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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
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Dread
Fear
Paralysis
Anxiety

I have fallen so far behind on this thread and the say one word thread.
The likes are very slow and freezes my screen. 😢
For some reason SoundCloud no longer works for me so I can't listen to some songs in the music threads. 🙄
 
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star.trip

star.trip

Experienced
Oct 6, 2024
267
I feel unmotivated, forced to put on a brave face or smile when I have to talk to someone. Inside, I feel shattered and empty, and having to pretend that I'm okay is getting harder and harder.
 
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Minfilia

Minfilia

of the Seventh Dawn
Jul 4, 2026
46
guess who's homeless fml
 
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FoolsExpedition

FoolsExpedition

I Still Don't Know Where Everything Went
Nov 24, 2018
97
none of my abusers will ever face any consequences, they're all happy, i'll never even get so much as an apology. all the horrific things they've done and i'm the one who has to die.
 
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smirks00ts

smirks00ts

have you...ever done something that you regret?
Jul 12, 2026
33
its 2:50 am and i csnt bring myself go sleep whatsoever. I am also anxious and paranoid. I hate it here.
 
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deadanddecomposing

deadanddecomposing

Member
Dec 2, 2025
29
oddly content. life feels unsteady, but right now, I feel comfortable and safe curled up in bed.
 
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Canto XIII

Canto XIII

Student
Jul 4, 2026
159
Sleepy. It's 2 am here and I'll probably go to bed.
 
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star.trip

star.trip

Experienced
Oct 6, 2024
267
It's 02:34 a.m. I can't sleep. I'm listening to music in the dark, looking out of the window at the few stars that the streetlight allows me to see.
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

Alcoholic Teletubby

Rip in piss
Jan 10, 2022
591
Sometimes, I wish I could be paid for livestreaming my self-harm. No sex required, just showcasing myself to viewers who are willing to pay. But it's a bad idea.
 

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