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thedevilwithin

thedevilwithin

anima vestra
Oct 4, 2023
108
it was my birthday about a week ago and i just felt empty really. no one remembered, no big deal i expected that. i don't have many people in my life anyway. birthdays for me make me reflect on how shit my life has been. i feel this barrier around me and it makes me feel disconnected from everything and everyone. i just wish i was normal.
 
Darkover

Darkover

Illuminated
Jul 29, 2021
3,825
my birthday was just over a month ago, I got a Chinese takeaway chili shredded chicken for Teatime, 100£ from my mum with which I bought clothes, 100£ off my dad of which i bought weed, i just got high on my birthday
 
crystal_meth97

crystal_meth97

Nie mam zamiaru się poddać
May 1, 2024
106
I don't really celebrate my birthday, as I don't see it as important. My parents buy me cake and flowers, the gift I want or what they think I'd like if I don't ask for anything, and sometimes I go out with my mom for the occasion if she's not busy, but nothing big. I only have a few online friends and they wish me "happy birthday".
 
scary

scary

some say he was broken, some say he died of fright
May 1, 2024
6
Happy belated birthday. Mine was Sunday and I feel/do the exact same. Nothing special and like you said its just a day to reflect how bad its gotten and spiral
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
2,627
I don't really celebrate my birthday that much. At most all I get is cake but, from the following years of my birthday, that will stop as my parents realised that getting me a cake for my birthday isn't allowed in their religion hence why they said they'll stop buying cakes for anybody's birthdays. But yeah, I personally just don't bother with birthdays because I don't find it to be something to bother with
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

She wished that she never existed...
Sep 24, 2020
34,548
It's just another day for me, a birthday just shows how I've unfortunately suffered for yet another year. That date was never something positive in the first place, rather it was the day I was so cruelly forced into existence and more than anything I wish I never existed at all, existing truly is just meaningless and undesirable suffering.
 
Dark Window

Dark Window

Specialist
Mar 12, 2024
317
Happy Birthday. Sorry about your loneliness.

We all think you're gorgeous love

lol.
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
688
Nothing.
Day like any other.
I don't focus on that at all.
 
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NikWild

Member
Apr 29, 2024
13
it was my birthday about a week ago and i just felt empty really. no one remembered, no big deal i expected that. i don't have many people in my life anyway. birthdays for me make me reflect on how shit my life has been. i feel this barrier around me and it makes me feel disconnected from everything and everyone. i just wish i was normal.
Drink vodka
 
willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
1,713
I try to brush them aside as much as possible. This past year I was lucky and got away with a few birthday wishes, one card, and a small gift from my sister. I managed to avoid any birthday dinners or cakes or big gifts. Birthdays are just a horrible reminder to me that I've made it another year when I should have been gone a long time ago.
 

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