burninghill
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- Dec 2, 2025
- 77
Not sure LMAO
anyway. I always feel a weird sense of connection to trains. I've tried to kill myself under them and I know at some point I'll be successful. Whenever one passes me I genuinely feel like an animal laying down and waiting for its throat to be mauled out, like I know this thing is going to kill me and I'm not gonna do anything about it.
Maybe it's the way autism makes you personify things, but I always feel incredibly uhh. Intimidated by them. It's like if you had a dream about a man who was going to kill you and suddently you're seeing him everywhere you go.
When they pass me, I think that surely they also acknowledge our mutual connection. I know they're machines but I can't help but respect the relationship I know that we have
anyway. I always feel a weird sense of connection to trains. I've tried to kill myself under them and I know at some point I'll be successful. Whenever one passes me I genuinely feel like an animal laying down and waiting for its throat to be mauled out, like I know this thing is going to kill me and I'm not gonna do anything about it.
Maybe it's the way autism makes you personify things, but I always feel incredibly uhh. Intimidated by them. It's like if you had a dream about a man who was going to kill you and suddently you're seeing him everywhere you go.
When they pass me, I think that surely they also acknowledge our mutual connection. I know they're machines but I can't help but respect the relationship I know that we have
