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Doll Steak

Doll Steak

Student
May 31, 2025
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I think I want to start writing a note just cause it feels safe and cathartic but I'm not sure how even to start or what to mention, any ideas or insights?
 
bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
Just reach out to the ones you love. Tell them that you regret any harm you might have caused.


That's enough. Try to explain why you need to take the bus. It can be as long and as detailed as you want it to. Just let them know so that they can understand and come to peace with it.
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
211
"At last I am happy."
 
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WEIRDOOOXDDDD

WEIRDOOOXDDDD

Rawr xP
May 19, 2025
52
I think you should just pour your heart out, tell them why you did it so they can understand you and tell them ways they helped you. For example I would write that my friends gave me a bit more time to live by making me feel normal for once. But it's really up to you. Good luck❤🫂
I think I want to start writing a note just cause it feels safe and cathartic but I'm not sure how even to start or what to mention, any ideas or insights?
 
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DeadSouls

DeadSouls

Perpetually sad.
Jun 23, 2025
109
'Fuck you for not loving me'?
'You made me want to die'?

Nothing? I'm not great with this, it's not really necessary to leave one. Sorry you're feeling so badly to even be thinking about it. Xoxo
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
810
The reason for your suicide and what to do with your body.
I'm sorry you're going through this 🤗
 
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