
Prism
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- Jul 15, 2024
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It's almost unreal how every single thing I had that made life worth living is now gone
I just came to this thread to gripe about this too.I feel tired on a deep, spiritual level. Like the tiredness is ingrained in me and I can never separate it from me or make it vanish. It just keeps getting bigger. It's existential exhaustion.
Same... It's too late and I'm too tired.no one wants to accept that i'm done trying. i'm tired of trying. i don't want to do it anymore so im not going to. i fucked up everything good about my life to get here so damn it i'm going to fucking die. i'm not gonna get better. i do not want to get better. i just want to be emptiness in a nothingness void. fuck.
i love cigarettes but I'm too shy to buy them. i can only smoke when someone offers me oneI ate chicken wrap and smoked cigarettes which felt like heaven. So I feel good