well-

[enne]

been a minute since my last puke session. my fault my bad whatever.

took some sleep aid, got choked like an idiot. these things happen.

i'm just- well tired differently. have been.
arent we all atp.

unsure what to do. tomorrow will be today, today will be yesterday.
an unbarring quiet just staring out the window.
staring at the same cars. same time.
seeing the same strangers i'll never know walk by and live their lives.

i'll get overwhelmed by it all. the dogs will be too loud. the world too busy.

i've appreciated finding some kind of family in SaSu. i'll probably get this attempt wrong as well.

like most nights.

i appreciate you all helping me come out of my shell for what it could be. and unfortunately i'm my case i'll still be here by dawn.
if not, all the love and gratitude to you my darling babes that spoke to me and let me regain my voice.

- but it life cannot be lived outside nor within these walls i don't see the point. -

have a ciggy and a couch beer on me <3

love you deeply, Sasu friends.

i won't even delete this if i'm unsuccessful and bother you tomorrow.
i'm just tired. very tired. partial here we go again.

your favorite lil cowpunk- enne

 

[nettspend]

I like your posts. Good luck!

 

[Passenger4224]

Wish you the best of luck.