highjumping
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- May 30, 2023
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I've been debating with myself if I should finally CTB but I don't know what a good method would be and how to get to one, pain doesn't really matter to me, I'm wanna know what you would recommend.
fear does matter a little but if i'm manic nothing would matterPain doesn't matter, what about fear?
If neither of those matter it's extremely simple.
I hate it so much that it is so hard to ctb, it makes everything worse to be honest.The method that sounds the best to me is Nembutal but that's not even an option.
There's a suicide resource compilation on here with information about methods but there's no easy answers. If suicide was easy I would be long gone, to me all the methods are either horrible, inaccessible, risky or are just really difficult to go through with which is a consequence of existing in this anti-suicide society. But with questions like this all that anyone can do, is do their own research.
If you have moneyI've been debating with myself if I should finally CTB but I don't know what a good method would be and how to get to one, pain doesn't really matter to me, I'm wanna know what you would recommend.
I wish i could shoot myself but i'm in germany so that's basically impossibleIf you have money
Nembutal - need somewhere around 2000 dollars I can give you source
Nitrogen gas - around 1000: dollars
SN - around 200 dollars
Firearms - need license, should be from USA, Best Buy shotgun
If you don't have money
Jumping
Hanging
Train
Co with charcoal
Partial hanging
Night night
Shallow water blackout
Cutting
I know a website from Europe, you can check whether they deliver to Germany or notI wish i could shoot myself but i'm in germany so that's basically impossible
Do you have any SN sources?
hey, could you PM me the Nembutal source please?If you have money
Nembutal - need somewhere around 2000 dollars I can give you source
Nitrogen gas - around 1000: dollars
SN - around 200 dollars
Firearms - need license, should be from USA, Best Buy shotgun
If you don't have money
Jumping
Hanging
Train
Co with charcoal
Partial hanging
Night night
Shallow water blackout
Cutting
Are you okay to go to Mexico to get ithey, could you PM me the Nembutal source please?
any proof that the source is reliable? If there is then I'm willing to travel to Mexico and meet him when I decide to CTBAre you okay to go to Mexico to get it
My source will not mail, you have to go in person and he will help you
Already two people went and bought N then they posted in this forumany proof that the source is reliable? If there is then I'm willing to travel to Mexico and meet him when I decide to CTB
Sent a private message, thanksAlready two people went and bought N then they posted in this forum
I don't know how long this source will be available, we are not dealers or sellers, we are just forum members trying to help you
I don't know how someone can scam you if they say you to come in person to get the N lol
Hey could you pm me the source for SN please?If you have money
Nembutal - need somewhere around 2000 dollars I can give you source
Nitrogen gas - around 1000: dollars
SN - around 200 dollars
Firearms - need license, should be from USA, Best Buy shotgun
If you don't have money
Jumping
Hanging
Train
Co with charcoal
Partial hanging
Night night
Shallow water blackout
Cutting