Method Weighing out methods

[helloiamsad]

Alright, this is my first post so idk if i'm completely screwing things up here. But I've been trying to look into what are my best choices. It seems the only viable methods rn are

1. Train
2. Hanging
3. Jumping

I've listed them in terms of viability. The reason that the train method is #1 is due to being into close proximity and it SEEMS to be the one that would kill me the quickest. Hanging is probably a better option but the thought of the choking sensation absolutely grosses me out. Like I could maybe work through it, but eugh. Jumping is last due to I don't know about where I would jump from, even if there was a building thats high enough idk how to access it.

Are there any other methods I should explore? If it involves me getting some obscure chemical or some shi I can't do that. Any info on the above methods I should know?

Ik this might seem like a useless post but that's where my mind is in the process right now. Delete if not allowed or whatever

 

[U. A.]

No train. Don't ruin the driver's and any potential witnesses' lives.

 

[helloiamsad]

Yeah I should have mentioned in my original post that this is being taken into consideration.

No train. Don't ruin the driver's and any potential witnesses' lives.

I am completely in agreement that if I were to do this method that I unfortunately cannot avoid someone witnessing it. I'm not defending my mindset at all, I know this is wrong. But in my mind, I cannot see another way. I'm not deadset on that method, but my mind is in the headspace of "this is just an unfortunate fact that I'll have to face". I know that's awful, but I genuinely don't see viability in any other way.

 

[Happy Cat]

Not to be rude or anything but those are all horrible ways to die. Hanging not so much if you know EXACTLY what you're doing

 

[helloiamsad]

Not to be rude or anything but those are all horrible ways to die. Hanging not so much if you know EXACTLY what you're doing

You're not being rude, I am aware that those are horrible. I am just lost, I want to get out of here relatively soon (if i can even push myself to do so) And I don't know wtf to do. The most popular method on here just doesn't seem feasible, and I don't know of any alternatives. Please if you can suggest other ideas that might work better lmk.

I don't know exactly what I'm doing with hanging. My best time to do it would be within the next 2 day period, but I've heard about convulsions which I'm worried might alert my brother downstairs that something's going on. Pretty much the reasons why those methods have jumped out at me (lol no pun intended) are the following:

Train: Convenience
Jumping: Reliability
Hanging: tbh idk just seems like a popular option. someone i knew plus others i've known of have all committed this way.

Thread 'Full Suspension hanging method I want to share.'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/full-suspension-hanging-method-i-want-to-share.229203/

Thank you for sharing !

 

[Happy Cat]

You're not being rude, I am aware that those are horrible. I am just lost, I want to get out of here relatively soon (if i can even push myself to do so) And I don't know wtf to do. The most popular method on here just doesn't seem feasible, and I don't know of any alternatives. Please if you can suggest other ideas that might work better lmk.

This is gonna sound like bad advice but I recommend trying to OD on drugs. Some might be expensive but if you find some weed laced with fent and buy a lot I think you'll be set. It's really not hard either nor is it expensive. I think you can buy a blunt for like under $10 just gotta buy a kit to make sure its laced.
Another thing you can do is die by gas (forgot the name of it sorry). A lot of people die this way because its odorless and invisible. I think you do it by making sure everything is sealed tight and burning some charcoal in your house. You eventually pass out from not being able to breathe. Don't quote me on this though I'm not 100% on this since I haven't don't my researched on it