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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
I like to imagine shooting or hanging myself. Just feels like it would be more tragic from the perspective of others.
 
Tempest

Tempest

Gathering courage to take my exit
Oct 21, 2021
40
Used to have a fantasy of directing my SO to apply a sleeper hold with his fingertips to kill me while I held onto him for comfort as I passed. I've had similar thoughts about not resisting if my life was threatened and about being walked to a (nonviolent) execution. I believe that suicide should be something a person does by their own hand, except in cases where illness prevents it, but it's nice to think about scenario in which I only have to accept my death and not also orchestrate it.
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
Before here, hanging, shotgun to the head, cinder block tied around ankle, off dock into ocean

After I discovered this site, first compression, then partial, then night night, but currently love the idea of SN, (which I have,) or the Holy Grail: N, (which I DON'T have, sadly).
 
Mitty

Mitty

Member
Apr 19, 2020
16
Euthanasia because that's the only truly peaceful way to die for me.
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
gunshot to the head, but not a big one.
Like a small elegant revolver with caliber small enough to just make small entry wound and no exit wound. Maybe something with hollow-point ammo so it all explodes inside. Turning my brain into liquid. To just switch myself off with pull of the trigger.
 
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FailureGirl

FailureGirl

lost in limbo...
Jul 5, 2021
133
Lately it's been going to a particular (very high) bridge and just letting myself fall backwards off it and watching the sky above me as I fall. Its not my chosen method but I do think and daydream about it alot it feels peaceful to imagine it.
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
Lately it's been going to a particular (very high) bridge and just letting myself fall backwards off it and watching the sky above me as I fall. Its not my chosen method but I do think and daydream about it alot it feels peaceful to imagine it.
It surely does sound beautiful :heart:
I wish that my body would also not look outputting and wound not cause fear in people. The emotion I would want to induce is wonder and melancholy, or maybe a relief.
 
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sadsad:(

sadsad:(

New Member
Oct 27, 2021
1
Lately it's been going to a particular (very high) bridge and just letting myself fall backwards off it and watching the sky above me as I fall. Its not my chosen method but I do think and daydream about it alot it feels peaceful to imagine it.
same, there's a really tall bridge in my area and i wanted to take enough xanax to pass out and fall backwards into the water so that if the impact doesn't kill me, then i'd drown.
 
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8evergo

8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
557
1 SN
2 head shot
3 JUMBING form over 100 meters
4 giotine :heart:
 
TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Right now it's alcohol overdosing.
 

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