
funkyratlad
huh
- Feb 27, 2020
- 14
seriously i’m just. so tired. i dont know whats happening anymore. im convinced all of my friends hate me and think i’m the most annoying person to ever exist. i see everyone i know work on their hobbies, watch shows they like and talk to other people about it and they’re making more online friends and talking to them and making art and studying and having lives but im just here sorta like? how the fuck do they get the time for that? and the thing is im not busy at all. i could do all of this if i just stopped being such a stupid piece of sht. its pathetic. i keep overeating and i dont even know how much weight ive gained i havent touched the scale in months but i feel disgusting. my art is dreadful. im nothing but a burden. i dont know the point in life anymore. i dont know if its all just going downhill from here. im so tired. i wish i could just forget to eat like everyone else. i wish i could go to art to cope whenever im sad instead of fogging out and eating my arse off. i wish i wasnt such a weird little freak. i feel so goddamn unlovable, like i really dont matter to anyone. im so tired of all this.