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- Nov 9, 2019
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not being able to feel anything anymore and being free of my mind and body that tortures me everyday:( I won't have to worry about anything once I'm dead.. I'll finally be free
It's these serotonin survival chemicals that convince you otherwise. Your ego is a farce for survival. Sure, *your* existence turns to nothingness. But this illusion is beyond you. We have been part of some infinite expansion, that could be interrupted by AI or nuclear warfare.I'm spiritual and absolutely believe that our consciousness expands and our burdens are lifted when we die. You basically become one with the universe. This human body is an illusion of separation, and it's convincing--that's why it sucks. I don't think life is entirely suffering, but I do think it's very pointless and tiring. If I didn't have my family or my fiancé, I would have killed myself already.
You keep talking about this extreme pain (which I get can be horrible far beyond our imagination) but how many people statistically actually end up in some psychopaths basement and get alle they bones slowly crushed? I mean it is really no reason to choose not to live because you are afraid of getting tortured. Like almost nobody gets tortured in the modern world. We don't live in the medieval ages. No offence dude.That Death is non-existence forever
You might think I'm bs-ing
But I can tell you there is pain or suffering so bad that if you were to go through only 1/1000 th the level of the worst constant pain or worst torture imaginable it would be logical to be in constant fear of existing / living / being in consciousness, it would be logical to be disgusted with fearful of and to hate existence
It would be logical to love only non-existence forever
The brain constructs a software simulation. This simulation constructs an
Observer, you. Only the brain in your head does this. When that brain is sleeping with no deams you the simulation disappears. When that brain dies you can never exist again .When you are dreaming the brain totally again can construct a you and a world but could be a bizarre world
I believe the most likely outcome is rebirth of some sort - but that's just me. The real answer is that nobody knows for sure.It's these serotonin survival chemicals that convince you otherwise. Your ego is a farce for survival. Sure, *your* existence turns to nothingness. But this illusion is beyond you. We have been part of some infinite expansion, that could be interrupted by AI or nuclear warfare.
I think when we die we fly around in that realm we can't understand for a bit then we get reintegration into some other life form. The old us is just nothing but blackness, a memory.
I think you will permanently non-exist. This life as you once knew it will cease. However I think we are limited by our chemical perception. We will continue on as something or someone else and our old us will decay into a realm in the time being. Until the void is black.This is perhaps going to be incomprehensible to many but the thing that comforts me about death is the idea of permanent non existence. I know that many people are uncomfortable by the idea of permanent non existence, and understandably so, as existence is all we ever know so imagining the cessation of that can be difficult. However, I feel like I may understand what permanent non existence is like as I have autism which I feel like lets me understand this more than a neurotypical can and all I see within permanent non existence is beauty and bliss. It's the one thing that the universe has done right. Out of the infinite number of ways the universe has done to maximise suffering on earth, the idea of an eternal, dreamless sleep is the one right thing the universe did. It's impossible to suffer whilst being dead and happiness is an irrelevant concept after death as one no longer exists.
I feel like my brain was designed to be compatible with permanent non existence
We have survived multiple attempts. Each time, for half a second before the lights went out, we felt relief. Relief that this life is over. We're just not very attached to this life. Maybe we're looking forward to no longer being responsible for this life?I know its imperative that I CTB for many, many reasons. Still, I have an unhealthy attachment to my absolutely impossible dreams. I want to get more used to the idea of "being" dead because whether I like it or not I have to die.
What about death do you look forward to? Is it the nothingness, reincarnation, afterlife? Let me know your perspective.
Nearly every DMT trip we've had involved "the definition of time". The machine elves were always amused by our fumbling attempt to describe it to them. Time is a foreign concept to the deceased."Clue" is the right word. I've been blackout many times, but it is still so hard to imagine the lack of time. There's no imagination there so I'm not sure why I try so hard to imagine it. The way I can describe the concept in my mind is an eternal blip.
Hi. Sorry, I just understood this. Sorry, I have a disability. My personal belief is when you are brain damaged and other mental ailments your soul is in a defective capsule but once you die your soul is back to full potential. NDEs have shown this happening as well. Im not trying to pester you it just one of the most fascinating things to me. Which is something to look forward to for me too because my psychosis gets wild and my brain just kinda sucks being disabled. However I think my psychosis is real looking back but hopefully ill know lots by then and it'll be easier concepts to process.You already sin by default, so if heaven is eternal bliss...
Everyone says when they die their soul goes to heaven or whatever. If that's the case, how would you know you're in heaven or hell, who are you at that point once your brain has decayed? People with brain damage lose their personality, memory, awareness, senses, etc. It all goes in the dump.
Imagine your ego just being transfered forever into some spirit realm of some Abraham based belief. How absolutely terrible. In that case I might consider trying to link my brain to AI machine so that doesn't ever happen.
To me heaven is others hell. If I believed in it hell is my heaven. I'm already in hell anyways.
I'm just curious as to what makes you believe when you reach the moment of full brain death everything returns. You can be a total vegetable with all senses gone and not even get a glimpse of this. The only thing that does happen is 5-HT2A agonists flood your body giving you a peaceful way out before you go into the silent infinity, to simply be chemically distributed and reborn into some other form after X time period with no memory of your previous ego. Death is total ego death. All your memories, everything you've done. Gone. Even during the happy spiritual moment, you have no conception of who you are, the meaning of time, etcHi. Sorry, I just understood this. Sorry, I have a disability. My personal belief is when you are brain damaged and other mental ailments your soul is in a defective capsule but once you die your soul is back to full potential. NDEs have shown this happening as well. Im not trying to pester you it just one of the most fascinating things to me. Which is something to look forward to for me too because my psychosis gets wild and my brain just kinda sucks being disabled. However I think my psychosis is real looking back but hopefully ill know lots by then and it'll be easier concepts to process.
I got my ideas about the afterlife from NDE studies. The bible doesnt really talk about the after life. NDEs convinced me because of the documented miracles that happened. But I just have faith, no one knows 100% what happens after death, im not claiming to. If total ego death and rebirth happens then so be it. It is interesting to think about the different possibilities.I'm just curious as to what makes you believe when you reach the moment of full brain death everything returns. You can be a total vegetable with all senses gone and not even get a glimpse of this. The only thing that does happen is 5-HT2A agonists flood your body giving you a peaceful way out before you go into the silent infinity, to simply be chemically distributed and reborn into some other form after X time period with no memory of your previous ego. Death is total ego death. All your memories, everything you've done. Gone. Even during the happy spiritual moment, you have no conception of who you are, the meaning of time, etc