
Angst Filled Fuck Up
Illuminati
- Sep 9, 2018
- 3,030
In terms of emotional needs I almost certainly was. My parents looked after me in a practical sense, but they never hugged me or told me they loved me, or anything like that. I was pretty much expected to keep quiet, do my schoolwork properly and basically not get in the way. There was never any interest insofar as who I am or what was going on with me throughout my youth. My mother has BPD and was prone to rage and narcissism while I was growing up, and my father, though he provided for me, was an alcoholic and emotionally unavailable.