Discussion What do you do in a day?

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Usually I wake up, go to the gym, then drive around all day and come home to watch movies/shows with my mother.

 

[n0505]

Wake up → eat breakfast → play computer games → eat lunch → watch YouTube → eat dinner →play with my pet→sleep
eveyday like this.
Already 18 years old but not working or going to school.I just want to end my life

 

[Larez]

tl;dr
"How to Get More Hollow and Numb Every Day 101" feat. run on sentences

Working Days:

-wake up, probably after an episode of intermittent insomnia
-some exercise, eat breakfast, drink coffee, shower
-read some articles and play some games if i have the time because of inconsistent working schedule
-probably give up after not even being able to focus on a video game
-go to work for 6 - 12 hours of misery
-be an awkward failure doing boring minimum wage shit
-break down in the bathroom
-go back home in the evening
-try to game but'll probably have an ADD episode again if nobody's around on discord
-go for a walk, drink heavily or have a joint or two
-try to force myself to either go to sleep or fall asleep

Days off:

-wake up, probably lay in bed until 11:30 to not be an absolute zombie after working days
-some exercise, eat breakfast, drink coffee, shower
-read a bit, play some games, force myself to actually fucking focus
-do random shit, sit around, waste time
-think about self-improvement, procrastinate python anyway
-watch streams or some movies/shows
-sneak in some midday drinking because I lost all fucks given and hiding tipsiness and smell is the only thrill i get anymore
-go for a run or to the local swimming pool for some natural endorphins at least
-that was fun, time to waste some more time
-break down
-play with my cat
-either have an insomnia episode or just simply sit around until 4 AM, alt-tabbing WoW to watch random memes, or just stale blankly at the wall sine I'm addicted to thinking, all of this only intensifying the aforementioned insomnia and doesn't help with anything
-break down again

Depression should really be called Schrödinger's Syndrome. It's like being dead and not dead at the same time.

Aye, well said.

 

[ronigail9]

I am actively working on getting rid of all of my posessions. currently going through every photo and momento for people's piles. when im done, every family member will have a pile of shit that's theirs or related to them to remind them of how shitty they are. besides that, i have to work 30-38 hours a week at retail job. get home, research, read and reddit, sometimes youtube but mostly read. then sleep. i am very isolated. my 9 year old son comes once a week

 

[dandan]

im waking up early at 5am, I do my things,
Some days, I do take a Dianabol pill or inject myself with Dianabol
I go to the gym, and push it, I'm getting stronger.. I already buffed up like 23lbs of pure muscle, I was very very skinny
I then take a shower and go to work
Some days I work better than others, more concentrated,
I no longer think about ctb.... which was a daily thing...
these days, I think about my thinking, and about working on a webapplication I'm building
I think if now that I feel good can I have a relationship with a woman?
but I dont know if my bad feelings or my depression will come back.... I cant be sure!
I;m sure I'm okay today! thanks to testosterone and dianabol I think

then, after work I go to read at my 98 year old ex-psychiatrists reading club... I'm something like the official reader on mondays
I like reading with the old man,
other days that are not monday I sometimes repeat the gym
or work on my project, or rest and watch TV,
I love Goliath and Bosh on Amazon Prime Tv,
and since my memory is still not at its best,
watching a re-run is cool, cause I dont always remember what I saw before LOL
although im improving on that

 

[ALiflessDreamerOtaku]

Distracting myself from real life. Watching random YouTube videos most of the time. I can't even muster up the effort to play video games and watch movies anymore. I have almost no social media, zero friends or acquaintance and a fucked up mind.

Same man
Fucked up life with absolutely no momentum
But the difference is I lie in bed all day and do nothing

 

[sammii]

Wake up at about 12pm. I look after my cats and make sure they're fed and they get plenty of exercise. I watch a lot of movies, tv shows and youtube videos. Recently I've been watching a lot of true crime/serial killer documentaries. Sometimes I play video games. I procrastinate most of the day. I don't eat too much but what I do eat is super unhealthy, I drink waaaayy too much pepsi, I smoke too much. I usually take my meds then pass out at about 4am.

 

[Kodama]

Try to survive one more day ?

 

[sanction]

This is an interesting thread Curious to see what the average day is like for everyone else

 

[Qdv]

How many of us are in bed most of the day?

 

[Relief]

wake up,
eat,
sit down on the couch to watch netflix,
binge,
purge x5,
eat,
netflix,
sleep,
repeat...

 

[NegativeSymptoms]

I have apathy, anhedonia, avolition. I just stumble around internet, nothing brings me pleasure. Even gaming is not worth it anymore. Never enjoyed movies or books since childhood. I am seriously broken.