'matter' what 'things'/types of 'things' etc etc and or whatever tf in general 'there is'/'there can be' neither how/what type etc whatever fcking 'things' in general are/aren't/can be etcetc NOR absolutely literally basically totally completely ANYTHING fcking else in general at damn all/NOR a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooong etc for fucks sake i literally just dont fucking want absolutely ANYTHING for fucks damn sake, N O T H I N G. NOTHING AT ALL IN GENERAL OF ANY TYPE/WAY/FORM ETC WHATEVER/HOWEVER IT IS/CAN BE NEITHER WHAT THE DAMN FUCK ITS FUCKING ABOUT/RELATED TO NOR BLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETC A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ETC FFS I LITERALLY SIMPLY TOTALLY TRULY INTENTIONALLY JUST DONT FUCKING WANT NEVER HAVE HAD NEVER WILL ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY DEFINITELY UTTERLY ENTIRELY EXACTLY PRACTICALLY WHOLLY FULLY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT FUCKING DAMN ALL FFS ANYTHING, AND THAT'S LITERALLY BASICALLY FCKING IT JFC

I literally just dont fcking want (NEVER have had, NEVER will) there to be absolutely ANY 'life' in general at fcking damn all of any literally absolutely ANY fucking type/way etc at all, however the fuck it is/can be, whatever the fuck it's about/can be about, however the fuck it works/can work etcetc a looooooooooooong etc, 'from'/'in'/'of' any other 'world'/'planywhere else in general AT ALL. I SIMPLY LITERALLY JUST DONT WANT never at all have had never will [and DONT want to 'want' at all never have wanted simply never will and its not because of any reason at all] ANY 'life'/type of 'life' nor literally anything else in general at all in general, whatever/however the fuck "it" is/can be, of any type any way any kind any sort any form any absolutely anything in general at all. I DONT want NEVER at all have wanted NEVER will there to be ANY FUCKING 'LIFE'/TYPE OF 'LIFE'/'WORLD'/TYPE OF 'WORLD'/'PLANET'/TYPE OF 'PLANET'/'EXISTENCE'/TYPE|WAY|FORM|KIND|SORT nor literally anything else in general at all OF 'EXISTENCE'/'CONSCIOUSNESS'/TYPE|FORM|WAY|SORT nor literally anything else in general at all OF 'CONSCIOUSNESS'/'rEaLitY'/TYPE OF 'rEaLitY'/'pErCePtIoN'/TYPE OF 'PERCEPTION'/'eNeRgY'/TYPE OF 'eNeRgY'/'GALAXY'/TYPE OF 'GALAXY'/'UNIVERSE'/TYPE OF 'UNIVERSE' NOR BLAHBLAHETCETC ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY LITERALLY BASICALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL, after 'death'. No fcking 'matter' what/how "it" would be/can be blahblahetcetc and or whatever the damn fck in general. just literally utterly basically absolutely totally NOTHING. N O T H I N G.
I literally just dont give a fuck never have had never will lmfao (why the damn fuck do i fucking yes or yes have to """uNlEsS I DonT bEcAuSe Of A rEaSoN""" for fucks sake!!!!!) and simply just fcking simply literally basically seriously truly intentionally just DONT fcking 'want' nor 'desire' nor give a GODDAMN shit about NOR have any damn 'interest' for/DONT want to 'want' nor 'desire' nor 'wish for' nor give a damn shit about nor have 'interest' for about in etcetcetc NOR any other 'action'/'verb'/type of 'action'|'verb' etcetc nor whatever the damn fck in general nor absolutely anything else in general at all ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY DEFINITELY SERIOUSLY TRULY HONESTLY SINCERELY INTENTIONALLY JUST FUCKING ANYTHING IN FCKING GENERAL AT FCKING ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE. JUST SIMPLY FCKING ANYTHING IN TOTAL ABSOLUTE LITERAL GENERAL AT FCKING DAMN GODDAMN ABSOLUTE TOTAL LITERAL ALL. ABSOLUTELY A N Y T H I N G. AT ALL. THATS FUCKING IT. FOR FUCKS SAKE, ANYTHING!!!!!! WHATEVER/HOWEVER/WHEREVER ETCETC FUCK "IT" IS/CAN BE ETCETC OF ANY TYPE/WAY/FORM/KIND/SORT ETCETC NOR WHATEVER TF NOR BASICALLY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL, NO 'MATTER' 'WHAT'/'WHERE' THE DAMN FCK "IT" IS/CAN BE ETCETC AND A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ETC FOR FUCKS SAKEEEEEEEEEE I LITERALLY SIMPLY BASICALLY JUST FCKING DONT/DONT WANT TO WANT TO. NEVER AT ALL HAVE FCKING HAD AND ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY NEVER AT DAMN ALL EVER FCKING WILL. THATS. IT. NO 'MATTER' WHAT IN GENERAL AT ALL, 'UNDER' ANY FCKING 'CIRCUMSTANCE' OR WHATEVER THE FCK THAT MEANS ETC. AND THAT'S LITERALLY BASICALLY SIMPLY FUCKING IT FOR FUCK'S DAMN SAKE. I LITERALLY JUST FCKING DONT!!!!! LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY NEVER AT ALL HAVE FCKING HAD AND ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY NEVER AT ALL EVER FCKING WILL. THATS. BASICALLY. IT. JESUS. FCKING. CHRIST. ITS. NOT. BECAUSE. OF. ANY. DAMN. REASON. IN. GENERAL. AT. ALL. THERE SIMPLY JUST LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ARENT ANY!!!!!!

"Life" after death isnt ANY way at all (nor any "form"/"sort"/"type"/"kind" etc nor absolutely anything else in general at all), because there ISN'T/ARENT any "life"/"lives" after death (NOTHINGNESS/NON-EXISTENCE), at all. There just isnt/arent any (nor basically anything else in general) at all. NEITHER any "life"/"existence" of any type/way/kind/form/sort etcetc whatever/however the fuck it is/can be etcetc NOR literally ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL. NOR any other "worlds"/"planets"/"realities"/"consciousnesses"/"existence"/"beings"|"entities"|"species"|"life forms"|"creatures"/"dimensions"|"planes"/"energies"/"spaces"/"perceptions" etcetcetc nor just absolutely literally ANYTHING else in general at all of any fucking type/way/sort/form/kind/shape/dimension nor basically ANYTHING else in general at all. there ISNT absolutely ANYTHING at all after death, or at least thats what I fucking hope and wish or whatever those 'words'/'verbs' even mean. I DONT want there to be absolutely ANYTHING AT ALL no 'matter' what neither how neither where etc it is. I just fucking dont and there's no fucking "reason why" for it for fucks sake. Why the damn fuck do i yes or fucking yes have to have a damn reason/cause or whatever the fuck that even means? Why am i fcking obligated/forced to? Why can't i just literally NOT/DONT fucking want/give a damn fuck/have any damn "iNtErEsT" etc nor etcetcetc [NOR WANT TO WANT TO] absolutely literally basically totally completely ANYTHING in general at damn fucking all AND THATS LITERALLY IT WITHOUT ANY GODDAMN REASONS/EXPLANATIONS/CAUSES/FACTORS ETCETC IN GENERAL AT ALL OF ANY TYPE AT ALL NOR RELATED TO/ABOUT ETC ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL AND THATS LITERALLY BASICALLY IT FOR FUCKS SAKE????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I fucking simply fcking basically literally absolutely seriously truly intentionally (or whatever the damn fuck all those fcking 'words' fcking mean lmfao) just DONT/NOT 'want' NOR want to 'want' etc (NEVER at all have had and NEVER at all ever will no 'matter' what etc) NOR have absolutely ANY 'desire' nor 'interest' 'for'/'about'/'in' or whatever the fuck that crap shit means lmfao LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY BASICALLY TOTALLY ANY 'life'/'world'/'planet'/'existence'/'consciousness'/'beings'|'entities'|'life forms'|'species'|'creatures' or whatever tf all that is and however the fuck to fucking call it lmfaoooooooo/'galaxy'/'universe' etcetc NOR BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT FCKING ALL WHATEVER THE FUCK IS IS ETC, NO FUCKING DAMN 'MATTER' WHAT/HOW IT IS/CAN BE, OF LITERALLY ANY TYPE ANY WAY ANY FORM ANY SORT ANY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING AT ALL, NEITHER what the fuck 'happens'/can 'happen' nor if what 'happens' is any/whatever """"pOsItIvE"""" or any/whatever """""""nEgAtIvE""""""" 'way'/'adjective'/'thing'|'event' etc in general and or whatever the fuck in general/type of 'thing'|'event' etc in general and or whatever the fuck in general, NOR what the fuck there fucking is/can be nor what/how/what type|way etcetc what "there is"/"there can be" is/isn't/can be/will be etcetc. NEITHER 'what' the damn fuck "it" is/"it" can be fucking "about", nor 'how' the damn fuck "it" is/"it" can "work". no fcking 'matter' what "beings"/"entities"/"species"/"life forms"/"creatures" or whatever the fuck that is/means and or whatever the fuck "there are"/"there exists", NOR 'what'/'how'/what 'type'/'way' and or whatever tf is/can be/isnt what "they" "do"/"don't do"/"can do" and or blaaah blaaah whatever the fucking damn fuck in general lmfaoooooooo I just dont give a single damn shit for fucks sake ffs and no fcking 'matter' a looooooooooooong fucking etc. I SIMPLY JUST DONT GIVE A DAAAAAMN FUCK FOR FUCKS SAKE LMFAO AND THATS FUCKING LITERALLY IT FOR FUCK'S SAKE NEVER HAVE HAD NEVER WILL WHY DO I YES OR FCKING YES HAVE TO/HAVE TO WANT TO/HAVE TO WANT TO WANT TO///WHY AM I FUCKING FORCED/OBLIGATED TO IN GENERAL wAnT tO 'dO' aNd Or 'eXpErIeNcE' aNd Or 'kNoW' aNd Or 'eNjOy' aNd Or 'LeArN' aNd Or 'kNoW hOw To dO' aNd Or 'lIkE' aNd Or 'nEeD' aNd Or 'wIsH' aNd Or 'dEsIrE' aNd Or 'aChIeVe' aNd Or BlAhBlAheTcEtC aNy|wHaTeVeR oThEr 'aCtIoN'|tYpE oF 'aCtIoN'|'vErB'|tYpE oF 'vErB' eTc AnD oR wHaTeVeR tHe DaMn FuCk iN gEnErAl///'wAnT'/hAvE 'iNtErEsT'|'dEsIrE'|'cUrIoSiTy' and or any other fucking ""pOsItIvE"" bullshit garbage crap shit like that in general lmfao FoR/aBoUt/In eTcEtC """""'tHiNgS'/'sOmEtHiNg'" iN gEnErAl wHaTeVer It Is, wHaTeVeR iTs AbOuT wHaTeVeR tYpE iT iS eTc, aNytHiNg|wHaTeVeR yOu WaNt bUt sOmEthInG"""" FOR FUCKS DAMN FUCKING SAKE WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just fucking because "i" literally had no damn fucking choice but to "exist"/'be 'born', in general "be"/"become" "something"/"someone" in general and was "brought" "here" and because aLl oF yOu aNd eVeRyOnE/aNyOnE iN gEnErAl/aLl 'pEoPlE' iN gEnErAl wAnT tO """"""uNlEsS yOu DoNt BeCaUsE oF "sUfFeRiNg"/"pAiN"/"dEpReSsIoN"/"bAd LiFe"/"sElF hAtReD"/"aPaThY"/"mEnTaL iLlNeSsEs iN gEnErAl"/"nIhIlIsM"/"bAd FaMiLy"/"eMpTiNeSs"/""""bEiNg A "fAiLuRe" or whatever the fuck "fAiLuRe" means lmao aNd Or AnY oThEr """nEgAtIvE""" 'wAy'|'tHiNg'|tYpE oF 'tHiNg' and or whatever tf lmao"""" ***((LMFAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO as if i gave a damn fuck shit if "iM" a "fAiLuRe" aNd Or AnY wHaTeVeR oThEr """""nEgAtIvE""""" 'tHiNg'/tYpE oF 'tHiNg'/tYpE oF 'pErSoN'/'wAy' and or whatever the fck in general or not LMFAAAAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO it has NEVER at all """aFfEcTeD"""/"""wOrRiEd"""/"""eMbArRaSsEd""" "mE" nor any other fcking crap shit like that, why tf it fcking has to jesus fcking damn christ i anyways DONT fucking want to at all have NEVER AT ALL had literally NEVER at all ever fucking will want NOR want to want and never at all will never at all have fucking had literally absolutely basically ANY FCKING """"pOsItIvE"""" 'thing'/type of 'thing'/tYpE oF 'pErSoN'/'way'/'adjective'/'qUaLiTy'/'pErSoNaLiTy' 'tRaIt' or however tf to fucking call it lmfao/fucking bullshit garbage crap fuck shit IN FCKING GENERAL AT FCKING ALL OF ANY TYPE AT FCKING ALL IN GENERAL NOR ABOUT/RELATED TO ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING AT ALL, WHY THE FCK DO I FCKING HAVE TO FOR FUCKS DAMN SAKE WHY TF CANT I JUST NOT/DONT GIVE NOR FCKING 'EVEN' A SINGLE FCKING GODDAMN DAMN CRAP FUCK SHIT NOT 'ONLY' THAT CRAP BUT ABOUT ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING FCKING ELSE IN GENERAL AT FCKING DAMN ALL WHATEVER/HOWEVER TF "IT" IS/CAN BE WHATEVER FCKING TYPE/WAY/KIND/FORM ETCETCBLAHBLAH WHATEVER THE FCK IN GENERAL "IT" FCKING IS/CAN BE, WHATEVER THE DAMN FCK "ITS" FCKING ABOUT/RELATED TO/'ASSOCIATED' WITH/'FROM'/'IN'/'OF' ETCETCBLAHBLAHBLAH AND OR WHATEVER THE DAMN FCK IN GENERAL AND A LOOOOOONG ETC AND THATS FCKING IT WITHOUT ABSOLUTELY ANY FCKING REASON/CAUSE OR WHATEVER TF THAT MEANS IN GENERAL AT FCKING DAMN ALL???????!!!!!! WHY THE FCK THERE FCKING HAS TO BE A GODDAMN FCKING REASON WHY I JUST 'CANT' or whatever tf "cant" means lol FCKING 'UNDERSTAND' AND NEVER FCKING WILL LMFAO))***/"pHySiCaL iLlNeSsEs"/"dIsAbIlItIeS"/"aNtInAtAlIsM"/"aBuSe"/"'rElAtIoNsHiP' 'iSsUeS'|'pRoBlEmS'" or whatever tf "rElAtIoNsHiP" means lmfao/"lOnElInEsS"/"hOpElEsSnEsS"/""""nOt HaViNg whaT yOu 'nEeD'|'wAnT'|'dEsIrE' or whatever the fuck all those 'words'/'verbs' mean lmfao aNd Or WhAtEvEr ThE dAmN fUcK""""/"bOrEdOm" aNd oR bEcAuSe Of bLaHblAhBlaH aNy oThEr 'rEaSoN'/'rEaSoNs' iN gEnErAl""""""" DOESNT FUCKING MEAN THAT "I" HAVE TO/HAVE TO WANT TO WANT TO TOO """uNlEsS tHeReS a ReAsOn wHy I dOnT""" JESUS FUCKING CHRIST I FUCKING SHOULDNT BE FCKING OBLIGATED/FORCED TO!!!!!!!!! I SIMPLY JUST FCKING DONT FOR FUCKS SAKE AND DONT FCKING WANT TO WANT TO AND HAVE NO "DESIRE" NOR "INTEREST" NOR "NEED" NOR "INTENTION" NOR ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY ANY OTHER FCKING CRAP FUCK SHIT LIKE THAT IN GENERAL ABSOLUTELY BASICALLY LITERALLY NEVER HAVE HAD ANY AND LITERALLY NEVER AT FCKING ALL EVER FCKING WILL AND THATS BASICALLY LITERALLY SIMPLY FCKING IT AND THERES NO FCKING REASON AT ALL WHETHER ITS FCKING 'BELIEVED'/'COMPREHENDED'/'UNDERSTOOD' OR NOT

i literally just COULDNT GIVE ANY LESS OF A FUCKING SHIT about and have NO fucking "dEsIrE" nor "iNtErEsT" nor "aTtrAcTiOn" or whatever the fuck all that fucking garbage bullshit crap fcking means lmfao nor literally any other crap like that/in general 'for'/'about'/'in'///just fucking simply literally absolutely basically DON'T FCKING WANT[**] (((NEVER AT ALL HAVE HAD NEVER WILL NO FUCKING 'MATTER' WHAT NEITHER HOW NEITHER WHERE NOR ETCETCETC ANYTHING/EVERYTHING IN GENERAL FUCKING IS/CAN BE ETC. NO FUCKING 'MATTER' WHAT FUCKING TYPE/WAY/FORM/KIND ETCETC THE FCKING DAMN FUCK IT FCKING IS/CAN BE NOR BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETC A VEEEEEEERY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ETC FOR FUCKS SAKE I JUST FUCKING DONT, NEVER HAVE FCKING HAD NEVER FCKING WILL AND ITS FCKING NOT BECAUSE OF ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY ANY FUCKING GODDAMN 'REASONS'/'CAUSES'/'FACTORS' ETC IN GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL OF ANY TYPE AT ALL NOR LITERALLY BASICALLY ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY ANY OTHER FUCKING GODDAMN BULLSHIT GARBAGE TRASH DAMN FUCK CRAP SHIT LIKE THAT IN FUCKING GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL OF ANY FUCKING TYPE IN GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL NEITHER FOR FUCKS SAKE. WHY THE GODDAMN FUCK THERE FUCKING 'HaS tO'/'mUsT' BE A FUCKING GODDAMN ''rEaSoN wHy'' "cAuSe"/"fAcToR"/"eXpLaNaTiOn" AND OR WHATEVER OTHER FUCKING GODDAMN DAMN FUCK CRAP TRASH BULLSHIT LIKE THAT IN GENERAL FUCKING YES OR FUCKING YES FOR FUCKS GODDAMN FUCKING SAKEEEEEEEEE WHY THE FUCKING GODDAMN DAMN FUCK SHIT CANT I JUST DONT/NOT FUCKING 'WANT'/NOT GIVE A GODDAMN FUCK SHIT ABOUT [NOR WANT TO AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAAAAAKKKKKKEEEEEE NEVER HAVE FUCKING HAD NEVER FUCKING WILL JESUS FCKING GODDAMN FCKING CHRIST] NOR ETCETCETCETCETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY ENTIRELY COMPLETELY UTTERLY PRACTICALLY ANYTHING IN FUCKING DAMN GENERAL AT FUCKING ABSOLUTE TOTAL DAMN ABSOLUTE FUCKING GODDAMN DAMN FCKING ALL OF ANY FUCKING TYPE/WAY/KIND/FORM NOR ETCETC IN GENERAL AT ALL NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT NEITHER FUCKING HOW THE DAAAAAMN FUCK IT FUCKING IS/CAN BE, NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT/WHERE THE FUCKING GODDAMN FUCK ITS FUCKING FROM/ABOUT/IN/OF/RELATED TO/ ASSOCIATED WITH NOR BLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETCETC ANYTHING FUCKING DAMN ELSE IN GENERAL AT FUCKING DAMN GODDAMN FUCKING ALL AND THATS FUCKING BASICALLY LITERALLY FUCKING IT WITHOUT ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY DEFINITELY LITERALLY ANY FCKING GODDAMN 'REASONS'/'CAUSES'/'FACTORS'/'tRiGgErS'/'EXPLANATIONS' NOR ETCETCETC AT ALL IN GENERAL IN GENERAL AT FUCKING DAMN FUCKING ALL OF ANY FUCKING GODDAMN FUCKING TYPE IN FUCKING GENERAL AT FUCKING DAMN FUCKING ALL FOR FUCKKKKKSSSSSS SSSSSSSAAAAAAAKKKKKEEEEEEEEEEEEE)))[**] TO IN GENERAL 'EXPERIENCE'/'KNOW'/'KNOW' 'ABOUT'/'ENJOY'/'PERCEIVE'/'SEE'/'LIVE'/'DO'/'HAVE'/'BE'/'EXPLORE'/'DISCOVER'/'PARTICIPATE' IN/'BE PART' OF NOR ETCETCETCETCETC IN GENERAL AT ALL ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY ANYTHING/ANYWHERE IN GENERAL AT ALL. ANYWHERE/ANYWHERE AT ABSOLUTE TOTAL ALL IN GENERAL. FOR FUCKS SAKE. A N Y T H I N G.
NEVER AT ALL HAVE HAD NEVER WILL. NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT NEITHER HOW ETC THE FUCK "IT" IS/CAN BE NOR BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETCETC AN 'IMMENSELY'/'EXTREMELY' LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG AND ENDLESS ETC. I SIMPLY FCKING DONT AND IT'S NOT BECAUSE OF ANY FUCKINH GODDAMN REASON. NO IM NOT A "NIHILIST"/"ANTINATALIST"/"EFILIST" or whatever the fuck all that even fucking means lmfao nor absolutely literally anything else like that in general at all, i simply just fucking DONT give a goddamn fuck shit (never have had never will lmao) if "life"/"""""this life"""""/"existence"/"""""this existence""""" and or whatever the fuck in general is """"""mEaNiNgLeSs"""""" or """""mEaNiNgFuL""""" or however the damn fuck in general//or any/whatever other """""""nEgAtIvE"""""""/"""""pOsItIvE""""" 'WAY'/'ADJECTIVE'/TYPE OF 'LIFE'/TYPE OF 'EXISTENCE'/TYPE OF 'WORLD'/TYPE OF 'PLANET'/'TYPE OF 'rEaLiTy'/TYPE OF X/TYPE OF BLAAAHBLAAAHBLAAAHETCETCETCETC WHATEVER THE DAMN FUCK IN GENERAL WHATEVER TF IT IS ETC/'THING' IN GENERAL/TYPE OF 'THING' IN GENERAL/'PLACE' IN GENERAL/TYPE OF 'PLACE' IN GENERAL BLAHBLAHBLAH and or whatever/any other fucking crap in general lmfaaoooo i literally just couldn't give any less of a damn fuck for fucks sake lmfaooooo it has never at all """"aFfEcTeD""""/""""wOrRiEd"""" "mE" at all, NEVER at all have had and NEVER at all ever fucking will, why the goddamn damn fuck it fucking has to? i just dont fucking want absolutely anything at all to be any fucking damn way/type etc. I JUST FCKING DONT FOR FUCKS SAKE. "How"/"what"/what "type"|"way"|'form" etcetc anything/everything in general whatever the damn fuck in fucking general bla bla etcetc it is/can be i just simply fucking literally basically absolutely couldnt "mAtTeR" ANY LESS to "me" and i really simply fucking basically totally intentionally seriously absolutely literally just don't fucking give a goddamn fcking fuck shit lmfaoooooooo
its NOT because of absolutely any other "rEaSoN"/"cAuSe" im general at all and that's fcking it jesus fcking damn christ

*Death is the absolute total literal end of absolutely literally basically everything and "I" will finally NOT 'EXIST' AT ALL NOR 'BE' ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING ANYONE ANYWHERE ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL NOR 'EXPERIENCE' ETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL NEITHER. ANYTHING IN FCKING GENERAL AT ALL FOR FUCKA SAKE I FCKING SIMPLY JUST DONT FCKING 'WANT'/WANT TO 'WANT' ETC ANYTHING FFS ANYTHING AT ALL IN GENERAL, WHATEVER/HOWEVER TJE FUCK IT IS/CAN BE, OF ANY DAMN 'TYPE'/'WAY'/'FORM'/'KIND'/'SORT'/'SHAPE'/'DIMENSION' ETCETC NOR BASICALLY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL
*At least thats what i HOPE or whatever the fuck that means. DEATH = ETERNAL ABSOLUTE TOTAL COMPLETE LITERAL PURE PLAIN ENDLESS INFINITE NONEXISTENCE/NOTHINGNESS. I FUCKING HOPE THERE WONT BE ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING AT ALL AFTER DEATH. I JUST DONT WANT/GIVE A FUCKING DAMN SHIT ABOUT LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE AND I SHOUDNT BE FCKING FORCED/OBLIGATED TO. I JUST FUCKING SIMPLY DONT, NEVER AT ALL HAVE HAD AND LITERALLY NEVER AT AL EVER FUCKING WILL NOR WANT TO WANT TO. AND THAT'S IT. ITS NOT BECAUSE OF ANY DAMN REASON AT ALL. Im 100% or whatever the fuck "%" fucking means lmfao SURE that there ISN'T literally anything and I HOPE THAT THERE WONT BE ANYTHING AT ALL. ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING. SIMPLY NOTHING. NO "SOMETHING" OF ANY TYPE/WAY/KIND/SORT/FORM ETC AT ALL. N O T H I N G. "I" WONT "aCcEsS" aNoThEr "pLaNe" Of "ExIsTeNcE" or whatever the fuck that is/means lmao, NOR "live"/"experience"/"do"/"participate" in/"be part of"/"explore"/"know about"/"discover"/"inhabit" etc ANY other "life"/"world"/"planet"/"reality"/"perception"/"galaxy"/"universe"/"existence"/"consciousness" etc at all of any "form"/"type"/"way"/"kind"/"sort"/"shape"/"dimension" or whatever the fuck all that means lmao nor literally anything else in general at all NO FUCKING 'MATTER' HOW ETC IT IS/CAN BE NEITHER WHAT TYPE/WAY ETC IT IS/CAN BE ETC. "Consciousness" WON'T "coNtInUe"/"gO oN" in absolutely ANY "form" nor "way" etc nor basically absolutely literally anything else in general at all NOR will be "manifested" or whatever the fuck that means lmao in literally ANY other "way" at all and wont "carry" "me" ANYWHERE AT ALL. i just DON'T fucking want nor give a damn fuck shit about nor have any damn 'interest'/'desire'/'curiosity' or whatever tf all that fucking crap means about/for etc nor want to "be" in nor want to in general 'experience'/'be part' of/'participate' in/'explore'/'discover'/'know' about/'inhabit'/"be" in/'live' in/'exist' in/'enjoy'/'perceive' etcetcetc nor whatever tf in general at all (never at all have had never will, literally never at all have wanted to and never at fucking all ever will) absolutely literally basically totally completely ANY 'life'/'world'/'planet'/'existence'/'consciousness'/'reality'/'perception'/'galaxy'/'universe'/'beings'|'entities'|'species'|'life forms'|'creatures' or whatever tf all that is/means lmfao etcetc OF ANY 'TYPE'/'KIND'/'WAY'/'SORT'/'FORM'/'SHAPE'/'DIMENSION' NOR ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL!!!!!!! HOWEVER TF "IT" IS/CAN BE, WHATEVER TF 'HAPPENS'/CAN 'HAPPEN' NEITHER 'HOW' WHAT 'HAPPENS'/CAN 'HAPPEN' IS/ISNT/CAN BE AND OR WHATEVER TF, NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT 'THINGS'/TYPES OF 'THINGS' AND OR WHATEVER TF IN GENERAL 'THERE ARE'/'THERE CAN BE', NO FCKING 'MATTER' TOTALLY BASICALLY LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL AND A LOOOOOONG ETC FFS, NOR basically anything else in general at all neither 'imaginable' nor 'unimaginable' NOR blahblahetcetc absolutely totally completely literally ANYTHING/ANYWHERE else in fcking general at fcking damn all. AND 'AGAIN', ITS JUST FCKING NOT BECAUSE OF LITERALLY ANY REASONS/CAUSES ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL. THERE. ARENT. ANY. THERE. LITERALLY. ARENT. ANY. AT. ALL. THAT'S FUCKING IT.

'Death' simply ISNT absolutely ANYTHING at all and there isnt ANYTHING at all after it, there's nothing at all, i hope it's JUST ETERNAL ABSOLUTE COMPLETE LITERAL PURE PLAIN ENDLESS INFINITE TOTAL NOTHING AT ALL/NOTHINGNESS/NONEXISTENCE/ONLIVION or if not that (fucking unfortunately or whatever that 'word' fucking means) at least "eternal sleep", but literally/actually/truly ETERNAL/ENDLESS/INFINITE and absolutely literally NEVER ever at all "wake up". Death (for me) means/is the ABSOLUTE TOTAL LITERAL END and there WONT "be" totally anything at all after 'it' except for total absolute eternal literal pure endless non-existence, that "is", nothing. NOTHING. Death just isnt anything at all and there isn't literally anything at all, no "consciousness"/"life"/"world"/"existence"/"energy"/"planet"/"galaxy"/"universe" etc (or whatever the fuck all that fucking means/is lmao I don't give a shit) of absolutely any type, any way, any form, any sort, any kind, any anything at all in general and no nothing in general at all. Nothing. Literally nothing. Death isnt any 'something' and there isn't any 'something' of absolutely any type/way/kind/sort/form etcetc nor whatever the fuck in fucking general after it. There just isnt anything after it, I'll finally die and completely absolutely totally cease to exist and literally disappear forever for all eternity and will ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY NEVER at all "be" absolutely literally basically completely totally ANYTHING NOR ANYONE NOR ANYWHERE ETC AT FUCKING ALL IN FCKING GENERAL. Just because "I" "supposedly" (according to what some 'people' say lol) came from "something", doesnt fucking mean that "I" will "go" to another "something" oF sOmE oThEr/a DiFfErEnT 'fOrM'/'wAy'/'sOrT'/'tYpE'/'kInD'bLaHbLaHbLaH and or whatever the fcking damn fuck in general
Eternal absolute total plain pure endless complete infinite NOTHINGNESS and NON-existence, that's what I HOPE/WISH or whatever the fuck those 'words'/'verbs' mean lmfao death "is". Just absolutely/literally nothing. It doesn't "happen" any "something" of any type/sort/kind/way/form etc, there won't "be" absolutely anything at all of any type/sort/kind/way/form etc. NOTHING at all "happens". Theres absolutely/literally NOTHING at all, NEITHER "physical"/"material" etc NOR "non-physical"/"immaterial"/"spiritual" etc nor literally anything else in general/any other 'way'/'form'/'type' etc in general at all

 

[Dizzy_Dreams]

I DONT "hOpE" anything at all in general lmao. I hope or whatever tf that means that theres NO "life" at all after death and that "it"/any "life" in general at all isnt any damn fucking 'way' etc in general at all. Neither any 'life' NOR whatever the fuck else/absolutely literally anything else in general at all. I dont "hope"/"imagine" nor any other fcking crap like that ANY "life" in general at all 'from' anywhere in general at all being any fcking 'way' at all. I LITERALLY SIMPLY TRULY INTENTIONALLY or whatever the fuck those 'words' fucking mean JUST DONT FCKING 'WANT' [NOR WANT TO WANT TO AT ALL NEVER HAD NEVER WILL NO FUCKING 'MATTER' WHAT] [NEVER HAVE HAD NEVER WILL AND THATS FCKING IT AND THERE FCKING ARENT ANY FCKING 'REASONS'/'CAUSES'/'FACTORS' ETC IN GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS LITERALLY JUST NOT BECAUSE OF ANY DAMN REASON FOR FUCKS SAKE] ETCETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY DEFINITELY UTTERLY ENTIRELY EXACTLY PRACTICALLY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL. A N Y T H I N G. OF ANY TYPE/WAY/KIND ETC, WHATEVER/HOWEVER THE DAMN FUCK "IT" IS/CAN BE ETCETC. FOR FUCKS SAKE AND THATS FUCKING IT NEVER HAVE HAD NEVER WILL JFC AND THATS LITERALLY FUCKING IT AND I FCKING SHOULDNT BE FCKING OBLIGATED/FORCED TO FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I. JUST. DONT. FUCKING. WANT. ABSOLUTELY. LITERALLY. BASICALLY. TOTALLY. ANYTHING. IN. GENERAL. AT. DAMN. FUCKING. ALL. FOR FUCKS SAKE NOTHING!!!!!!!!!! N O T H I N G] I just DONT want never have fcking wanted never at all ever fcking will (why the DAMN fuck do i yes or fcking yes have to for fucks sake lmfao) ANY 'life'/type of 'life' in general at all whatever/however/wherever etc it is/can be etc to be ANY damn fcking way at all nor ''be about'' absolutely anything at all nor a loooooooooong etc AND THATS FUCKING IT NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT ETC AND ITS NOT BECAUSE OF ABSOLUTELY ANY SINGLE DAMN FUCKING REASON AT ALL. NOR there to be *ANY 'life' ANY type of 'life' in general nor absolutely anything else in general at all whatever/however the fuck it is etc. *AT ALL of any way, any 'kind'/'type', absolutely literally basically totally anything at all in general however the fuck it is, whatever the fuck its "from", whatever the fuck its "about", however the fuck it fucking "works", whatever the fuck there is/there can be, whatever the fuck happens/can happen//what 'things'/'kinds'|'types' of 'things'/'events' and or whatever the damn fuck happen/can happen neither how/what 'way' etc the fuck those 'things'/'events' and or whatever the damn fuck in general are/happen, nor BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAETCETCETCETC a very LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG and 'endless'/'infinite' etc. i fucking 'hope' or whatever tf "hope" fcking means that there WONT be ANY 'lives'/'existences'/'consciousnesses'/'planets'/'worlds'/'dimensions'/'galaxies'/'universes'/'realities'/'perceptions' etcetc in general at all (NOR basically/absolutely/totally/completely/literally ANYTHING else in general at all) of any type/way/kind etc, however the fuck it is nor absolutely/literally ANYTHING else in fcking general at damn fucking all of any form, any way, any kind, any type, any dimension, any sort, any absolutely literally basically ANYTHING in general AT ALL for fucks sake lmfao. i literally simply just DONT fucking want/give a damn fuck about etcetc absolutely anything at all in general whatever however etc the fuck it is/can be etc for fucks sake. Absolutely totally practically basically literally entirely completely simply fucking ANYTHING in general AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE ANYTHING. ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY UTTERLY DEFINITELY LITERALLY ANYTHING AT ALL. NEVER AT ALL HAVE HAD AND NEVER WILL NO 'MATTER' WHAT. THATS FUCKING LITERALLY IT FOR FUCKS SAKE.
What i hope (or whatever the fuck that 'verb'/'word' means) is that THERE ISNT/ARENT absolutely literally totally ANY other "life"/"lives" (nor literally ANYTHING else in general at all) IN GENERAL AT ALL after "this one"/""""life 'on' 'planet' 'earth'""""/""""life 'in' 'this' 'world'""""/""""this life"""" (as if there were 'more'/'other'/'different' 'lIvEs' and or whatever the damn fuck in general iN oThEr/mOrE/dIfFeReNt 'wOrLdS'/'pLaNeTs'/'eXisTeNcEs'/'rEaLiTiEs''/'pErCePtIoNs'/'gAlAxIeS'/'pLaNeS'/'cOnScIoUSneSsEs'/'uNiVeRsEs' or whatever the fck all that is/means lmfao couldnt give any less of a fcking shit and or BLAHBLAHBLAHETC whatever/wherever the damn fuck in general lmfaooooooooo I FUCKING 'HOPE' NOT!!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST DONT FUCKING WANT ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY PRACTICALLY LITERALLY BASICALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING AT FCKING DAMN ALL IN FCKING GENERAL FOR FUCKS SAKE ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER HOWEVER THE FUCK "IT" FCKING IS/CAN BE ETCETCETCETC. BASICALLY TOTALLY LITERALLY SIMPLY FCKING ANYTHING AT ALL FFS ANYTHING AT ALL IN GENERAL!!!!!!!!! N O T H I N G. And thats fcking simply literally basically truly fcking it {or whatever tf all those 'words' fcking mean lmao} for fucks sake. Its NOT because of absolutely ANY DAMN FCKING REASON AT ALL. ANY. FUCKING. REASON. AT. FUCKING. ALL. FOR. FUCKS. SAKE. THERE. ARENT. ANY. AT. ALL. OF. ANY. TYPE.) NO fcking 'matter' at all how the damn fck "it" is/can be neither what happens/can happen neither how/the 'way' it 'works'/is "sTrUcTuReD"|"dEsIgNeD" or whatever tf that means lmao, no fcking 'matter' what the fuck is fcking about/can be about, no fcking 'matter' what 'things'/types of 'things' etc etc and or whatever tf in general 'there is'/'there can be' neither how/what type etc whatever fcking 'things' in general are/aren't/can be etcetc NOR absolutely literally basically totally completely ANYTHING fcking else in general at damn all/NOR a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooong etc for fucks sake i literally just dont fucking want absolutely ANYTHING for fucks damn sake, N O T H I N G. NOTHING AT ALL IN GENERAL OF ANY TYPE/WAY/FORM ETC WHATEVER/HOWEVER IT IS/CAN BE NEITHER WHAT THE DAMN FUCK ITS FUCKING ABOUT/RELATED TO NOR BLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETC A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ETC FFS I LITERALLY SIMPLY TOTALLY TRULY INTENTIONALLY JUST DONT FUCKING WANT NEVER HAVE HAD NEVER WILL ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY DEFINITELY UTTERLY ENTIRELY EXACTLY PRACTICALLY WHOLLY FULLY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT FUCKING DAMN ALL FFS ANYTHING, AND THAT'S LITERALLY BASICALLY FCKING IT JFC

I literally just dont fcking want (NEVER have had, NEVER will) there to be absolutely ANY 'life' in general at fcking damn all of any literally absolutely ANY fucking type/way etc at all, however the fuck it is/can be, whatever the fuck it's about/can be about, however the fuck it works/can work etcetc a looooooooooooong etc, 'from'/'in'/'of' any other 'world'/'planywhere else in general AT ALL. I SIMPLY LITERALLY JUST DONT WANT never at all have had never will [and DONT want to 'want' at all never have wanted simply never will and its not because of any reason at all] ANY 'life'/type of 'life' nor literally anything else in general at all in general, whatever/however the fuck "it" is/can be, of any type any way any kind any sort any form any absolutely anything in general at all. I DONT want NEVER at all have wanted NEVER will there to be ANY FUCKING 'LIFE'/TYPE OF 'LIFE'/'WORLD'/TYPE OF 'WORLD'/'PLANET'/TYPE OF 'PLANET'/'EXISTENCE'/TYPE|WAY|FORM|KIND|SORT nor literally anything else in general at all OF 'EXISTENCE'/'CONSCIOUSNESS'/TYPE|FORM|WAY|SORT nor literally anything else in general at all OF 'CONSCIOUSNESS'/'rEaLitY'/TYPE OF 'rEaLitY'/'pErCePtIoN'/TYPE OF 'PERCEPTION'/'eNeRgY'/TYPE OF 'eNeRgY'/'GALAXY'/TYPE OF 'GALAXY'/'UNIVERSE'/TYPE OF 'UNIVERSE' NOR BLAHBLAHETCETC ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY LITERALLY BASICALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL, after 'death'. No fcking 'matter' what/how "it" would be/can be blahblahetcetc and or whatever the damn fck in general. just literally utterly basically absolutely totally NOTHING. N O T H I N G.
I literally just dont give a fuck never have had never will lmfao (why the damn fuck do i fucking yes or yes have to """uNlEsS I DonT bEcAuSe Of A rEaSoN""" for fucks sake!!!!!) and simply just fcking simply literally basically seriously truly intentionally just DONT fcking 'want' nor 'desire' nor give a GODDAMN shit about NOR have any damn 'interest' for/DONT want to 'want' nor 'desire' nor 'wish for' nor give a damn shit about nor have 'interest' for about in etcetcetc NOR any other 'action'/'verb'/type of 'action'|'verb' etcetc nor whatever the damn fck in general nor absolutely anything else in general at all ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY DEFINITELY SERIOUSLY TRULY HONESTLY SINCERELY INTENTIONALLY JUST FUCKING ANYTHING IN FCKING GENERAL AT FCKING ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE. JUST SIMPLY FCKING ANYTHING IN TOTAL ABSOLUTE LITERAL GENERAL AT FCKING DAMN GODDAMN ABSOLUTE TOTAL LITERAL ALL. ABSOLUTELY A N Y T H I N G. AT ALL. THATS FUCKING IT. FOR FUCKS SAKE, ANYTHING!!!!!! WHATEVER/HOWEVER/WHEREVER ETCETC FUCK "IT" IS/CAN BE ETCETC OF ANY TYPE/WAY/FORM/KIND/SORT ETCETC NOR WHATEVER TF NOR BASICALLY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL, NO 'MATTER' 'WHAT'/'WHERE' THE DAMN FCK "IT" IS/CAN BE ETCETC AND A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ETC FOR FUCKS SAKEEEEEEEEEE I LITERALLY SIMPLY BASICALLY JUST FCKING DONT/DONT WANT TO WANT TO. NEVER AT ALL HAVE FCKING HAD AND ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY NEVER AT DAMN ALL EVER FCKING WILL. THATS. IT. NO 'MATTER' WHAT IN GENERAL AT ALL, 'UNDER' ANY FCKING 'CIRCUMSTANCE' OR WHATEVER THE FCK THAT MEANS ETC. AND THAT'S LITERALLY BASICALLY SIMPLY FUCKING IT FOR FUCK'S DAMN SAKE. I LITERALLY JUST FCKING DONT!!!!! LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY NEVER AT ALL HAVE FCKING HAD AND ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY NEVER AT ALL EVER FCKING WILL. THATS. BASICALLY. IT. JESUS. FCKING. CHRIST. ITS. NOT. BECAUSE. OF. ANY. DAMN. REASON. IN. GENERAL. AT. ALL. THERE SIMPLY JUST LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ARENT ANY!!!!!!

"Life" after death isnt ANY way at all (nor any "form"/"sort"/"type"/"kind" etc nor absolutely anything else in general at all), because there ISN'T/ARENT any "life"/"lives" after death (NOTHINGNESS/NON-EXISTENCE), at all. There just isnt/arent any (nor basically anything else in general) at all. NEITHER any "life"/"existence" of any type/way/kind/form/sort etcetc whatever/however the fuck it is/can be etcetc NOR literally ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL. NOR any other "worlds"/"planets"/"realities"/"consciousnesses"/"existence"/"beings"|"entities"|"species"|"life forms"|"creatures"/"dimensions"|"planes"/"energies"/"spaces"/"perceptions" etcetcetc nor just absolutely literally ANYTHING else in general at all of any fucking type/way/sort/form/kind/shape/dimension nor basically ANYTHING else in general at all. there ISNT absolutely ANYTHING at all after death, or at least thats what I fucking hope and wish or whatever those 'words'/'verbs' even mean. I DONT want there to be absolutely ANYTHING AT ALL no 'matter' what neither how neither where etc it is. I just fucking dont and there's no fucking "reason why" for it for fucks sake. Why the damn fuck do i yes or fucking yes have to have a damn reason/cause or whatever the fuck that even means? Why am i fcking obligated/forced to? Why can't i just literally NOT/DONT fucking want/give a damn fuck/have any damn "iNtErEsT" etc nor etcetcetc [NOR WANT TO WANT TO] absolutely literally basically totally completely ANYTHING in general at damn fucking all AND THATS LITERALLY IT WITHOUT ANY GODDAMN REASONS/EXPLANATIONS/CAUSES/FACTORS ETCETC IN GENERAL AT ALL OF ANY TYPE AT ALL NOR RELATED TO/ABOUT ETC ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL AND THATS LITERALLY BASICALLY IT FOR FUCKS SAKE????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I fucking simply fcking basically literally absolutely seriously truly intentionally (or whatever the damn fuck all those fcking 'words' fcking mean lmfao) just DONT/NOT 'want' NOR want to 'want' etc (NEVER at all have had and NEVER at all ever will no 'matter' what etc) NOR have absolutely ANY 'desire' nor 'interest' 'for'/'about'/'in' or whatever the fuck that crap shit means lmfao LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY BASICALLY TOTALLY ANY 'life'/'world'/'planet'/'existence'/'consciousness'/'beings'|'entities'|'life forms'|'species'|'creatures' or whatever tf all that is and however the fuck to fucking call it lmfaoooooooo/'galaxy'/'universe' etcetc NOR BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT FCKING ALL WHATEVER THE FUCK IS IS ETC, NO FUCKING DAMN 'MATTER' WHAT/HOW IT IS/CAN BE, OF LITERALLY ANY TYPE ANY WAY ANY FORM ANY SORT ANY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING AT ALL, NEITHER what the fuck 'happens'/can 'happen' nor if what 'happens' is any/whatever """"pOsItIvE"""" or any/whatever """""""nEgAtIvE""""""" 'way'/'adjective'/'thing'|'event' etc in general and or whatever the fuck in general/type of 'thing'|'event' etc in general and or whatever the fuck in general, NOR what the fuck there fucking is/can be nor what/how/what type|way etcetc what "there is"/"there can be" is/isn't/can be/will be etcetc. NEITHER 'what' the damn fuck "it" is/"it" can be fucking "about", nor 'how' the damn fuck "it" is/"it" can "work". no fcking 'matter' what "beings"/"entities"/"species"/"life forms"/"creatures" or whatever the fuck that is/means and or whatever the fuck "there are"/"there exists", NOR 'what'/'how'/what 'type'/'way' and or whatever tf is/can be/isnt what "they" "do"/"don't do"/"can do" and or blaaah blaaah whatever the fucking damn fuck in general lmfaoooooooo I just dont give a single damn shit for fucks sake ffs and no fcking 'matter' a looooooooooooong fucking etc. I SIMPLY JUST DONT GIVE A DAAAAAMN FUCK FOR FUCKS SAKE LMFAO AND THATS FUCKING LITERALLY IT FOR FUCK'S SAKE NEVER HAVE HAD NEVER WILL WHY DO I YES OR FCKING YES HAVE TO/HAVE TO WANT TO/HAVE TO WANT TO WANT TO///WHY AM I FUCKING FORCED/OBLIGATED TO IN GENERAL wAnT tO 'dO' aNd Or 'eXpErIeNcE' aNd Or 'kNoW' aNd Or 'eNjOy' aNd Or 'LeArN' aNd Or 'kNoW hOw To dO' aNd Or 'lIkE' aNd Or 'nEeD' aNd Or 'wIsH' aNd Or 'dEsIrE' aNd Or 'aChIeVe' aNd Or BlAhBlAheTcEtC aNy|wHaTeVeR oThEr 'aCtIoN'|tYpE oF 'aCtIoN'|'vErB'|tYpE oF 'vErB' eTc AnD oR wHaTeVeR tHe DaMn FuCk iN gEnErAl///'wAnT'/hAvE 'iNtErEsT'|'dEsIrE'|'cUrIoSiTy' and or any other fucking ""pOsItIvE"" bullshit garbage crap shit like that in general lmfao FoR/aBoUt/In eTcEtC """""'tHiNgS'/'sOmEtHiNg'" iN gEnErAl wHaTeVer It Is, wHaTeVeR iTs AbOuT wHaTeVeR tYpE iT iS eTc, aNytHiNg|wHaTeVeR yOu WaNt bUt sOmEthInG"""" FOR FUCKS DAMN FUCKING SAKE WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just fucking because "i" literally had no damn fucking choice but to "exist"/'be 'born', in general "be"/"become" "something"/"someone" in general and was "brought" "here" and because aLl oF yOu aNd eVeRyOnE/aNyOnE iN gEnErAl/aLl 'pEoPlE' iN gEnErAl wAnT tO """"""uNlEsS yOu DoNt BeCaUsE oF "sUfFeRiNg"/"pAiN"/"dEpReSsIoN"/"bAd LiFe"/"sElF hAtReD"/"aPaThY"/"mEnTaL iLlNeSsEs iN gEnErAl"/"nIhIlIsM"/"bAd FaMiLy"/"eMpTiNeSs"/""""bEiNg A "fAiLuRe" or whatever the fuck "fAiLuRe" means lmao aNd Or AnY oThEr """nEgAtIvE""" 'wAy'|'tHiNg'|tYpE oF 'tHiNg' and or whatever tf lmao"""" ***((LMFAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO as if i gave a damn fuck shit if "iM" a "fAiLuRe" aNd Or AnY wHaTeVeR oThEr """""nEgAtIvE""""" 'tHiNg'/tYpE oF 'tHiNg'/tYpE oF 'pErSoN'/'wAy' and or whatever the fck in general or not LMFAAAAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO it has NEVER at all """aFfEcTeD"""/"""wOrRiEd"""/"""eMbArRaSsEd""" "mE" nor any other fcking crap shit like that, why tf it fcking has to jesus fcking damn christ i anyways DONT fucking want to at all have NEVER AT ALL had literally NEVER at all ever fucking will want NOR want to want and never at all will never at all have fucking had literally absolutely basically ANY FCKING """"pOsItIvE"""" 'thing'/type of 'thing'/tYpE oF 'pErSoN'/'way'/'adjective'/'qUaLiTy'/'pErSoNaLiTy' 'tRaIt' or however tf to fucking call it lmfao/fucking bullshit garbage crap fuck shit IN FCKING GENERAL AT FCKING ALL OF ANY TYPE AT FCKING ALL IN GENERAL NOR ABOUT/RELATED TO ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING AT ALL, WHY THE FCK DO I FCKING HAVE TO FOR FUCKS DAMN SAKE WHY TF CANT I JUST NOT/DONT GIVE NOR FCKING 'EVEN' A SINGLE FCKING GODDAMN DAMN CRAP FUCK SHIT NOT 'ONLY' THAT CRAP BUT ABOUT ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING FCKING ELSE IN GENERAL AT FCKING DAMN ALL WHATEVER/HOWEVER TF "IT" IS/CAN BE WHATEVER FCKING TYPE/WAY/KIND/FORM ETCETCBLAHBLAH WHATEVER THE FCK IN GENERAL "IT" FCKING IS/CAN BE, WHATEVER THE DAMN FCK "ITS" FCKING ABOUT/RELATED TO/'ASSOCIATED' WITH/'FROM'/'IN'/'OF' ETCETCBLAHBLAHBLAH AND OR WHATEVER THE DAMN FCK IN GENERAL AND A LOOOOOONG ETC AND THATS FCKING IT WITHOUT ABSOLUTELY ANY FCKING REASON/CAUSE OR WHATEVER TF THAT MEANS IN GENERAL AT FCKING DAMN ALL???????!!!!!! WHY THE FCK THERE FCKING HAS TO BE A GODDAMN FCKING REASON WHY I JUST 'CANT' or whatever tf "cant" means lol FCKING 'UNDERSTAND' AND NEVER FCKING WILL LMFAO))***/"pHySiCaL iLlNeSsEs"/"dIsAbIlItIeS"/"aNtInAtAlIsM"/"aBuSe"/"'rElAtIoNsHiP' 'iSsUeS'|'pRoBlEmS'" or whatever tf "rElAtIoNsHiP" means lmfao/"lOnElInEsS"/"hOpElEsSnEsS"/""""nOt HaViNg whaT yOu 'nEeD'|'wAnT'|'dEsIrE' or whatever the fuck all those 'words'/'verbs' mean lmfao aNd Or WhAtEvEr ThE dAmN fUcK""""/"bOrEdOm" aNd oR bEcAuSe Of bLaHblAhBlaH aNy oThEr 'rEaSoN'/'rEaSoNs' iN gEnErAl""""""" DOESNT FUCKING MEAN THAT "I" HAVE TO/HAVE TO WANT TO WANT TO TOO """uNlEsS tHeReS a ReAsOn wHy I dOnT""" JESUS FUCKING CHRIST I FUCKING SHOULDNT BE FCKING OBLIGATED/FORCED TO!!!!!!!!! I SIMPLY JUST FCKING DONT FOR FUCKS SAKE AND DONT FCKING WANT TO WANT TO AND HAVE NO "DESIRE" NOR "INTEREST" NOR "NEED" NOR "INTENTION" NOR ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY ANY OTHER FCKING CRAP FUCK SHIT LIKE THAT IN GENERAL ABSOLUTELY BASICALLY LITERALLY NEVER HAVE HAD ANY AND LITERALLY NEVER AT FCKING ALL EVER FCKING WILL AND THATS BASICALLY LITERALLY SIMPLY FCKING IT AND THERES NO FCKING REASON AT ALL WHETHER ITS FCKING 'BELIEVED'/'COMPREHENDED'/'UNDERSTOOD' OR NOT

i literally just COULDNT GIVE ANY LESS OF A FUCKING SHIT about and have NO fucking "dEsIrE" nor "iNtErEsT" nor "aTtrAcTiOn" or whatever the fuck all that fucking garbage bullshit crap fcking means lmfao nor literally any other crap like that/in general 'for'/'about'/'in'///just fucking simply literally absolutely basically DON'T FCKING WANT[**] (((NEVER AT ALL HAVE HAD NEVER WILL NO FUCKING 'MATTER' WHAT NEITHER HOW NEITHER WHERE NOR ETCETCETC ANYTHING/EVERYTHING IN GENERAL FUCKING IS/CAN BE ETC. NO FUCKING 'MATTER' WHAT FUCKING TYPE/WAY/FORM/KIND ETCETC THE FCKING DAMN FUCK IT FCKING IS/CAN BE NOR BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETC A VEEEEEEERY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ETC FOR FUCKS SAKE I JUST FUCKING DONT, NEVER HAVE FCKING HAD NEVER FCKING WILL AND ITS FCKING NOT BECAUSE OF ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY ANY FUCKING GODDAMN 'REASONS'/'CAUSES'/'FACTORS' ETC IN GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL OF ANY TYPE AT ALL NOR LITERALLY BASICALLY ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY ANY OTHER FUCKING GODDAMN BULLSHIT GARBAGE TRASH DAMN FUCK CRAP SHIT LIKE THAT IN FUCKING GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL OF ANY FUCKING TYPE IN GENERAL AT DAMN FUCKING ALL NEITHER FOR FUCKS SAKE. WHY THE GODDAMN FUCK THERE FUCKING 'HaS tO'/'mUsT' BE A FUCKING GODDAMN ''rEaSoN wHy'' "cAuSe"/"fAcToR"/"eXpLaNaTiOn" AND OR WHATEVER OTHER FUCKING GODDAMN DAMN FUCK CRAP TRASH BULLSHIT LIKE THAT IN GENERAL FUCKING YES OR FUCKING YES FOR FUCKS GODDAMN FUCKING SAKEEEEEEEEE WHY THE FUCKING GODDAMN DAMN FUCK SHIT CANT I JUST DONT/NOT FUCKING 'WANT'/NOT GIVE A GODDAMN FUCK SHIT ABOUT [NOR WANT TO AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAAAAAKKKKKKEEEEEE NEVER HAVE FUCKING HAD NEVER FUCKING WILL JESUS FCKING GODDAMN FCKING CHRIST] NOR ETCETCETCETCETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY ENTIRELY COMPLETELY UTTERLY PRACTICALLY ANYTHING IN FUCKING DAMN GENERAL AT FUCKING ABSOLUTE TOTAL DAMN ABSOLUTE FUCKING GODDAMN DAMN FCKING ALL OF ANY FUCKING TYPE/WAY/KIND/FORM NOR ETCETC IN GENERAL AT ALL NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT NEITHER FUCKING HOW THE DAAAAAMN FUCK IT FUCKING IS/CAN BE, NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT/WHERE THE FUCKING GODDAMN FUCK ITS FUCKING FROM/ABOUT/IN/OF/RELATED TO/ ASSOCIATED WITH NOR BLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETCETC ANYTHING FUCKING DAMN ELSE IN GENERAL AT FUCKING DAMN GODDAMN FUCKING ALL AND THATS FUCKING BASICALLY LITERALLY FUCKING IT WITHOUT ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY DEFINITELY LITERALLY ANY FCKING GODDAMN 'REASONS'/'CAUSES'/'FACTORS'/'tRiGgErS'/'EXPLANATIONS' NOR ETCETCETC AT ALL IN GENERAL IN GENERAL AT FUCKING DAMN FUCKING ALL OF ANY FUCKING GODDAMN FUCKING TYPE IN FUCKING GENERAL AT FUCKING DAMN FUCKING ALL FOR FUCKKKKKSSSSSS SSSSSSSAAAAAAAKKKKKEEEEEEEEEEEEE)))[**] TO IN GENERAL 'EXPERIENCE'/'KNOW'/'KNOW' 'ABOUT'/'ENJOY'/'PERCEIVE'/'SEE'/'LIVE'/'DO'/'HAVE'/'BE'/'EXPLORE'/'DISCOVER'/'PARTICIPATE' IN/'BE PART' OF NOR ETCETCETCETCETC IN GENERAL AT ALL ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY ANYTHING/ANYWHERE IN GENERAL AT ALL. ANYWHERE/ANYWHERE AT ABSOLUTE TOTAL ALL IN GENERAL. FOR FUCKS SAKE. A N Y T H I N G.
NEVER AT ALL HAVE HAD NEVER WILL. NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT NEITHER HOW ETC THE FUCK "IT" IS/CAN BE NOR BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHETCETCETCETC AN 'IMMENSELY'/'EXTREMELY' LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG AND ENDLESS ETC. I SIMPLY FCKING DONT AND IT'S NOT BECAUSE OF ANY FUCKINH GODDAMN REASON. NO IM NOT A "NIHILIST"/"ANTINATALIST"/"EFILIST" or whatever the fuck all that even fucking means lmfao nor absolutely literally anything else like that in general at all, i simply just fucking DONT give a goddamn fuck shit (never have had never will lmao) if "life"/"""""this life"""""/"existence"/"""""this existence""""" and or whatever the fuck in general is """"""mEaNiNgLeSs"""""" or """""mEaNiNgFuL""""" or however the damn fuck in general//or any/whatever other """""""nEgAtIvE"""""""/"""""pOsItIvE""""" 'WAY'/'ADJECTIVE'/TYPE OF 'LIFE'/TYPE OF 'EXISTENCE'/TYPE OF 'WORLD'/TYPE OF 'PLANET'/'TYPE OF 'rEaLiTy'/TYPE OF X/TYPE OF BLAAAHBLAAAHBLAAAHETCETCETCETC WHATEVER THE DAMN FUCK IN GENERAL WHATEVER TF IT IS ETC/'THING' IN GENERAL/TYPE OF 'THING' IN GENERAL/'PLACE' IN GENERAL/TYPE OF 'PLACE' IN GENERAL BLAHBLAHBLAH and or whatever/any other fucking crap in general lmfaaoooo i literally just couldn't give any less of a damn fuck for fucks sake lmfaooooo it has never at all """"aFfEcTeD""""/""""wOrRiEd"""" "mE" at all, NEVER at all have had and NEVER at all ever fucking will, why the goddamn damn fuck it fucking has to? i just dont fucking want absolutely anything at all to be any fucking damn way/type etc. I JUST FCKING DONT FOR FUCKS SAKE. "How"/"what"/what "type"|"way"|'form" etcetc anything/everything in general whatever the damn fuck in fucking general bla bla etcetc it is/can be i just simply fucking literally basically absolutely couldnt "mAtTeR" ANY LESS to "me" and i really simply fucking basically totally intentionally seriously absolutely literally just don't fucking give a goddamn fcking fuck shit lmfaoooooooo
its NOT because of absolutely any other "rEaSoN"/"cAuSe" im general at all and that's fcking it jesus fcking damn christ

*Death is the absolute total literal end of absolutely literally basically everything and "I" will finally NOT 'EXIST' AT ALL NOR 'BE' ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY BASICALLY TOTALLY COMPLETELY ANYTHING ANYONE ANYWHERE ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL NOR 'EXPERIENCE' ETC ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL NEITHER. ANYTHING IN FCKING GENERAL AT ALL FOR FUCKA SAKE I FCKING SIMPLY JUST DONT FCKING 'WANT'/WANT TO 'WANT' ETC ANYTHING FFS ANYTHING AT ALL IN GENERAL, WHATEVER/HOWEVER TJE FUCK IT IS/CAN BE, OF ANY DAMN 'TYPE'/'WAY'/'FORM'/'KIND'/'SORT'/'SHAPE'/'DIMENSION' ETCETC NOR BASICALLY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL
*At least thats what i HOPE or whatever the fuck that means. DEATH = ETERNAL ABSOLUTE TOTAL COMPLETE LITERAL PURE PLAIN ENDLESS INFINITE NONEXISTENCE/NOTHINGNESS. I FUCKING HOPE THERE WONT BE ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING AT ALL AFTER DEATH. I JUST DONT WANT/GIVE A FUCKING DAMN SHIT ABOUT LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING IN GENERAL AT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE AND I SHOUDNT BE FCKING FORCED/OBLIGATED TO. I JUST FUCKING SIMPLY DONT, NEVER AT ALL HAVE HAD AND LITERALLY NEVER AT AL EVER FUCKING WILL NOR WANT TO WANT TO. AND THAT'S IT. ITS NOT BECAUSE OF ANY DAMN REASON AT ALL. Im 100% or whatever the fuck "%" fucking means lmfao SURE that there ISN'T literally anything and I HOPE THAT THERE WONT BE ANYTHING AT ALL. ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING. SIMPLY NOTHING. NO "SOMETHING" OF ANY TYPE/WAY/KIND/SORT/FORM ETC AT ALL. N O T H I N G. "I" WONT "aCcEsS" aNoThEr "pLaNe" Of "ExIsTeNcE" or whatever the fuck that is/means lmao, NOR "live"/"experience"/"do"/"participate" in/"be part of"/"explore"/"know about"/"discover"/"inhabit" etc ANY other "life"/"world"/"planet"/"reality"/"perception"/"galaxy"/"universe"/"existence"/"consciousness" etc at all of any "form"/"type"/"way"/"kind"/"sort"/"shape"/"dimension" or whatever the fuck all that means lmao nor literally anything else in general at all NO FUCKING 'MATTER' HOW ETC IT IS/CAN BE NEITHER WHAT TYPE/WAY ETC IT IS/CAN BE ETC. "Consciousness" WON'T "coNtInUe"/"gO oN" in absolutely ANY "form" nor "way" etc nor basically absolutely literally anything else in general at all NOR will be "manifested" or whatever the fuck that means lmao in literally ANY other "way" at all and wont "carry" "me" ANYWHERE AT ALL. i just DON'T fucking want nor give a damn fuck shit about nor have any damn 'interest'/'desire'/'curiosity' or whatever tf all that fucking crap means about/for etc nor want to "be" in nor want to in general 'experience'/'be part' of/'participate' in/'explore'/'discover'/'know' about/'inhabit'/"be" in/'live' in/'exist' in/'enjoy'/'perceive' etcetcetc nor whatever tf in general at all (never at all have had never will, literally never at all have wanted to and never at fucking all ever will) absolutely literally basically totally completely ANY 'life'/'world'/'planet'/'existence'/'consciousness'/'reality'/'perception'/'galaxy'/'universe'/'beings'|'entities'|'species'|'life forms'|'creatures' or whatever tf all that is/means lmfao etcetc OF ANY 'TYPE'/'KIND'/'WAY'/'SORT'/'FORM'/'SHAPE'/'DIMENSION' NOR ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL!!!!!!! HOWEVER TF "IT" IS/CAN BE, WHATEVER TF 'HAPPENS'/CAN 'HAPPEN' NEITHER 'HOW' WHAT 'HAPPENS'/CAN 'HAPPEN' IS/ISNT/CAN BE AND OR WHATEVER TF, NO FCKING 'MATTER' WHAT 'THINGS'/TYPES OF 'THINGS' AND OR WHATEVER TF IN GENERAL 'THERE ARE'/'THERE CAN BE', NO FCKING 'MATTER' TOTALLY BASICALLY LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL AND A LOOOOOONG ETC FFS, NOR basically anything else in general at all neither 'imaginable' nor 'unimaginable' NOR blahblahetcetc absolutely totally completely literally ANYTHING/ANYWHERE else in fcking general at fcking damn all. AND 'AGAIN', ITS JUST FCKING NOT BECAUSE OF LITERALLY ANY REASONS/CAUSES ETC IN GENERAL AT ALL. THERE. ARENT. ANY. THERE. LITERALLY. ARENT. ANY. AT. ALL. THAT'S FUCKING IT.

'Death' simply ISNT absolutely ANYTHING at all and there isnt ANYTHING at all after it, there's nothing at all, i hope it's JUST ETERNAL ABSOLUTE COMPLETE LITERAL PURE PLAIN ENDLESS INFINITE TOTAL NOTHING AT ALL/NOTHINGNESS/NONEXISTENCE/ONLIVION or if not that (fucking unfortunately or whatever that 'word' fucking means) at least "eternal sleep", but literally/actually/truly ETERNAL/ENDLESS/INFINITE and absolutely literally NEVER ever at all "wake up". Death (for me) means/is the ABSOLUTE TOTAL LITERAL END and there WONT "be" totally anything at all after 'it' except for total absolute eternal literal pure endless non-existence, that "is", nothing. NOTHING. Death just isnt anything at all and there isn't literally anything at all, no "consciousness"/"life"/"world"/"existence"/"energy"/"planet"/"galaxy"/"universe" etc (or whatever the fuck all that fucking means/is lmao I don't give a shit) of absolutely any type, any way, any form, any sort, any kind, any anything at all in general and no nothing in general at all. Nothing. Literally nothing. Death isnt any 'something' and there isn't any 'something' of absolutely any type/way/kind/sort/form etcetc nor whatever the fuck in fucking general after it. There just isnt anything after it, I'll finally die and completely absolutely totally cease to exist and literally disappear forever for all eternity and will ABSOLUTELY LITERALLY NEVER at all "be" absolutely literally basically completely totally ANYTHING NOR ANYONE NOR ANYWHERE ETC AT FUCKING ALL IN FCKING GENERAL. Just because "I" "supposedly" (according to what some 'people' say lol) came from "something", doesnt fucking mean that "I" will "go" to another "something" oF sOmE oThEr/a DiFfErEnT 'fOrM'/'wAy'/'sOrT'/'tYpE'/'kInD'bLaHbLaHbLaH and or whatever the fcking damn fuck in general
Eternal absolute total plain pure endless complete infinite NOTHINGNESS and NON-existence, that's what I HOPE/WISH or whatever the fuck those 'words'/'verbs' mean lmfao death "is". Just absolutely/literally nothing. It doesn't "happen" any "something" of any type/sort/kind/way/form etc, there won't "be" absolutely anything at all of any type/sort/kind/way/form etc. NOTHING at all "happens". Theres absolutely/literally NOTHING at all, NEITHER "physical"/"material" etc NOR "non-physical"/"immaterial"/"spiritual" etc nor literally anything else in general/any other 'way'/'form'/'type' etc in general at all

I'm so confused.

 

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In all honesty I don't know what I want in the afterlife. I mean I obviously don't want to be tortured in hell fire but even thinking of heaven as this place where I'm happy for all eternity seems scary. I probably won't even be the same person.

I just wanna hug my cat and my mom(if she dies before me) and maybe learn all the secrets of the world and what will be the future of it(I'm a very curious person) before an eternal peaceful sleep in the clouds or outer space.