What are your favorite suicide methods to think about

[orlandom]

What methods of suicide do you like the most?

I like to die in old age with my beloved girlfriend.

But unfortunately, just like N, I cannot use this method.

I will try SN.

 

[AQUA]

This is what I've been considering for a while. Burning charcoal in a tent or my bedroom. It just seems like such a peaceful ending and I have all the items to do it. I just don't know how to get the charcoal lit without the unwarranted attention of nosy neighbours since it'll let off smoke for 15-20 minutes before the coals are glowing and smokeless.

What if you also use the charcoal to cook food whiles they are heating up?
The best disguise isn't to not be seen its to be unnoticed unless your neighbors know about your current headspace
I don't think they would have much of a reason to be suspicious. besides, whats the worst thing they could do?

It just seems like such a peaceful ending

It's almost romantic.
I also heard it gives your skin a rose tint too :D

 

[hfdepression30]

What if you also use the charcoal to cook food whiles they are heating up?
The best disguise isn't to not be seen its to be unnoticed unless your neighbors know about your current headspace
I don't think they would have much of a reason to be suspicious. besides, whats the worst thing they could do?


It's almost romantic.
I also heard it gives your skin a rose tint too :D

They don't know about my mental health at all, and I could definitely do it but both of my neighbours on either side are always in their gardens and are overly friendly/nosy, so even though I know it's possible to get the coals lit, I also know I'm going to be bombarded with questions about what I'm doing/cooking, why am I choosing to barbecue when it's 4c outside and the possibility of them noticing me taking the coals inside or realise they're not outside anymore. I have a lot of social anxiety so the thought of them interrupting and disturbing me, which I'd say is likely, just puts me off and makes me anxious. Not sure how aware they are of barbecue safety and CO if they notice what I'm doing.. I wish I had a car and could drive somewhere more isolated in a field or something, but that's not possible.. so it's either a tent in the garden or taking it to my bedroom

 

[AQUA]

They don't know about my mental health at all, and I could definitely do it but both of my neighbours on either side are always in their gardens and are overly friendly/nosy, so even though I know it's possible to get the coals lit, I also know I'm going to be bombarded with questions about what I'm doing/cooking, why am I choosing to barbecue when it's 4c outside and the possibility of them noticing me taking the coals inside or realise they're not outside anymore. I have a lot of social anxiety so the thought of them interrupting and disturbing me, which I'd say is likely, just puts me off and makes me anxious. Not sure how aware they are of barbecue safety and CO if they notice what I'm doing.. I wish I had a car and could drive somewhere more isolated in a field or something, but that's not possible.. so it's either a tent in the garden or taking it to my bedroom

Ah, i see your dilemma now.
That sounds really shit because (No offense) If it wasn't for your social anxiety you'd probably think your chatty neighbors was a good thing :D its way better than nosy neighbours that only watch and quietly judge. no? or maybe i misunderstood
Have you thought about doing it in the early hours of the morning?
I recon we could rustle up a few more ideas together. PM me

 

[SadJessu]

For some reason my mind keeps returning to stepping in front of the train, though I know how traumatic this would be for all involved except myself. A more realistic method for myself would be hanging or SN, rarely I think of gunshots and cutting my wrists, though I couldn't bring myself to do either.

 

[lostangel]

Shotgun to the head. God Bless America.

 

[lofticries]

Honestly fantasize about jumping more than my chosen exit mask method. Which is weird because you'd think the outcome of jumping would deter me. I just don't like that most popular jumping spots have security or people walking by in the day time.

I don't fantasize about being euthanized in a clinic because I know that will never come to be.:(

However I do like to think about chugging down some N in my own apartment.

 

[Symbiote]

The guy that used piano wire to hang himself with and that he superglued his hands to his head. After he jumped out the window, the piano wire decapitated him, but it looked like he pulled off his own head. /s

 

[OhBother]

You've tried it? What went wrong or did you back out? I also hadn't heard of SN or N until I came here. As reliable as it sounds, it's just too difficult to obtain in the UK and at this point I don't want to wait several weeks for a delivery that may be intercepted by the police following SN reports to residential addresses

I would like the charcoal method to work out if I can get the coals lit without rousing suspicion from neighbours or anyone. Alternatively I'm considering hanging

Sorry for the late response. Long days with late work nights. Back to your question, yes it was my first attempt and the happiest day of my life.

Unfortunately I was found the next morning because I had not shown up for work. I had never take a day off so my coworkers basically broke into my room and found me in my closet where I was. I did end up puking 2 times but didn't know how much CO was in the closet. I didn't feel pain. It was more like a drunk state and you feel weaken and takes an effort if you try to stand up or move. I had a fan outside my door and couldn't hear it anymore like if you were near an explosion or gunshot next to your ear with the ringing not as loud. Definitely do more research.

That's a shame to hear about obtaining SN/N in the UK. I wish I had know that before leaving the US for Germany where I have no means or chance.

 

[Cherry Crumpet]

Co in a tent.
Peaceful overdose, maybe in a forest.
Drifting at sea and losing consciousness, but not having any anxiety or fear.
Taking a running leap off Beachy Head - but not having any fear.
Letting myself just fall backwards off a very high cliff in a forest - but with no fear or anxiety.
Drowning - but no anxiety or fear or oxygen starvation. Just slowly and gently floating lower and lower while watching the beautiful blue above me as the sun sparkles and breaks through...

Okay this got more like daydreaming...

 

[__sod__]

N, SN, night-night, F, CF, H.

what does cf stay for?

 

[Celerity]

what does cf stay for?

The acronyms are really getting out of hand, lol. I'd like to know too.

 

[Pessimist]

 

[Sans]

Shotgun to head, easily.

otherwise, SN, N or hanging.

 

[FuneralCry]

SN/N. I love the idea of drinking something and then exiting this earth. I often think about being euthanised, it is what I want the most and I watch documentaries about it. Methods like hanging/drowning scare me.

 

[UKscotty]

1) H2S, super peaceful and most lethal (aside from guns)
2) CO in a confined space
3) N or SN but hard to get quality checks so high risk of being scammer or ending up a vegatable

 

[SheJumped]

I day dream a lot of hanging, even when I go out I pay attention to trees and visualize catching the bus. My second fantasy method would be a gun, sadly guns are very difficult to get in my country or else I would be on the bus long ago. Still doesn't stop me from daydreaming.

 

[Hurt]

My ideal method would be Sarco. But I can't access it. My chosen method is partial hanging.

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

what does cf stay for?

The acronyms are really getting out of hand, lol. I'd like to know too.

CF stands for "Carfentanil" or "carfentanyl" (Wildnil) is an analogue of the popular synthetic opioid analgesic fentanyl, and is one of the most potent opioids known. It is 10,000 times more potent than morphine and 100 times more potent than fentanyl.

 

[OpheliasFlowers]

1. Gun to head
2. N
3. Hypothermia somewhere out in the woods, at night under the stars (which I've been considering doing for about the past 5 winters AT LEAST...but keep chickening out.)

 

[Rayzieka]

I've chosen SN but N would be ideal. But if I didn't feel pain and there were no consequences I'd throw myself in front of a truck.
My brain likes to tell me to jump in the way every time I'm crossing the street.

 

[JCcog]

Stand at the edge of a bridge (plenty where I live) and then stab myself in the heart. If I'm able to, stab myself again, and then once in the liver. And then fall off. If I don't due on impact, I'll definitely drown cuz I can't swim.

Also fantasize about living in America. There I just picture myself leaning forward off the edge of a bridge with a gun pointed to my head. Sometimes I jump and then take the shot mid-air.

 

[RedHarlequin]

Just taking N and dying in the arms of my partner in my own bed with my closest family and friends being there for me and being accepting of my choice.

 

[Scribble Fan]

Taking SN and dying peacefully in my bed, almost like I'm just falling asleep one last time.

 

[NormaJeane]

The best death would be euthanasia or even better to die from a syringe, fast and peacefully. Why do humans treat our pets better than humans?

 

[Deleted member 8579]

I fantasise about the following:
1) Knife to heart
2) Decapitation by guillotine
3) Exploding (together with the house I live in)
4) Drowning out at sea

I'd only consider 4) to be a real option, as I only dream of the other three for aesthetic reasons.

 

[Pookie]

I would love for my ceiling and the entire upper floor for that matter to cave in on my head while I'm asleep.

 

[eyes0nfire]

I heard you feel euphoria after the water fills your lungs

Trust me you don't. I drowned a few years ago (accidentally) and was resuscitated. I remember the drowning experience and it was full of extreme panic

 

[WatermelonMel]

Trust me you don't. I drowned a few years ago (accidentally) and was resuscitated. I remember the drowning experience and it was full of extreme panic

Oh, that's awful! I'm crossing out drowning as a method now.

 

[RealLostSoul]

The most noble way of dying is giving up food and starving to death. Like a sick animal that gives up. No blood, no mess, no damage to anything or anyone else just you stopping what keeps you alive. Also people who are not entirely sure can go back during the process. If it would be easier physiologically this would be ideal.

Realistically though, if I had the possibility I'd plane crash. One last flight before your end plus an instant death.

Other than that gunshot to the chest is a bit glamorized by me, don't ask me why though.