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- May 27, 2023
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Yay you are here! also welcome to the unhappy clubApproachably kind, but unpleasantly sad sounds about right pfff :')
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Yay you are here! also welcome to the unhappy clubApproachably kind, but unpleasantly sad sounds about right pfff :')
Hmm I wonder how dark I would be, I don't feel like much of a dark person but you never know.I took the Dark Core personality test. "This makes you 4.11% Darker than the average person."
I also took the ADHD test and got 78% inattention and 44% hyperactivity-impulsitivity. Apparently my ADHD risk is high. I thought so because when I was at a psych ward 10 years ago a doctor gave me a ADHD test on paper and I just couldn't fill it so they went "ok it's obvious" but never diagnosed me.
Darth Vader detectedim 24,11% darker and 100% sadistic (expected it)
Wow that's quite a few tests I hope they were of some use to you. Everybody here seems so kind on the friend test. At least you are not a sociapath or psychopath!Took some tests. Wasn't expecting the high psychosis score lol uhh... oopsie
I did this yoga video, it felt nice. I feel calmer now and much more aware of how tired I am.Week 14 Challenge: Try some Yoga!
Week 17 Challenge: Learn some Origami
This was one of my original ideas for a challenge and so I am finally pulling it out! Origami is something very simple to start, you just need some paper, most designs use a square sheet. It's a great way to create something with your hands and have something physical to show for your work.
I have never really been that neat and tidy, I was always terrible at wrapping present. So for me personally it's nice to try something where I have to try to be neat and concise.
I followed this youtube video and made a butterfly. it came aout a bit untidy. I might try a couple more during the week, maybe harder ones.
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Thanks, I've added that to my playlist. I haven't actually followed the routine yet but I did just sit and listen to her voice for 10 mins. Something for me to go to when I feel like I need it. I loved her dog too!I did this yoga video, it felt nice. I feel calmer now and much more aware of how tired I am.
I'm going to try those stars a bit later, well one anyway :) I think have have a big problem with perfectionism, everything has to fit and be tidy and then stress about it when it isn't, something I need to work oni really recommend star papers as its a knot and wrapping it around. anybody doing origami shoudnt stress about the rsult looking untidy, but more on the process of enjoying the folds to create a figure from a piece of paper.
to anyone doing this, good luck
I made a star but I don't think it was the type you were talking about. I saw those I think, they used a strip of paper instead of a squarei really recommend star papers as its a knot and wrapping it around. anybody doing origami shoudnt stress about the rsult looking untidy, but more on the process of enjoying the folds to create a figure from a piece of paper.
to anyone doing this, good luck
thats a really cool star!!!! i love the shape and the form. KEEP UP THE GREAT WORKKKKKI made a star but I don't think it was the type you were talking about. I saw those I think, they used a strip of paper instead of a square
Anyway I now have a Star and a Butterfly
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Yea haven't actually done a running challenge yet but it's something almost everybody can do, you just have to motivate yourself and get off your butt. Even if you just start off with a short jog around the corner and build up from thereweek 18 challenge (personal): try going for a run. stop feeling sorry yourself, no one cares, no one is coming to save you.
Wow that is a whole lot of ingredients. I've never made loaded pancakes before, I will have to try. I've made banana pancakes before with just mashed banana and eggs although they are nicer with a bit of flour and milkthis is super late but i semi regularly make my specialty loaded pancakes that contain:
quinoa flour
peanut butter powder
oatmeal
finely diced apple
blueberries
finely diced strawberries
whatever other fruit i have/can fit
chocolate chips
coconut sugar
1-2 eggs
cinnamon
nutmeg
pumpkin pie spice
honey
cocoa powder
ground flax seed
sometimes hemp/chia seeds
probably several other things im forgetting off the top of my head
theyre relatively low calorie for how dense they are, i dont cook em with butter and only use a little syrup. took several attempts to perfect the recipe though, the consistency with adding cooked oatmeal to the mix can be a bit of a gamble. but ive been told by a small crowd of people theyre perfect and ive dubbed them my "stoners delight" breakfast
also, yoga fucking rules, origami is cool and good and michael caine could read posts off of the infamous "confused indian men thinking facebook is porn" posting threads and it would sound like wisdom for the ages
omg theyre so rewarding once youve tweaked the recipe to your liking. nothing beats a relatively low sugar high protein/fiber breakfast that tastes like dessertWow that is a whole lot of ingredients. I've never made loaded pancakes before, I will have to try. I've made banana pancakes before with just mashed banana and eggs although they are nicer with a bit of flour and milk
I think a lot these results point to how one percieves themselves rather than how they actually are. You may feel this way but it may not neccesarily be true. Also it can be a viscious cycle. You feel worthless and like you don't deserve friends so you close yourself off and become isolated and this in turn makes you less likeable and approachable to others making you feel more worthless.Well fuxk.
I know you are trying to be kind, but it's acutally very true. I am severely depressed, and it's really hard for me to act "happy". I am not funny unless is self-deprecating, and I am not positive. I have anger issues, because anger is the only thing that gets me to do anything. Without it I wouldn't get out of bed ever. And that is not fun to be around, it's hard and it brings people down, and throughout my life I never managed to make friend bevause of it. Which also makes me super ackward, cause I just don't know how to socialize. So I think it is pretty accurate. I don't really know how to do betterI think a lot these results point to how one percieves themselves rather than how they actually are. You may feel this way but it may not neccesarily be true. Also it can be a viscious cycle. You feel worthless and like you don't deserve friends so you close yourself off and become isolated and this in turn makes you less likeable and approachable to others making you feel more worthless.
Anyway thank you for taking the time to complete the test and contribute to the thread. I hope in some way you can find some support here and acceptance
If you ever want to "practice socializing" feel free to message me. I also have discord and happy to chat to anyoneI know you are trying to be kind, but it's acutally very true. I am severely depressed, and it's really hard for me to act "happy". I am not funny unless is self-deprecating, and I am not positive. I have anger issues, because anger is the only thing that gets me to do anything. Without it I wouldn't get out of bed ever. And that is not fun to be around, it's hard and it brings people down, and throughout my life I never managed to make friend bevause of it. Which also makes me super ackward, cause I just don't know how to socialize. So I think it is pretty accurate. I don't really know how to do better