Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

Ambivalent. Feels like the day could go either way. Right now slightly up. I wanna eat french fries. I hate capitalism.

I think I thought once there but otherwise stream of mind.

I've been reading and watching a lot of stuff about Carl Jung. Maybe it isn't the most healthy interpretation of his books, but it has made me understand I need to stop dedicating time and thoughts to people who have long forgotten about me. It is hard, but maybe it will help me to ease my mind a little.

Specially on these Saturday nights, when my frustrations, my depression, my loneliness come to haunt me.

Usually reading about psychology makes me even more miserable, but in my view, that is a healthy outlook, I'm glad you're trying.

 

[Griever]

My body has been hurting all day

 

[- crybaby -]

empty .
people around me are visibly happy I've "gotten better" but I'm just quiet and empty .

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

empty .
people around me are visibly happy I've "gotten better" but I'm just quiet and empty .

When it happens to me, usually I'm better to them aka I'm bothering them less.
I've grown tired of explaining myself so I just ignore them.
But hey, if you are truly feeling better, even a little bit, you're already a winner in this little contest.

 

[DunnoWhyButYeah]

I'm so tired. I've been sick and I still am, I could just sleep, but I can't because my personal life is a complete mess. And the only one to blame is unfortunately myself, who made the wrong impulsive decision. Of course I did it without knowing everything, if I had known that... I'm full of emotions that I can't talk about.

 

[Seaghost]

Bad day. So contrary.
Fucking people. You always have to deal with them. No no. I don't want that anymore!!!!

 

[itsoverforme303]

All hope is lost. I tried everything and failed. No one wants to listen. It's like they want me dead. I am going to die soon.

 

[MissWannaLive]

Distressed and trapped. I feel claustrophobic in my own body. Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide. I cannot breathe properly and at this point I cannot tell which of my thoughts are sane and which are not. I feel extreme anxiety to just exist and I cannot find a way to calm myself down. Very ironically I'm just sitting in the corner, trying to bring myself to reality (hence why I'm trying to type this) while my body acts as if it wasn't my own. I'm just going crazy.

 

[Dyingoportunity]

Hopeless, entrapped, held back, guilty, grateful,angry,nostalgic,no hope for the future…just a huge roller coaster of emotions because of a difficult situation my family is in and the fact I have never had any actual say in my own fucking life because of that, and I still don't despite being a grown ass adult.

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

It's Friday. Soon I'll have a weekend of sleeping and games...and somehow will still feel like I got no rest and relaxation and all. A warm and affectionate person to give me company would be great, although I don't think I would be a fun guest.

Overall, needy and lonely and I want to be cradled by strong arms into a soft warm bosom whispering sweet nothings into me.

 

[kotonearisato]

I'm getting worse at hiding that I'm not okay and I feel kind of awful about it. Yesterday, we had a bunch of friends over since one of our closest friends just got back from a few months overseas. There's a part of me that was really happy to see them all, of course, but I got tired so fast and had to call it quits way earlier in the night than I would've liked. And tonight we're going out to catch a movie with some other friends, and I know it'll be the same situation. It's exhausting pretending that I'm still okay. I'm honestly exhausted just thinking about it. But I don't want to disappoint my friends and I don't want them to worry about me so I keep pretending.

 

[cutewalrus]

lazy..moody

 

[L9 CHOCOIRL]

Kind of tired but im okay - might need to get some water cos im kinda thirsty

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

No, I don't know how to drive.

I wasn't planning on sticking around for this long. (dumbass)

 

[bleeding_heart_show]

Sick of it all.

 

[Griever]

I watched the Eurovision Song Contest and I enjoyed it from start to finish, and I especially liked the song from Austria because his voice is just breathtaking

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

No, I don't know how to drive.

I wasn't planning on sticking around for this long. (dumbass)

Oh god I finally understood the joke.

 

[Haematemesis]

im exhausted af (we carried furnitures cuz we're moving out) but can't sleep at all

 

[CTB Dream]

me ni psbl doany this unvrs rly awfl all pain sffr all trap

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

am i too oversexualized?

 

[raindrops]

In love/obsessed with someone that I cannot have. I would never find someone like that again. I never thought I'd find someone like him. A part of me wants to hold him one more time. Whoever gets to love him is so lucky. I annoy him. Is it bad that even if he has someone else I'd still dedicate myself to him? Toxic I know. I accept him no matter what. Just to be in his company is beautiful. I feel tired. Tired because I can't be the one.

 

[wham311]

I am so frustrated and sad. I have had to come to terms with things no one should. And it's all my fault. I was a real person a year ago. I miss that time. I haven't left the house in a month, my money is almost all gone. My teeth are gonna rot out and I won't be able to do anything about it. I can't work anymore, I've gained 60lbs in 6 months. My family hates me and they should, even my dog is over it. I've ruined everything for everyone. The hope of suicide is just enough to keep me scratching at the walls but I know I can't do it.

I am sick of waking up and have nothing to live for and an unimaginably bad life waiting for me and I have 50 ywars left.

 

[darksouls]

I feel very tense
I think too much about everything
I have extreme inner restlessness
I am completely exhausted
I cant get no sleep
I cant stop thinking

 

[wham311]

Bones are getting weak and painful. Maybe my chest cracking will kill me

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

i hate my mom i wish I'd sleep forever

 

[lemonbunny]

i don't think i can connect with anyone, even other suicidal people. i feel like i truly do not belong and was always meant to die early

 

[wham311]

Whenever people say "mi life is over" it really means "my life just got so much fucking longer"

18250 days left

 

[WhiteRabbit]

Isolated and sinking back into emotional numbness.

 

[kotonearisato]

I wish other people's moods didn't effect mine so much. It's been a perfectly normal day, but my husband is having a bit of a rough night emotionally and I can feel myself spiraling. I hate it. I wish I could stay calm and be more supportive. I hate my brain.

 

[ForsakenEcho]

I'm feeling a little nervous — I'm supposed to move in a few weeks, so there's definitely some anxiety. But at the same time, I've got this quiet hope that things might start to get better.
I'll be moving closer to several friends, and just knowing I'll be near my support network brings me a bit of peace.

I really just want things to work out.