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Psilo

Arcanist
Dec 29, 2018
482
What I hate most about life? Sucking at it!
 
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brighter

brighter

Warlock
Jan 22, 2019
718
Things happen that you don't know the reason for. Mental health has a lot of labels and "treatments" and the brain does this and the brain lacks/has an overload of that, but we're not at a stage of curing it so we don't really understand it after all.
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Things happen that you don't know the reason for. Mental health has a lot of labels and "treatments" and the brain does this and the brain lacks/has an overload of that, but we're not at a stage of curing it so we don't really understand it after all.
Agreed about the curing bit. On top of that there's still a shit load of people that still think mental illness is moodiness
 
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brighter

brighter

Warlock
Jan 22, 2019
718
Agreed about the curing bit. On top of that there's still a shit load of people that still think mental illness is moodiness
Tell me about it. I get phrases like "It's a phase" "Why are you doing this?" and "Why can't you just stop being like this?" running around my head, they're being thrown around all the damn time smh.
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Tell me about it. I get phrases like "It's a phase" "Why are you doing this?" and "Why can't you just stop being like this?" running around my head, they're being thrown around all the damn time smh.
Oh damn I don't get those phrases. Can't imagine someone saying that to my face
 
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Kim

Daydreamer
Sep 18, 2018
158
Physical pain most of the day. Nothing is the same after the surgery...
Since this day anything changes... can't run, can't work, can't walk for longer than 30-35 min - I hate my life...
I loved hiking. .. loved jogging... loved my work.... :-(
 
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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
The lack of equality and autonomy. Being born is basically a lottery. You get a random set of genetics and societal circumstances and are expected to gleefully and gratefully embrace a life over which you have very little control. And if you don't like the hand you were dealt, well... tough shit. "This is the way things are, take it or leave it. But no seriously, if you try to leave, we'll lock you up until you've seen the error of your ways."
Well said!!!
 
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Lifetimepunishment

Lifetimepunishment

Member
Feb 18, 2019
55
My body ,original family,decisions,illness,country.literally everything! The general/random suffering and the void of every aspect of human life
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
the fear of not knowing ..
 
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Coral7

Coral7

Member
Feb 1, 2019
86
the fear of not knowing ..
I do understand that, however You (your whole TrueBeing) do know more than you think possible right now... it's just currently you don't remember.....
 
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dmoroden

Member
Feb 13, 2019
53
Humans...
 
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Memento Mori

Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
573
What I personally hate most about life is that you have to study and work in order to even survive.
And the whole "financiality" of life, that the only thing that doesn't cost money is air to breath.
And the behavior of people.
That most people are evil, judgemental, unpleasant, violent, unkind, imoral, rude, impatient.

I hate my race, so yeah that includes everything you listed.

else than that, i hate sweating easily. most I hate how hard it is to get out of extreme lethargy and anxiety when you are used to it since you can think (or for some decades)...theres just nothing in me. some more years without finding any luck back and I won't be able to enjoy anything again that a human should enjoy, because I completely forgot everything else. and I don't want to go fuck thots or inject fentanyl all day or kill and steal for wealth to live some 'cool' shit, so I'm gonna live a boring life to work while swallowing mighty hypnotics so that I don't kill myself. but this sucks too. for now I just continue walking trough this endless desert, tryin not to freeze at night or dry out at day, or do I? lost my mind lol, long answer short sense: brain function not found. oh we're back to human race again. if a dumb species gains consciousness while only being able to use an insignificant amount of his brain capacity...and today's life makes it worse and worse: media, food, environment...and weed lol. that fucker stole my memorization skills

needed to vent

the fear of not knowing ..

yeah that drives me insane too. you can overthink EVERYTHING FOREVER
 
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Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
I don't get a fair chance for anything, I don't understand how to get what I want, how to live a normal life, how to not be isolated and living like a monk. Changing life is an impossibility to me, I have wanted to forever but it's beyond my comprehension. Maybe the lifelong aloneness has deluded my common sense. I need people and company but I can't stand their ego and judgement.
 
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ForestLove

ForestLove

Jus wanna be a tree
Oct 16, 2018
236
1) Bad things happen to good people.

2) This society is all about money

3) Everything we do is to show it to others/prove it to others

4) Life itself is a never-ending, vicious cycle of doing the same things over and over again until we die

5) Life is suffering

6) No free will to CTB in our own terms
 
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Wallflower

Wallflower

Member
Feb 10, 2019
23
my parents. my mother constantly calls me fat, ugly and any other derogatory term. i hate her so much
 
Taylor

Taylor

Thankful
Dec 23, 2018
476
Everything is a competition. Jobs, social media, money, friends, appearance. It feels like no one even gives a fuck about actually living anymore, its all about that new gucci shirt or how many likes kylie jenner got on her last pic. Complete bullshit
I second this so hard. I'm definitely an old soul who doesn't belong in this "modern" society, and I miss the world I grew up in so much, before social media even existed and there was no such competition. It really is nothing but shallow, artificial bullshit. That plastic hoe Kylie Jenner can go f*ck herself too.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I hate everything about society. I hate money and the fake inequalities created out of money. I prefer naturalism if I were to be human. That said I'm going to CTB because I'm a victim of an unfavorable genetic characteristic acne that left me subjected to abuse and exclusion as a human. I'm also going to CTB because of the traumatic memories of the guys I been with. Idc anymore 5 more weeks and counting
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,371
The fact that we are brought into this world with no choice, where there is unlimited potential for suffering. The fact that we exist in the first place is the root problem.
 

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