My life turned around 2 years ago when I moved overseas and experienced entity attacks, through progressive spiritual destruction I lost everything, my physical health, my thinking ability, my emotional capacity to the point I'm like a living zombie, this entity has posessed my being in every way possible and won't leave. I tried to get help from many people, religious clerics, a priest, many psychics, reiki healers.. nothing affects it.. before I used to rever in the light and felt blessed every single day now I am covered and suffocated by dark demonic energy. Everybody around me thinks I've lost my mind, I just don't care anymore, want to be gone from this world like yesterday. There is no hope of getting better.. I grieve the life I lose alot, accepting that nothing can be changed is so hard. I didn't deserve this horrible fate but it what it is and the sooner I go, the better it is for me and for people around me that are also being affected by this demonic being.