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QueenEtna

Gone
Jul 29, 2018
256
Digital designer
 
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Pointlessabyss

Pointlessabyss

Impulse will takeover one day...
Sep 17, 2018
294
I tech do not work...not a proper job. Honestly, I spend about an hour or two a day, doing matched betting and that is it. I make enough to live off of doing that.
Football or horses? I'm interested ! Do a bit of trading myself!
 

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StarDust

StarDust

Mage
Aug 21, 2018
508
Football or horses? I'm interested ! Do a bit of trading myself!
Mostly footie but horses as well....horses are a bit more pricey with a much lower pay out so I only do it every now and again.
 
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worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
I get a check from the government for being "crazy".
 
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Pointlessabyss

Pointlessabyss

Impulse will takeover one day...
Sep 17, 2018
294
Mostly footie but horses as well....horses are a bit more pricey with a much lower pay out so I only do it every now and again.
I lost too much on the horses so tend to stick to footy ! Make a decent side income from it tbf, overs Under's / laying correct scores

My bad for going off topic lol
 
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StarDust

StarDust

Mage
Aug 21, 2018
508
I lost too much on the horses so tend to stick to footy ! Make a decent side income from it tbf, overs Under's / laying correct scores

My bad for going off topic lol
I only do the horses in terms of laying which works on my end but too risky IMHO Footie games are super easy as far as that goes.
 
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NOISYMIND

NOISYMIND

Everyday I wake up I wanna die again.
Sep 11, 2018
164
I find myself with this dilemma constantly. I want to die, I want to do it in such a way that my family won't be finding my body to spare them the extra trauma, and I want to do it in the most peaceful way possible for myself. I might be wrong, but it seems to me that I need money to accomplish that, since I don't live alone, and most methods that are peaceful require some money be spent buying supplies.

I just lost my job a little over a month ago and I ran out of the money I had from it. Now, I'm completely desperate for money and I can't bring myself to do anything. I mentioned in a previous post that I sometimes do transcription projects online to help me make some bucks, but I can't even do that because there are deadlines to be met, and I just can't. My family has made it abundantly clear they will not give me a cent for anything. I guess they figure that's a good way to push me to do something.

What do you do for money or for work feeling this way? I need some advice.

Story of my life. I'm so trapped in the country side where no any shop nearby and don't have a penny to get out of here or get what I need for CTB. Can't be bothered to work 9-5 as well I don't know what should I do.... :(
 
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pole

Global Mod
Sep 18, 2018
1,384
I work for footlocker, pretty good job for an 18 yearold I guess.
 
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Kev

Kev

Student
Aug 18, 2018
124
Nothing, I'm a lazy spoiled fuck who has never held a real job before. I'm studying Chemical Engineering in college and I have rich parents that fully support me and buy me nice things. I don't deserve it at all, I'm such a pathetic human being and definitely a terrible son. I wish someone who wasn't such a lazy ugly fuck could've been given the advantages I've been spoon fed my entire life.
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
I have my days. I do enjoy it because I like travelling, and getting paid to see the country.

Then I have my days where I just want to go downhill while in neutral, unbuckle seatbelt and crash. But I don't want to take innocent people with me.
I hear you. I drive a fair amount and at one point considered driving head on to a semi truck that was just loaded with weight. Felt it was unfair to the driver even though they would most likely never get hurt. If I was going 100+mph even the airbags wouldn't do jack to save me...sIrving that would be complete hell and that's not what I need right now!
 
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QueenEtna

Gone
Jul 29, 2018
256
Nothing, I'm a lazy spoiled fuck who has never held a real job before. I'm studying Chemical Engineering in college and I have rich parents that fully support me and buy me nice things. I don't deserve it at all, I'm such a pathetic human being and definitely a terrible son. I wish someone who wasn't such a lazy ugly fuck could've been given the advantages I've been spoon fed my entire life.
I would gladly swap places with you if you want to live the poor life :)
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Unemployed and ready to be deployed...to the funeral home and the crematorium once I catch the bus :)
Took the words right out of my keyboard!!! Thanks to my asshole fiance and suckerofcocks Dr, I'm close than ever to catching the bus. The only thing that sucks azz is if I had dumped my ex (in a dumpster) I'd be mostly fine right now. A good note should set the record straight.
Peace Jaemus
 
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longingforrelease

longingforrelease

Specialist
Oct 27, 2018
381
I'm a university professor.
 
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Snee

Student
Aug 3, 2018
135
my job is wasting my parents money
 
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Idorus

Arcanist
Apr 30, 2018
426
Ow lots of hookers here, I'm an EX-hooker ;)
Stopped with shitty school at age 15 and fearlessly knocked on the door of a fancy whorehouse. I worked like this in periods, also escort at the time until I met an older man during of those visits and he became my one and only client for many years. He took me all over the world for trips and even paid for any (immer-)easy sex encounter we had (there). Finally back to school for a year (which ofcourse he paid) and had my own business for some years. < that all is just one out of 5 lifetimes I had in this body.
 
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Xerxes

Xerxes

Invisible
Nov 8, 2018
936
I work in IT, cybersecurity expert.
 
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Kooz

Kooz

Night-Night.
Aug 26, 2018
129
Disabled Veteran going to college right now. Majoring in Information Security.
 
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Daystavro

Experienced
Oct 15, 2018
269
At the moment nothing.
Used to work in a few shitty jobs.
My parents support me.
But they said they will stop it in the near future.
But I don't plan on working in anything ever.
All jobs are horrible and you have to deal with evil and unpleasant peoppe who will laugh at you, harass you and bully you.
So I plan on ctb in a few months.
 
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MAIO

Elementalist
Apr 8, 2018
841
Jr software developer. It's kind of sucks honestly. Mostly coding and everyone sees me as a liabilty(since everyone else on the project has so much more experience) Whicu essentially means I put In overtime for free yay me. It could be worse though. I could not be making a decent amount of moneu
 
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MAIO

Elementalist
Apr 8, 2018
841
At the moment nothing.
Used to work in a few shitty jobs.
My parents support me.
But they said they will stop it in the near future.
But I don't plan on working in anything ever.
All jobs are horrible and you have to deal with evil and unpleasant peoppe who will laugh at you, harass you and bully you.
So I plan on ctb in a few months.

That is not actually true. I use to have a job where I made double min sleeping, watching tv, going to movies etc.
 
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MAIO

Elementalist
Apr 8, 2018
841
College system in the US is just so fucked up compared to where i live (EU) i doubt anyone here (in my country at least) finishes or leaves school with any form of debt. Here you get your degree and off you go. No debt no loans no nothing. It's just mindboggling how in the US they put such immense loans on people who have yet to get a job. I haven't owed a dime to a bank in my life. (Granted i have virtually nothing but at least not in debt)

In the US some stems jobs pay really well espically medical jobs. (Ie huge college debts are not a problem if you make 200k as a CRNA or a medical doctor) if you go for a liberal arts degree you are screwed though with the starting pay being similar to jobs you can easily find without a degree, or even a skill like a trade.
 
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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
Unemployed now, used to work in Tech. Now I'm so bored , no motivation, my career is pretty much dead now that I'm in my mid 40s. It's really downhill from here which is journey i don't want to take.
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
All my jobs I've done

  • Salesman
  • Walmart
  • Facebook
  • Call center
  • General Labor
 
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Roph

Specialist
Sep 24, 2018
355
I get VA compensation.
 
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scales

scales

Resident Slime
Oct 18, 2018
214
I find myself with this dilemma constantly. I want to die, I want to do it in such a way that my family won't be finding my body to spare them the extra trauma, and I want to do it in the most peaceful way possible for myself. I might be wrong, but it seems to me that I need money to accomplish that, since I don't live alone, and most methods that are peaceful require some money be spent buying supplies.

I just lost my job a little over a month ago and I ran out of the money I had from it. Now, I'm completely desperate for money and I can't bring myself to do anything. I mentioned in a previous post that I sometimes do transcription projects online to help me make some bucks, but I can't even do that because there are deadlines to be met, and I just can't. My family has made it abundantly clear they will not give me a cent for anything. I guess they figure that's a good way to push me to do something.

What do you do for money or for work feeling this way? I need some advice.

I started getting rid of my things. I sold my laptop for example. N is less than $1,000 which isn't too bad if you're willing to sell the things you won't be needing anymore.

Otherwise, have you considered websites like upwork? You can buy/sell your talents. I sometimes I have things I want to read and have paid authors to write those stories for me.
 
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scales

scales

Resident Slime
Oct 18, 2018
214
I work as an engineer for a large company, the pay is ok, sometimes lose the will to work so have paid my home off so at least I won't be homeless should I lose my job.

The part that sucks is you have to pay property taxes on your house even if you paid it off. At least in the US.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,663
Currently a NEET, though I am still in the process of looking for a job. I would rather just die than to grind and wageslave with just enough to exist. I'm also terrified at the prospects of homelessness since I don't have all the survival skills or street skills (thanks Aspergers for fucking this aspect up) to make it on my own. Therefore, ctb'ing is the better option than the other two options.

Government cheese and part time work
I've been trying to get that 'cheese' myself (I live in the US, so I guess it's SSI or something like that) and also a small job just so I have some income. Ironically, that is one of my reasons for wanting to ctb yet I hate the wageslaving and grind just to be able to exist.

I'm in the US and am on SSI. It's not much income (just $750 a month / aka $9K a year). I am able to afford to live basically because I live in low income housing (so my rent is about 1/3 of my income well slightly less), food stamps (WASHCAP/SNAP), and medicaid. I live very very very frugally.

ETA
I used to work as a barista at Starbucks while I was going to school, and I have a BA in sociology and an MA in Social Work. Totally useless to me now as I can't work, and have $60k in debt.
How did you get on SSI? I am still trying to get on that, but failing that and if I run even lower on money, I may just spend whatever I have left on a firearm or whatever method and ctb since I can't live on the streets (lack of survival and street skills).
 
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MexicanTravels

MexicanTravels

Pokémon Master
Sep 6, 2018
209
I have a lot of small jobs to get by. I'm a Spanish and Portuguese translator, a conceptual artist that exhibits and sells photography and video art, a temporary art teacher, and a math tutor. I actually enjoy all my jobs since I get to use my brain in many different ways and lament the fact that I would have to give them up once I die, but my health isn't the best and I'm ready to go.
 
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