Discussion What do you hate ?

[AntisocialGG]

Personally i hate me and the self destructive action / patterns i have, i know i can change it but most of the time i don't wan't to and it's confusing.
I also hate the things that appear constant in my life: people i don't even like (family mostly), crimes, ...

 

[Ashu]

Self-unawareness, dishonesty.

 

[Irisse]

My primary school classmates.

 

[kitkat9234]

Myself.

 

[Hollowman]

Psychiatry, pharmaceutical companies

 

[AntisocialGG]

Psychiatry, pharmaceutical companies

Interesting. Can i know why ?

 

[PI3.14]

Myself, aggressive pro-life policies, unfairness,... The list goes on

 

[Spectre]

I'd post a list but there's a chance they'd find it and know I killed myself, and I don't want them to have that satisfaction.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Being alive, at least as myself

 

[Hollowman]

Interesting. Can i know why ?

Because medications damaged my brain and ruined my life.

 

[RoseGirl]

Interesting. Can i know why ?

have you not had to deal with them before ?

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

I hate that life is like a race, and we're all competing for certain aspects of life. Good genes, a good environment, etc. It's not fair because some of us cannot run that race, because we lost out earlier on. It's not just one race, you're running multiple races your whole damn life. I hate that things must be unfair. People must be prettier or smarter than you are.

 

[AntisocialGG]

have you not had to deal with them before ?

For me it's not that hard, it's true i was taking an antidepressive (duloxetine) and it didn't work, only had some side effects but wasn't really making me feel better. In fact, i got hospitalized because i informed some of my friends the type of thoughts i was going through. There they changed the medication to an SSRI (citalopram 30mg) aripiprazole (antipsychotic) and lorazepam (benzodiazepine). Had some trouble getting used to aripiprazole, so i stoped taking it. Weeks later i got a dangerous episode with marijuana that honestly felt good. I lost all consciousness for 10 minutes aprox. After this i decided to CTB and somehow i thought it would be better to do it with SSRI withdrawal symptoms. Yeah that didn't went good aswell, still fighting the withdrawal symptoms tho. but i just need to take those and i'll be "fine" (or at least i won't be in a roller coaster of emotions and anxiety).

 

[Hollowman]

I hate that life is like a race, and we're all competing for certain aspects of life. Good genes, a good environment, etc. It's not fair because some of us cannot run that race, because we lost out earlier on. It's not just one race, you're running multiple races your whole damn life. I hate that things must be unfair. People must be prettier or smarter than you are.

A race that nobody wins in the end.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Myself
Life
Struggling to survive
People who fucked me over because they could.

 

[MissAbyss]

Psychiatry, pharmaceutical companies

Same, their plain evil.

 

[LighthouseHermit]

What I hate the most is disloyalty. Other than that, animal cruelty, dishonesty, injustice, judgemental people, ignorance, over-confidence, pain and myself. Can go on and on.

 

[MissAbyss]

What I hate the most is disloyalty. Other than that, animal cruelty, dishonesty, injustice, judgemental people, ignorance, over-confidence, pain and myself. Can go on and on.

This all above And much more..

 

[brighteyesfan144]

Interesting. Can i know why ?

i can answer this one. i was actually writing a book that i was getting peer-reviewed by some psychiatrists i met at a conference. at one point during the conference, someone asked one of the leading psychiatrists what they thought of psychiatry and she just took the microphone and said "It's a crock." everyone laughed. it was a conference about nutrition because nutrition, sunlight and healthy relationships will do hundreds of times more good than any psychiatric ward, which systematically deprives you of everything you need to have a healthy mind.

ever heard of the Rosenham experiment? 12 different psychiatric facilities were tested as completely sane individuals were sent to them, and not a single hospital DIDN'T identify them as insane and keep them locked up in the facility. this was published in the news and the same facilities wanted "another try" so the experimenters said okay. they identified 42 people they assumed to be sane as part of the experiment, and during that time, no one was sent.

did you know less than a quarter of them have psychology degree? they have no idea how to talk to people or have empathy. and their medicines will permanently fry your brain. psychiatrists will gaslight you and poison you and make you believe you have some incurable illness that they made up. it's all nonsense. even schizophrenia is curable with proper nutrition. linus pauling discovered that in 1973 and the research was buried to make room for olanzipine.

 

[bipolar22]

The sunrise. Stomach issues.

 

[darksouls]

myself

 

[DontCryForChimp]

I hate that life is like a race, and we're all competing for certain aspects of life. Good genes, a good environment, etc. It's not fair because some of us cannot run that race, because we lost out earlier on. It's not just one race, you're running multiple races your whole damn life. I hate that things must be unfair. People must be prettier or smarter than you are.

The race eventually just becomes a struggle to not fall behind rather than to actually pull ahead. I really hate the constant hyper competition that's present in so many aspects of life.

 

[rustcohle4life]

Existence as we currently know it.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I hate all the expectations dumped on us. Starting with the expectation to live- no matter how we experience life, no matter how bad it gets, no matter what we want. Moving on to the expectation that we should also pay for this shit. So- we need to work- obviously. But, we also need to spare the time to see our families and care for them if needed.

The ideal is that we should want to do all of the above- for ourselves but, if we don't- it's tough. It will still be expected anyway. I hate the expectation that we should put up with any of it.

 

[Hangman.]

Myself

 

[kopebaldy]

Myself

 

[Haematemesis]

Nothing other than myself. I might project my self-hatred to other people from time to time but deep within it's just me and myself.

 

[Namelesa]

Myself (in terms of my desire for human connection and how that can lead to me hurting others cus of my intense emotions as well as the emotional pain onto myself), my parents for creating and trapping me in this life, pro lifers, awful people who do awful things (i would include myself in there), existence.

 

[rainatthebusstop]

Humanity. Humanity as a whole and how it fails itself whenever given the option. I think that there's no greater pointless evil than mankind, the system it built to coexist, the way it fails its weakest, its poorest and its unworthiest without even sparring it the dignity to die peacefully.
How every human being will step on its other, weaker, hoping someone else is more miserable, someone else is being crushed more by the heels of those on top.

I hate how I can't seem to find the strength to kill myself. I hate how I am here, every day, living like a subpar knick knack no one had the good grace to throw out.

I hate being lied to.
I hate how society perpetuates the lie of exceptionality, that every snowflake is special, and that success is just a smidge of luck and hard work away. We are all interchangeable at the end of the day.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hate existing in this dreadful, horrific anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, existence to me really is an abomination and I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away.

I hate how this dreadful, torturous existence was imposed at all causing all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen.