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Only a day and some change and I'm back here again. I guess ctb never really leaves you. We are haunted by our sickness for life

maybe i can try to recover. who knows, ill ctb when push comes to shove anyway
 
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Welcome. Feel free to open up and get whatever is on your mind off your chest.
 
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Welcome. Feel free to open up and get whatever is on your mind off your chest.
Thanks. Im wondering if its even worth trying to get better. I have no clue what to do in my situation even though others have it worse than me. I just want to do the bare minimum to get it over with already. Do you think i should ask for advice on here, korchoi? I dont know what path i need to take right now to improve my situation
 
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Thanks. Im wondering if its even worth trying to get better. I have no clue what to do in my situation even though others have it worse than me. I just want to do the bare minimum to get it over with already. Do you think i should ask for advice on here, korchoi? I dont know what path i need to take right now to improve my situation
I think it would be a good idea to seek some advice. There are so many knowledgeable people here—surely you'll get an answer?
 
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I think it would be a good idea to seek some advice. There are so many knowledgeable people here—surely you'll get an answer?
i hope your right. a large part of me wonders if getting better is even worth it. Its like a jengu tower, where only one block can crumble the rest of the walls. But even here, one with enough patience may rebuild, or just put the blocks back in the box to never be seen again. Idk if any of that makes sense but, yeah, lets see if anyone has something for me. Im not expecting much because one can only save themself. I just wish my mind didnt constantly think of suicide
 
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