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No bingo :(
I'm happy to hear you enjoy it!Wrong week, but whatever. I like these bingo cards so I used this template for this week. Didn't get a bingo.
From the last one I did, it was "draw a pokemon". So fun! I suck at drawing, but will try to draw a pokemon tomorrowI'm happy to hear you enjoy it!
Which space is your favorite?
Oh yeah right, drawing is not my forte, but I'll do my best later this week when I am in my day offI also wanted to send some encouragement to those who decided to start working on a landscape for this month's challenge, as there's still one week left.
I'm excited to see your work!
You can still do the cleaning this weekend because Week #13 still counts until the end of this week. Also Touhou mentioned!!! I love Murasa because of her serafuku, and last week I buy my own serafukuI almost won another bingo if it weren't for the fact that I always put off cleaning until the weekends. I've been thinking about setting myself more little challenges or activities to keep my gears well-oiled; for a long time now, I've felt a bit stuck when I try to write and organize my thoughts.
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Yes, the weekend still counts! I also tend to procrastinate most tasks; school is just more draining than it should be. I'm hoping I can manage to be more productive overall this summer. I feel guilty with how little time I give to the bingo cards.I almost won another bingo if it weren't for the fact that I always put off cleaning until the weekends. I've been thinking about setting myself more little challenges or activities to keep my gears well-oiled; for a long time now, I've felt a bit stuck when I try to write and organize my thoughts.
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I think you did a good job! I made mine digitally; figured it'll be easier to stitch it to the others that way.You can still do the cleaning this weekend because Week #13 still counts until the end of this week. Also Touhou mentioned!!! I love Murasa because of her serafuku, and last week I buy my own serafuku
View attachment 202111This is my submission for #100 Challenge. I draw the News & Announcement. I try my best using just my pen and pencil, that's why its monochrome because I don't have anything to color it. I don't know how to make it less blurry, everytime I take a pic, its always blurry in some place. If this picture isn't good enough for the submission, just tell me and I will take another one. Cus now I also notice the pencil is fading because of the flash I use from my phone.
Also Touhou mentioned!!! I love Murasa because of her serafuku, and last week I buy my own serafuku
Yes, the weekend still counts! I also tend to procrastinate most tasks; school is just more draining than it should be. I'm hoping I can manage to be more productive overall this summer. I feel guilty with how little time I give to the bingo cards.
Huh, I never heard that kind of store beforeI have a store like that down the street and once used it to get a perfect copy of a pencil drawing.
Yeah its just that I still have no idea how this group landscape work. I thought its just stitching one landscape with other artstyle, that's why I also made the straight square line in my drawing for easier cropping, though when I take a pic its not straight anymore.If not, it's still fine; I'll use what you sent here :)
Oh my god you are actually so clever for giving me idea like that. Maybe next time I can incorporate this into Genshin Impact too. Also reading your Kingdom Hearts explanation got me interested into trying the game. Been trying to find good story single player game so I can get fixated for the next month or so. I see that you mention Pinocchio and Toy Story and Final fantasy is what got me intriguedI couldn't find anything interesting, so I shifted the challenge to the game I've been playing lately and it was so fun! I love it when developers go to that level of detail, I think the term for it is "environment storytelling".
Oh my god you are actually so clever for giving me idea like that. Maybe next time I can incorporate this into Genshin Impact too. Also reading your Kingdom Hearts explanation got me interested into trying the game. Been trying to find good story single player game so I can get fixated for the next month or so. I see that you mention Pinocchio and Toy Story and Final fantasy is what got me intriguedI couldn't find anything interesting, so I shifted the challenge to the game I've been playing lately and it was so fun! I love it when developers go to that level of detail, I think the term for it is "environment storytelling".
Oh my god you are actually so clever for giving me idea like that. Maybe next time I can incorporate this into Genshin Impact too. Also reading your Kingdom Hearts explanation got me interested into trying the game. Been trying to find good story single player game so I can get fixated for the next month or so. I see that you mention Pinocchio and Toy Story and Final fantasy is what got me intriguedI couldn't find anything interesting, so I shifted the challenge to the game I've been playing lately and it was so fun! I love it when developers go to that level of detail, I think the term for it is "environment storytelling".
I'm really sorry to hear that... May I ask what happened?I did not get any bingo this week. Had several breakdown, like literally crying on the floor hugging my legs.
Its always nice to see when fictional character can make real life people inspired like that. The serafuku is honestly the most comfortable uniform I've ever wear. I got the long sleeve oneRight?! Aren't they just super cute? I love them, especially the sailor-style collar, actually I had one too because I cosplayed as Murasa many, many years ago. Even though she doesn't have my favorite theme, story, stage or danmaku, she's a very special character to me; you could say she helped me overcome my fear of swimming. I love that when they draw Minami-chan as an adult/admiral, no matter how imposing she looks, she always keeps her sailor collar.
Oh the main problem stem from me living in my uncle house. I always feel like a burden in here because all I did is just college. I'm the type of person that do not want any conflict at all so I became the yes man in this household. Like I said I always feel like a burden, so I try my best to be as useful as possible. Recently, because my uncle daughter land a job, I am the only one in this house that do not have any benefit whatsoever. All I did is just wasting electricity, foods, and resources. Sure I do help with chores, but that is a replacable role. Like if one day I am replaced with a literal maid, they would achieve the same role or even better. Idk I should be grateful and happy that I have free roof to stay under, but I can't help feeling exhausted and also annoyed when they told me to do anything. Because now I am the only one that just kinda 'live under this roof', everyone do not hesitate to boss me around and I can't say no. "Why should I do this when I can just told Chocomel to do this" is what I think they think. So my solution to this problem is the same as my previous problem. Before I live in my uncle house, I live with my dad affair, they have 2 kids without the knowledge of my mum. I hate being at that house, so another thing I should be grateful because now I live in my uncle house but I just couldn't be grateful. My solution back then was to just go out of house as long as possible. I can't believe that now I am doing the same thing in my uncle house too, going outside for as long as possible.I'm really sorry to hear that... May I ask what happened?
That actually explains what I feel about my hobbies too. Like for example drawing, I always get the urge to draw, but I never do it because I don't have anything to kinda push me. I actually feel good if I draw, like the challenge #100, but the problem is that I always need that little push. Until I realize this, "Everything I did, I did it because I fear the consequences of not doing it". I do my assignment because I don't want my GPA to drop, I do my chores because I don't want to feel like a burden, I do answer my friends chats because I don't want to get left out, even things that supposed to be fun like playing Genshin, I did it because I don't want to get behind on the event. That's why I never draw anything until this challenge, because it had deadline, just need that little push. This is such a bad mindset to have, which is why I'm glad I have that 4 hours pondering session, I realize a lot of things about my life, including this realization. Now that I realize the problem behind my 'need a little push', I can try to fix it. Because hobbies on itself doesn't really have any consequences if I don't do it.When it comes to hobbies, sometimes I "force" myself to get things done so I wouldn't procrastinate. Often, it's not that I don't feel like doing it; it's just that I find it hard to get started, and I needed that little push.
Its okay for you to take a little break, and please do take it. Since I first start only at week #10, I will revisit your old bingo card :)I'm feeling rather overwhelmed because of school and my personal projects that I'm unable to pursue due to laziness and such, so there's a chance I might not post a bingo card this week. If there's a card you haven't completed, you can pick it up now. Thank you for understaning.
I hope your journey goes smoothly! As far as I know, Genshin Impact is an open-world gacha game, so there's surely a lot to explore.Oh my god you are actually so clever for giving me idea like that. Maybe next time I can incorporate this into Genshin Impact too. Also reading your Kingdom Hearts explanation got me interested into trying the game. Been trying to find good story single player game so I can get fixated for the next month or so. I see that you mention Pinocchio and Toy Story and Final fantasy is what got me intrigued
Oh the main problem stem from me living in my uncle house. I always feel like a burden in here because all I did is just college. I'm the type of person that do not want any conflict at all so I became the yes man in this household. Like I said I always feel like a burden, so I try my best to be as useful as possible. Recently, because my uncle daughter land a job, I am the only one in this house that do not have any benefit whatsoever. All I did is just wasting electricity, foods, and resources. Sure I do help with chores, but that is a replacable role. Like if one day I am replaced with a literal maid, they would achieve the same role or even better. Idk I should be grateful and happy that I have free roof to stay under, but I can't help feeling exhausted and also annoyed when they told me to do anything. Because now I am the only one that just kinda 'live under this roof', everyone do not hesitate to boss me around and I can't say no. "Why should I do this when I can just told Chocomel to do this" is what I think they think. So my solution to this problem is the same as my previous problem. Before I live in my uncle house, I live with my dad affair, they have 2 kids without the knowledge of my mum. I hate being at that house, so another thing I should be grateful because now I live in my uncle house but I just couldn't be grateful. My solution back then was to just go out of house as long as possible. I can't believe that now I am doing the same thing in my uncle house too, going outside for as long as possible.
Yoooo thank you so much for your explanation of the franchise and where to start! Idk if KH can be called JRPG, but recently I've been into Atelier series too. That's why I'm interested in KH because it looks like it have the same vibeIt's a fantastic action RPG, even after 20 years, KH1 and 2 have aged like fine wine in terms of gameplay. I don't think is the greatest story of all time (though I really love the lore and characters) but they're classics, among the best of the PS2 era. I highly recommend them to anyone, KH1 has always been one of my favorite games, and Riku was one of my childhood crushes. The 1.5 + 2.5 HD Collection is the best way to get started! (Remaster and translate the Japan-exclusive Final Mix versions, which included substantial bonus content such as new abilities, bosses, and enemies). I'm playing KH3 after binge-playing the entire series again (I got the bundle that includes the whole series on sale a few months ago), and so far I'm really enjoying it. If you prefer a game with a more developed storyline, there are several I could recommend, although I don't know what kind of games you like.
Alsoo thank you again for your kind words. Usually I got this kind of messages from ChatGPT (Yes I vent to ChatGPT). But damn me if human sentences have more of that "warm" feeling, like being hugged. So thank you, I don't have anything to say except thank you!I can't know what your relationship with your uncle is like, but if you're sure he cares about you, then you shouldn't feel bad about accepting his goodwill, because in this case, he just wants you to be okay. It's perfectly fine to want to help out around the house, but you shouldn't approach it as if you're obligated to do so, rather, because you want both yourself and your loved ones to be well. The same can be said about friendships: what matters is that you develop the understanding that even if you don't talk 24/7, that bond is always there and you can count on each other. You're not always in the mood, and you're not always in the right frame of mind. It's heartbreaking when relationships are misunderstood in such a mechanical way. It makes you feel obligated to repay every act of kindness from your friends as if it were some kind of barter. It can even push you to end friendships because you feel like you're a burden who has nothing to offer... I've been in both situations (though only sort of in the first one), so I think this is the best advice I can give; I just hope I've put it into words well enough.