Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Spite]

Incredibly lonely. Angry and miserable thinking about my future. The longer I continue, it's only going to get worse.

 

[Rahat]

Everyday I realize how most people i have known in the past have moved so ahead in life. I am wayy too behind and i dont see myself coming out of this rut.

 

[disgustedbyhumanity]

i honestly wish my abusers, bullies and those who betrayed me get their karma

 

[Cavalcade]

I've relapsed harder into my eating disorder than I ever have before in my life, and frankly, it's exhausting.

 

[mars2027]

Birthday, because "happy" doesn't really apply. It's a meaningful number I'm turning, though… and I guess I'll stay that age for eternity. Let's go 27 Club yay! Anyways, since I'll spend most of the day sleeping I don't think I'll have to mask too much. Even getting just a few calls feels exhausting.

 

[violetforever]

im so lonely and talk to nobody (how surprising since i have no actual friends) to the point where my phone is basically useless and its still more than half way charged at the end of the day from how little i use it since i have absolutely no notifications to check, even on here its barely any. its sad how much im still rotting my life away alone in my room. why is it so hard to form connections with people beyond acquaintances and classmates? i feel like both me and the limited amount of people i encounter are closed off to progressing beyond that or something. i just have literally nobody in my personal life and im not sure i ever will. its affecting me in a way that cant be ignored now. theres no use in anything if im alone. no reason to buy nice things, watch or read stuff, and even form thoughts if i have no one to share it with. i hate how much i require human interaction now. i feel like attending school gave me an idea of all the human interaction i was missing out on over the years and now i cant deny how much i really do need it.