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TapeMachine

TapeMachine

perpetually confused
Jan 12, 2023
411
The fact that I think and feel too much since I was young. Exhaustion.
Same here. It really is exhausting. ::hugs::
 
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ilovecats

ilovecats

Empty Husk
Feb 1, 2023
130
nihilism, regrets, hatred towards the world, loneliness, abuse
 
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Gaga786

Gaga786

The Odds Are Never In My favour
May 3, 2020
470
Childhood trauma, bullying, sexual assault, neglect, abuse, lower intelligence, and medical negligence.
 
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boxtobs

boxtobs

unfortunate geometry (Toby)
Jan 23, 2023
26
Past physical, sexual, and emotional abuse by family, past bullying where everyone (adults included) pretended I didn't exist, sudden death of friends, past stalking and paranoia I can't shake, cognitive and memory issues, brain damage, medical abuse, and general issues being unable to feel or make things "real". And financial abuse too, since. Fuck it, why not. It's icing on the cake lol. Going for 100% completion. :pfff:
 
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mengeles_trash

Member
Feb 13, 2023
5
Tortured and murdered over 34 years of an unimaginable crime against humanity.

Starting to seem like a template for the rest of people... except for the handful of oligarchs who came up with it.

Does that make sense? Doesn't make much sense them and their progeny will live in climate hell, either, but that's the destination. Sometimes wealth, power, and technology doesn't always lead to humane or rational ends for anyone, even for the people on the "top".

Makes me go back to Zapffe over and over again.
 
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Mr Myemna

Mr Myemna

Let me say words naked as flesh, tough as teeth.
Aug 20, 2022
35
I think it's honestly just a delibrate choice, i'm acutely aware of my options, the consequences of my actions, and the way i bring those actions to be is carefully studied.
 
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missingpeace

Arcanist
Feb 4, 2023
431
My life turned around 2 years ago when I moved overseas and experienced entity attacks, through progressive spiritual destruction I lost everything, my physical health, my thinking ability, my emotional capacity to the point I'm like a living zombie, this entity has posessed my being in every way possible and won't leave. I tried to get help from many people, religious clerics, a priest, many psychics, reiki healers.. nothing affects it.. before I used to rever in the light and felt blessed every single day now I am covered and suffocated by dark demonic energy. Everybody around me thinks I've lost my mind, I just don't care anymore, want to be gone from this world like yesterday. There is no hope of getting better.. I grieve the life I lose alot, accepting that nothing can be changed is so hard. I didn't deserve this horrible fate but it what it is and the sooner I go, the better it is for me and for people around me that are also being affected by this demonic being.
 
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