I think this is the perfect opportunity for me to do this! I mean it's fast and simple and I don't have to back out of it or buy a gun. I think for sure I have my mind set that I wouldn't mind being killed by someone else… takes the tension off of trying to double back once more.
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youremy
and we were bound by the citylife
- Jun 7, 2026
- 19
And what if the cop is not trigger-happy and you end up in jail?
Aknu132
Tenha um bom dia!
- Dec 25, 2023
- 286
BoredomSeeker
"A black light bulb. The repression of an idea."
- May 25, 2023
- 115
For you, personally, the risk you are taking is enormous. There are countless instances of 'dangerous' criminals being apprehended by non-lethal means, they tend to make for worse headlines though. For the cop? Seems like a hell of a way to curse another with lifelong trauma. Sure, maybe the cop is sociopathic and looking to unload his gun into someone, and you'll give him the right excuse. But maybe, the cop is just another person that you are going to force to take a life. Are you okay with giving that burden to someone?
MissAbyss
BOOM Shakalaka!
- Jul 20, 2025
- 594
Bishop
This is the way
- Mar 24, 2024
- 411
Hardly. They are trained. You'd just end up maimed. Their careers are also on the line for shooting if not required. But hey, if this were a method, we must be so behind.
WhyMe123
Over it
- May 22, 2026
- 59
Ugh I've fantasized (except fantasies are not horrifying) about this as well..
Like getting a fake gun & calling the police or pulling a fake gun on a cop in order to cause a reaction to shoot in self defense, but that's out of the cards..
They might taser you or shoot you somewhere besides where you need to die…
There was a story of a girl that tried to commit suicide by shooting herself in the face and she ended up surviving and got a face transplant, but she struggles to talk because it destroyed the inside structures of her face…
As far as I understand for a firearm to effectively allow someone to CTB is to target the brainstem.. Otherwise you might just get more fucked up, end up in the hospital, jail, etc…
So yeah the cop method is probably best left in the crazy imaginary world…Last edited:
Myforevercharlie
Global Mod
- Feb 13, 2020
- 3,337
My brother went out that way.
Wouldn't recommend
I mean there is a plethora of instances where cops have used guns on others without it being necessary(even without firearm involved) I do care if it may effect them long term but I hope it's someone who would care less to CTB me.
Why?
Ah okay so it's the brainstem that must be destroyed. Makes sense now. I was wondering where to aim.
soon4good
unfinalized
- Dec 2, 2024
- 99
With my luck they'd shoot me an extra 200 years of existence in a state of locked-in syndrome. Way too risky for a bitch like me.Similar threads
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