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waterrrrrrrrrbottel

Experienced
Jul 18, 2022
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how do yall manage your time? whether you set a date or not.
 
borderlined_45

borderlined_45

Mav
Oct 13, 2024
5
how do yall manage your time? whether you set a date or not.
I would like to go somewhere near the ocean or in the mountains. Somewhere calm and isolated where I can be alone with my body and mind.
I would like to go somewhere near the ocean or in the mountains. Somewhere calm and isolated where I can be alone with my body and mind.
Just realized I misread the original post, I would probably read and write lots.
 
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Jon Arbuckle

Jon Arbuckle

Aspiring Corpse
Jul 23, 2024
119
I don't really want to do anything special anymore. I don't think I really deserve it. I just want things to end.
 
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PinkChubbyBunny

PinkChubbyBunny

Member
Oct 25, 2024
23
Contemplating life.
Remembering all good experiences I've had.
Crying.
Bitching about the cruelty of fate and what could've been if thing were different.

Nothing special...
 
treestumpbootsneo

treestumpbootsneo

Member
Sep 14, 2021
35
I'm just going to have a normal day today, pretend to be happy, wait until everyone is asleep, and take SN
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
I really don't see the point of putting too much thought into it. It's not like there will be any ability to later reminisce about our last experiences and any enjoyment isn't going to be long lasting.

I think the priority for all of us that plan to CTB is that we do as much as possible to make sure that our survivors later understand that they should have no reason to feel any sorrow or guilt. To make they know that they was nothing they could have done for us and that they should blame themselves even in the slightest. Unless of course that was the case.
 
Diogenetic Ruse

Diogenetic Ruse

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Oct 18, 2024
32
how do yall manage your time? whether you set a date or not.
I would spend my final days in a never-ending self-pity gathering, with wet tissues, old pictures, and the memories of long-forgotten . I would create a sad symphony with tears, mucus, and sadness, directing a group of ruined dreams and crushed aspirations.
 

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