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GlowingStatic

GlowingStatic

snzǝǝʎ
Dec 14, 2025
6
I know all the pretty much all the essentials about SN but I feel like I've seen in a video of someone ingesting it, and shortly after they were throwing up what looked to be blood, and I sort of became obsessed with this detail and I know it isn't ideal to throw up for most people but I desperately want to throw up blood, think of it as a show of pain i guess... I've always been obsessed with the "gorey" details when it comes to methods. Is there anyway I can assure I vomit a decent bit of blood but not completely throw my attempt? How should I go about this? Also any other ways I can make it more gut-wrenching / gruesome?
 
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coldkittypaws

coldkittypaws

Member
Jun 19, 2025
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I know all the pretty much all the essentials about SN but I feel like I've seen in a video of someone ingesting it, and shortly after they were throwing up what looked to be blood, and I sort of became obsessed with this detail and I know it isn't ideal to throw up for most people but I desperately want to throw up blood, think of it as a show of pain i guess... I've always been obsessed with the "gorey" details when it comes to methods. Is there anyway I can assure I vomit a decent bit of blood but not completely throw my attempt? How should I go about this? Also any other ways I can make it more gut-wrenching / gruesome?
never heard or seen of anyone throwing up blood from sn honestly. u learn something new everyday lol
id honestly suggest u just look up how people throw up blood to begin with & maybe figure something out from there
 
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badatparties

badatparties

Warlock
Mar 16, 2025
707
martin lawrence GIF
 
itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

At Peace
Jun 13, 2024
60
I know all the pretty much all the essentials about SN but I feel like I've seen in a video of someone ingesting it, and shortly after they were throwing up what looked to be blood, and I sort of became obsessed with this detail and I know it isn't ideal to throw up for most people but I desperately want to throw up blood, think of it as a show of pain i guess... I've always been obsessed with the "gorey" details when it comes to methods. Is there anyway I can assure I vomit a decent bit of blood but not completely throw my attempt? How should I go about this? Also any other ways I can make it more gut-wrenching / gruesome?
If you are referring to thr Chinese guy, I think it was said that he drank wine beforehand which was why it was red. Not sure how true that is though.
 
Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
130
The video you're probably referring to is Joe Winko. He drank red wine, so that's why it looked like he was throwing up blood.
 

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