Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Dejected 55]

Confused and confused and also confused. So many things... some potentially positive, others negative... mostly negative... but some positive... and all are confusing. I don't get to have many non-confusing things. I get very few situations where things mostly make sense, almost none where it entirely makes sense. Even good things, or potentially good things, always come with loads of confusion so I don't know how to feel other than constantly angsty about them.

 

[woodlandcreature]

i'm scared
i'm also just wondering why i've always been such an uncharismatic and unlikable person. people always misunderstand me and think im obnoxious. i hate me too but ive always tried so hard. i'm just some idiot everyone hates. i just wanted to be happy too. now all my hopes of that are gone.

 

[littlecutecorpse]

little sad. hopeless. during the day i've constantly thought to myself, "am i really going down this path now?" i mean, i'm a little astonished with how much my life has crumbled apart so much to the point that ctb is the only option left to stop any further suffering. funny how it's gotten to this point when i'm just barely an adult, but oh well.

 

[silverana]

awake

 

[fromange]

Disappointed, embarrassed, I hate myself.

 

[Dejected 55]

I am lost. I only know how to be me, I only want to be me, but I know that being me doesn't get things done. I am lost.

 

[KenDuh]

Calm, but it feels like I have a pebble bouncing in my heart, trying to shred it