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wakeup.neo

wakeup.neo

wake up, neo. . .
Apr 20, 2026
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i think you get your own planet just like hippy 60s cult leaders use to say- lol jkjk. maybe? who knows. speak people.
 
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Lextyle

Lextyle

Student
Apr 6, 2026
158
Nothingness. Everything I ever known, remembered, imagined, desired, feared stops existing.
 
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ireallywasnttogopls

ireallywasnttogopls

save our souls
Oct 8, 2023
91
Nothingness. Everything I ever known, remembered, imagined, desired, feared stops existing.
This is the most comforting to me

I mainly hope to loose all memory, I don't wish to remember what I did and how I hurt my loved ones (selfish yeah I know )
 
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Sardenain

Sardenain

Just Existing
Mar 24, 2026
8
I sometimes wish/hope/fantasize that I would be some ethereal being, able to observe world and it's changes as I am curious. I also hope that I would be able to ignore time and timetravel as this ethereal being. It would be funny to look how nature has changed over the time and so on. With timetravelling I would also be able to travel forward in time to universes death if being immortal gets boring.

But I truly hope nothingness. Just lights out, no eternal life, no eternal judgement, just like deep dreamless sleep with nothing to wake you up. Just Nothing.
 
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rkk3

rkk3

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Dec 29, 2025
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i think you get your own planet just like hippy 60s cult leaders use to say- lol jkjk. maybe? who knows. speak people.
the afterlife is really good i dont know anything about it
i know its beaches, ground and water without bad microbes
its very warm
 
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Lextyle

Student
Apr 6, 2026
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This is the most comforting to me

I mainly hope to loose all memory, I don't wish to remember what I did and how I hurt my loved ones (selfish yeah I know )
You certainly will loose all memory because it's located in your brain and you can loose it even while being alive so no worries buddy
 
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wakeup.neo

wakeup.neo

wake up, neo. . .
Apr 20, 2026
6
This is the most comforting to me

I mainly hope to loose all memory, I don't wish to remember what I did and how I hurt my loved ones (selfish yeah I know )
i feel you there.
I sometimes wish/hope/fantasize that I would be some ethereal being, able to observe world and it's changes as I am curious. I also hope that I would be able to ignore time and timetravel as this ethereal being. It would be funny to look how nature has changed over the time and so on. With timetravelling I would also be able to travel forward in time to universes death if being immortal gets boring.

But I truly hope nothingness. Just lights out, no eternal life, no eternal judgement, just like deep dreamless sleep with nothing to wake you up. Just Nothing.
i feel so ALL the way bro.
 
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LastDayOnEarth

Experienced
May 20, 2025
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Hopefully being in an external state of being but as an spiritual being rather than a physical one. But if it's nothingness then that's good as well
 
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wakeup.neo

wakeup.neo

wake up, neo. . .
Apr 20, 2026
6
Hopefully not another hell
i know right? like i think of religious afterlives and im like..why should we live inside another individuals afterlife? if it was our life we should be able to control what happens next or SOMETHING. our souls should'nt be trapped inside someone else's heaven/hell
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I don't believe in such and I'd never wish for such as well as existing really is torture and I'd just never wish for the terrible, dreadful mistake of existence, all I hope and believe death to be is the peace of non-existence where finally all is forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, all that existence ever does is just cause harm and torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and all I want is to erase this painful, dreadful existence, I'll always see existence as the problem, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this existence so torturous and dreadful.
 
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thehorizons

Student
Mar 25, 2026
108
I'd like it to be pitch black, but I've had supernatural experiences before and heard secondhand accounts that makes me believe there is a soul after death. I guess, I'll roll the dice cause you'll never know until you know. I don't believe in a heaven or hell though or mystical beings. That seems like something people cooked up and embellished throughout the years. Not related, but I definitely believe in fate (I had three illnesses in under a year when things were looking up for me and I'm considered pretty young). I don't know how it figures in the afterlife though.
 
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Love Ash Love

love you all <3
Mar 19, 2023
18
I hope it's reincarnation. I want to be a normal girl named Charlotte next time. Though… I kind of think you'd be stuck feeling the last sensation your body ever felt—even if it's painful—forever instead of that.
 
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