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dykgot

dykgot

despondent
May 5, 2024
10
tired of being fat and ugly, trying to put in effort just be ugly, so there's less of me to clean up when i finalize my plan to CTB.

have had on and off bouts of eating disorder relapses over the years but this time i just want to stop eating, but i know it's hard. going to the gym with the lack of energy from that makes it feel nearly impossible at some points, and i give up so easily.

maybe my mental health will get better when i lose weight? or at least people will stop treating me like a zoo animal. and like i said before, if none of that happens at least there will be less of me to clean up when the time comes.
 
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