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what do you do on your birthday?
Thread starterthedevilwithin
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it was my birthday about a week ago and i just felt empty really. no one remembered, no big deal i expected that. i don't have many people in my life anyway. birthdays for me make me reflect on how shit my life has been. i feel this barrier around me and it makes me feel disconnected from everything and everyone. i just wish i was normal.
my birthday was just over a month ago, I got a Chinese takeaway chili shredded chicken for Teatime, 100£ from my mum with which I bought clothes, 100£ off my dad of which i bought weed, i just got high on my birthday
I don't really celebrate my birthday, as I don't see it as important. My parents buy me cake and flowers, the gift I want or what they think I'd like if I don't ask for anything, and sometimes I go out with my mom for the occasion if she's not busy, but nothing big. I only have a few online friends and they wish me "happy birthday".
Happy belated birthday. Mine was Sunday and I feel/do the exact same. Nothing special and like you said its just a day to reflect how bad its gotten and spiral
I don't really celebrate my birthday that much. At most all I get is cake but, from the following years of my birthday, that will stop as my parents realised that getting me a cake for my birthday isn't allowed in their religion hence why they said they'll stop buying cakes for anybody's birthdays. But yeah, I personally just don't bother with birthdays because I don't find it to be something to bother with
It's just another day for me, a birthday just shows how I've unfortunately suffered for yet another year. That date was never something positive in the first place, rather it was the day I was so cruelly forced into existence and more than anything I wish I never existed at all, existing truly is just meaningless and undesirable suffering.
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it was my birthday about a week ago and i just felt empty really. no one remembered, no big deal i expected that. i don't have many people in my life anyway. birthdays for me make me reflect on how shit my life has been. i feel this barrier around me and it makes me feel disconnected from everything and everyone. i just wish i was normal.
I try to brush them aside as much as possible. This past year I was lucky and got away with a few birthday wishes, one card, and a small gift from my sister. I managed to avoid any birthday dinners or cakes or big gifts. Birthdays are just a horrible reminder to me that I've made it another year when I should have been gone a long time ago.
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