Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[BlendedHeart]

Tons of music I don't want to listen to. Tons of books and comics I don't want to read. Tons of games I don't want to play.

I don't want to stay inside, but I don't wanna go outside. I wanna talk to someone, but I don't wanna open to them.

Why am I like this?

The pain on my back and my face and the weird feeling on my arms doesn't go away. Not even good health. Not even going to the gym helps.

Just let me go. Just let me go.

 

[amor.dor]

It's been a tough week. I almost took my N but ended up regretting it and threw it away — I worked so hard to get it, it'll be difficult to get it again. Right now, I'm just really apathetic. I wanted to be more active in the forum, but I think it might be more problematic for others. I guess I'll stay alone for a while.

Apathy doesn't let me connect with people, and I'm afraid of hurting someone or making things worse for someone who's already struggling. I don't know what I'll do from here, but maybe it's better this way. Maybe in a few days I'll come back.

I wish I had never existed — so much pain could have been avoided. I guess I can't really help anyone.
If I can't help, it's better not to get in the way. I'll stay in the "desert" alone — who knows what I'll find.
Alone. Just me and the sound of emptiness, and silence as company.

 

[Manaaja]

The motto of every person on this planet is "I'm a good person, I watch people suffer, I enable abusers. I do nothing. I lie I can't help. I pretend I don't know how to help. I do nothing to improve or ask."