Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Manaaja]

I want to follow my dreams and desires. Yes, desires. I never use that word, but it's true, I desire many things.

 

[lear]

Don't make me wake up.

 

[- crybaby -]

Tired but can't sleep or rest .
Too alert and paranoic .

 

[motel rooms]

Disgust.

 

[Sweet Chainsaw]

FUCK!!

 

[empty sighs]

worthless

 

[Foresight]

so tired

 

[Manaaja]

Someone put me in bed I can't stop typing. I feel like I'm drunk even though I haven't taken anything. Äh, when I get tired I get talky and behave like a drunkard.

Did you know one missed night is to a body the same as being really drunk? I read that sleep-deprived bodies are in a constant drunk state. I need sleep and water.

 

[genericuser]

I'm feeling hopeless and tired. I don't want to do anything but sit at home. I find socializing tiring and I feel like my brain is blank most of the time. I don't have anything to say or know what to talk about with other people, even my friends.

 

[Nanako]

This anxiety is torturing me.

 

[LastFlowers]

So fatigued though I've barely moved, excessively sweating from who knows what even though I'm freezing, I am so done with this hell, worrying about so many things..so uncomfortable, in so much pain and panic..
I just want to fall asleep and never wake up.

 

[BitterlyAlive_]

In too much pain, can't talk to anyone. Have been sick all week and it sounds like a great idea to miss work tomorrow (using it as an excuse ofc) and go kill myself. Realistic? Probably not. But fuck, sure wouldn't hurt as much as this.

Tired of trying to stick around

 

[Deleted member 8975]

Fragile

 

[rationaltake]

Had enough. Need to go. Everything is pointless. Everything hurts. Need to get on and do it.

 

[BitterlyAlive_]

Dreading trying to sleep. And sleep. And waking up. And trying to face another day.

Lately I've been feeling extra bad when waking up. Getting difficult to not cut again…

 

[BitterlyAlive_]

Sure enough, can't sleep. Every night is torment and makes me want to put a bullet in my brain

 

[Manaaja]

I can't sleep. I went to bed really early, but I can't sleep. I'm feeling very odd and really stressed and angry. I feel really hot, I wish it was colder. I want a nice cold shower. I want to relax. I wish I could sleep for 10 hours. I'm still feeling really OOC. I keep having thoughts I never have. I guess I just have to open the windows to cool down.

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

It is excruciating pain and lonliness. I am trapped in my room for months now. I want to get out in a safe place. I want to kms right now. I cannot do this anymore. I have forgotten to breathe safely for soo long now. The longer I live the more severly I suffer.

 

[Nanako]

I'm so empty. I'm not angry, I'm not in any kind of distress, I don't feel anything. I just wish I could die already, my life is so pointless and it's getting annoying.

 

[ultrafuntimes]

worthless worthless worthless worthless worthless worthless worthless
I can't even help anyone. I am unable to find right words to say. Now they are gone. And I did nothing.
I despise myself. I hate myself so much. I should have died instead.
I'll complain again and again but not bother to change. The cycle continues with everyone else. I am the scum of the Earth.

 

[ImpulsiveFreak]

helpess stressed crazy anxious tired tired of everything happening around me not even sad right now just want to sleep some more pretending that I won't wake up again but i CANT SLEEP ANYWAY fuck lol

 

[Seaghost]

Í'm so hurt and full of hate

 

[Ringo]

Incompetent administrative staff of the university, paperwork, moving, someone sick in my house, I have to do everything quickly or else I will be expelled... Damn just give me a fucking break already. I don't even care about all this shit, I just want to keep up appearances until I get the tools to kill myself.

 

[demuic]

I'm tired of dealing with the negligence of doctors.

 

[Ringo]

An hour ago my big sis managed to recover some photos I had on my old phone, one I left in my motherland, she knew this was the only device that kept the photos of me with my best friend because of the sudden change of devices I had to do. I really appreciate it but I can't look at those photos without feeling so guilty... I'm sorry.

 

[Manaaja]

STOP THE ABUSE! STOP THE ABUSE! STOP THE ABUSE!

 

[Deleted member 8975]

In pain.

 

[Circles]

Have you ever cried or want to cry so fucking badly because you're such a loser at life?

 

[GrumpyFrog]

OMG, I want to be left alone so badly.

 

[Sherri]

Losing my mind with my country postal office, a friend sent me a pack from there, only took 12 days to get here, took 3 weeks for customs to clear it after 20 phone calls I did. Now they said the pack has been cleared for delivery. Check the status for the last 5 days, it only says arrived in country. I prob made a total of 35 calls by now. Talked with people, some hung up on me when I was screaming. EMAILS lies and more lies. Now they say I have to wait 5 more days. I'm sure I won't get the package in 5 days. So they will have to escalate this further. All that it's in the box it's a liquid soap I love from Australia. Maybe I should just forget about it. It's driving me insane. I hate my country.