Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[TheTwelthRootOfTwo]

Perhaps our suicidal aspect stoped being from emotions and begun to become part of our world's view or a rational conclusion after observing the world.

Yes, I think so. It's every thought now. It's, "Whatever happens, I can always check out".

 

[Anthropos]

Yes, I think so. It's every thought now. It's, "Whatever happens, I can always check out".

I'm not afraid of life anymore but from my consciousness.

 

[yornis._pppp]

I feel like shit, and in a way its numbing. I feel unmotivated, tired for no reason, basically tired of living.

 

[violetforever]

this girl i talk with sometimes in class has a lot of obvious and pigmented scars on her arms. tbh it makes me feel more comfortable with mine which are hardly anything in comparison. im not even sure if anyones noticed mine. i have one scar on each wrist and theyre white which seems to not stand out as much as if they were pigmented. i just like that she doesnt try to hide them c: ive never met someone else (not related to me) with self harm scars.

 

[ScarletTanager]

Disorganized but otherwise fine.

 

[fishperson]

Another failed attempt

 

[InevitableEnd]

i feel drained to my core.

 

[buriedinmyhead]

Anxious, guilty

 

[Bowerbird]

Last year my mother broke my heart and stabbed me in my back and essentially started to bully me. My trust and faith in her is gone. Never thought I'd say this but I am now scared to even talk to her and dread the next time I have to see her. She has hurt me and damaged me. (Emotionally)

 

[scordatura]

Longing and pining. I'm so obsessive and its aching, and a sinking in my stomach. Im trying to be patient and let things dampen down.

Got agitated earlier too and had to apologise to someone, which they were very happy to accept, and told me not to worry. Need to apologise to someone else too when I see them again. It was only minor but, im trying to keep myself right. Make amends and take some responsibility.

 

[Manaaja]

Fuck skins. If there's one body part I hate it's skin.

all the abuse i've faced can be seen on and in my skin. Skin is like a paper that drinks and shows all the bad things it touches.

 

[LigottiIsRight]

I just read an incredibly stupid and outrageously ignorant post about the euthanasia of a girl that had to fight for it during two years due to the opposition of his father and a far-right organization of religious zealots, and I prefer to vent my frustration here rather than responding to the author of the post, because if I say what has crossed my mind, I could be at risk of being banned.

Update: seems like the post has been deleted. Thank god.

 

[violetforever]

i'm kind of becoming evil and manipulative in a girly way ever since i realized men will do what i want and respond better to me if i give them just a little bit of attention and childlike humor

 

[Seaghost]

No love...no warming hands in mine.
It eats me up.

 

[sashaisalone]

I feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.

I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.

Exhausted. Wishing I was being tenderly held and caressed and showered with kisses until I pass out.

 

[jengablocks]

a bit murderous

 

[Manaaja]

We should have a test, asexually breeding and gynophilic and hermaphroditephilic vs androphilic species.

How far will humans's androphilia, heterosexual-only breeding and monomales carry them?

We should get a planet that is extremely hard but possible to survive, go all there. See who will be the best. The only resources there would be food and water and shelter, a place to sleep in.

I think the first thing that androphilic species will say is "omg, how do we hide and censor women's nipples if there are no clothes? Let's make sure everyone can see underage boys's nipples!". What's with people's obsession with underage boys's nipples?

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

Me: It's time to throw in the towel. I'm just a nuance to myself and others.
Also me: *gets a job interview offer*
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I didn't get it... and that's okay.

 

[lilurki]

I feel like no one really cares about me or wants me in their life, or at least not in the way I want them to be in my life. I'm embarrassingly lonely and am way too ok with the tiny bread crumbs people give me.

 

[violetforever]

how is it possible that i love one man so much that ill never have feelings for anyone else and i still cry from just looking at a photo of him? i dont even know if its love or fear from everything he did to me anymore. probably both.

 

[violetforever]

how is it possible that i love one man so much that ill never have feelings for anyone else and i still cry from just looking at a photo of him? i dont even know if its love or fear from everything he did to me anymore. probably both.

he drunk texted me tonight after 2 months and then deleted the texts haha. love him forever hes such a mess.

 

[CTB Dream]

this wd all nnsns see wwar etc ppl prtnd okok

 

[HopelessScientist]

emptiness, no sadness not happiness, a bit of hope because I am on new meds.

 

[Bowerbird]

I'm scared of my parents. Both of them.

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

...I've mentioned on here before that I have/will watch gore. That doesn't mean I'm willing to tell where/what sites I use to find it. I'm not out here trying to influence that next school shooter or serial killer, y'all. So, don't message me asking for sources. Be responsible for your mental instability.

 

[pieceoffox]

i'm tired. i think it's time to go to bed. good night

 

[violetforever]

im afraid to have anyones attention because i know i cant maintain a good enough image to keep their interest for long. something hideous or boring or strange about me will become obvious. everyone will see that im not so great. it just reaffirms how much i feel like i shouldnt exist. i also just hold myself to unfair standards when i wouldnt even be this harsh to anyone else.

 

[Manaaja]

If people were really against slavery, they'd free children

 

[dead dav]

Very weary of life

 

[paranoias64]

i've been passively suicidal since i was a kid, 2nd grade at the very least. im in my mid 20s now, emphasis on mid lol. and i feel quite...still? like oh yeah, im making a normal, rational, every day decision when i here learning about how to end my life. it's no big deal, completely unexceptional, and boringly ordinary.

im pretty agnostic and the thought that there's a possibility of suffering even more on the other side since i am a pretty terrible person makes me feel pretty scared yoo.