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Things2do1st&ThenCtb
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- Aug 28, 2018
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I am much the same, but I've built up tools to deal with social situations. It is very draining.
Indeed.
Your situation sounds more complicated than mine. Being a dad --- What do you do with that?
I am much the same, but I've built up tools to deal with social situations. It is very draining.
Rereading my post I might have come across in a way that was unintended - replace 'but' with 'and', reading as "like you, I use tools to deal with people and it's exhausting." Sorry if it came across the wrong way.Indeed.
Your situation sounds more complicated than mine. Being a dad --- What do you do with that?
Rereading my post I might have come across in a way that was unintended - replace 'but' with 'and', reading as "like you, I use tools to deal with people and it's exhausting." Sorry if it came across the wrong way.
Yep, being a dad. In the right situation, I'd do a lot with it. In this situation, it is doomed. So I'm doing what I started planning two months ago.
Discovering antinatalism was a last nail in my coffin, I mean this philosophy is like the ultimate red pill.Took a read of the "The Last Messiah" and relevant works and it's all sealed now.
This.Loneliness.
And being me.
I'm already behind on my plan, I was hoping to be gone by early August this year. But it took that long just to obtain the benzos. I'm looking at a late Sept departure. The season doesn't matter to me so much as the need to settle my estate as soon as possible.No worries. I appreciate the clarification.
For me, October is an important month. I have always felt the best in late October. When there is no threat of the 'happiness' of spring or heat of summer; Just the oncoming coolness and peace of fall and winter.
Have you figured out when and where and how?
wow hits me the sameAspergers (life long, uncurable condition) which affect my ability to socialize, make friends, maintain relationships, and of course getting around in society, financial problems especially due to lack of job opportunities (let alone the ones that I'm suitable for), philosophical reasons (right to die, never consented to being born, etc.), and of course, knowing that life is just bullshit and I'd rather not wait until I'm less able bodied and then die; I want to die on my own terms.
...I am alive.Quite honestly I can't pin down my number 1 reason cause there are so many and each one I feel emotional and physical embedded with. If anything it's a tie between my back/knee problems and the fact that I'll have to work manual labor jobs for the rest of my life. I also don't see the point of getting older and while at best your able to tolerate the pain of living. I also have financial problems that'll bind me to becoming a slave to this system for the rest of my life or better yet become homeless, Yay! Also as some of you have stated it yourselves, you can't see the point if most of the time we'll be suffering with little compensation of dopamine rushing. There's more to my reasons as yours are too. Apologies if I sound prudish.
that sucks. I appreciate your service btw.I am a disabled veteran, I cannot work, I have no friends or family, I have no purpose here, I do not want to do anything except ctb... ugh :(
No problem, when i ctb ill just been another stat and im sad about that...that sucks. I appreciate your service btw.
well to me any end to someones suffering is something to be glad for.No problem, when i ctb ill just been another stat and im sad about that...
suffering is subjective.After reading some stories my problems seem insignificant.
Basically I've never felt comfortable with others, I've always been the weirdo, I can not socialize no matter how hard I try, I'm almost 24 years old and I see how my youth is going away and the only thing I've done is to be in front of the computer, I have been depressed for so long that I do not even remember.