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DiscussionWhat are your delusional dreams?
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For me, it's finding a partner who has interests and a way of thinking that's almost identical to mine and...not needing to worry about money whatsoever.
These things wouldn't take away the weight of life from me, but they would certainly make everything MUCH easier to bear with someone by my side. These two things seem very far apart, but I find myself thinking about them constantly, i have to admit it.
Medical issues that I will probably never understand lol, but lots of pain and no hope of any sort of relief. I didn't mean to say that my situation is like, uniquely shitty, but I just meant it's hard to accept that you want and need to die
Having enough money to live in a nice apartment with a view and not have to worry about finances.
Spending most of my days reading, writing, meditating, walking on the beach.
Having a platonic relationship with someone I see for maybe an hour or 2 each day, preferably relaxed at night.
Having contributed something meaningful to the world.
Every year or 2 going on a long trek together in mountains somewhere.
It always used to be having a partner and being successful in my creative career. Probably my ultimate dream was to work on something with or for them. I suppose to enjoy life with them too. Go for walks, enjoy nature, enjoy various media, laugh. Live comfortably without having to stress about money.
I'm not sure that I really want anything to do with life now. I suppose it's knowing that the reality of it is actually just a whole bunch of hard work.
I would have liked to live peacefully, without having suffered physical or mental abuse, and without having to continue seeing the people who hurt me.
Why do those who do harm never ask for forgiveness, why do they continue to abuse, why do they not take responsibility for their actions and change for the better? They just blame you... you're dramatic, you're weak, it's not that bad, there are people who have had it worse... At least you have a family.
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