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LongJacks

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Feb 17, 2026
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I just got curious to watch gore of suicides and... It's quite disturbing, I've seen gore before but it feels unreal? I've got curious because of Ronnie McNutt he ctb'ed live on Facebook I believe the story goes, hanging doesn't seem that brutal as in shooting yourself?
 
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SoLowHollow48

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Nov 24, 2025
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It really makes you realize just how fragile our bodies are, how we take so many things for granted.

Gore is too unrealistic for me since the craziest ones are almost always accidents and murders--which, hopefully, none of us gets to see much of in real time unless you're in a warzone right now, in which case, I am sorry that you must live like that.

I just needed to see my father's dead body and how they tugged at his limbs like a ragdoll when they had to clothe him for the casket. It was enough to make me realize that no matter how strong and kind you are, this is where we'll all end up.

Old. Sick. Rotten. Forgotten, if you're an utter bastard in your life.

You might want to see videos of people using SN instead. It's much more humane. When we go, we shouldn't leave such mess for the living to clean.
 
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LongJacks

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Feb 17, 2026
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It really makes you realize just how fragile our bodies are, how we take so many things for granted.

Gore is too unrealistic for me since the craziest ones are almost always accidents and murders--which, hopefully, none of us gets to see much of in real time unless you're in a warzone right now, in which case, I am sorry that you must live like that.

I just needed to see my father's dead body and how they tugged at his limbs like a ragdoll when they had to clothe him for the casket. It was enough to make me realize that no matter how strong and kind you are, this is where we'll all end up.

Old. Sick. Rotten. Forgotten, if you're an utter bastard in your life.

You might want to see videos of people using SN instead. It's much more humane. When we go, we shouldn't leave such mess for the living to clean.
Indeed... we think we're so unique in this universe but we're as fragile as paper, It's disturbing to think about...

Yes agreed, no not in a warzone as of now (Since WW3 seems about to bust sooner or later) but thanks, I've seen warzone videos or photos and It's... literally hell-ish if you get my idea, just bodies destroyed upon bodies...

I'm sorry for your loss I understand what you mean, we care about certain people all our lives and when they die It feels unreal, I remember my mom saying when my uncle died she kept telling the nurses to harm him up with sheets... I get what you mean


Idk how I feel about SN yet I'm new to SN not the idea of suicide or suicide in general but I keep hearing conflicting discussions about SN, most support it but some have said It's painful or gorey
 
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welcome

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Apr 4, 2026
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I just got curious to watch gore of suicides and... It's quite disturbing, I've seen gore before but it feels unreal? I've got curious because of Ronnie McNutt he ctb'ed live on Facebook I believe the story goes, hanging doesn't seem that brutal as in shooting yourself?
Ronnie McNutt isn't even that bad. You should see people who have attempted and survived. I've seen one of a guy from Russia who attempted with a shotgun in his car by pointing at his chin upward and nothing hit his brain, it simply tore his entire face off and he ended up going to a hospital after a woman spotted him in his car with no face mooing in agony. It's horrific and sobering.
 
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Mar 24, 2025
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The drowning videos are weirdly fascinating to me. The person waves their arms about, not really making much of a noise, and then they just sink, never to be seen alive again. Eventually their body will float up like plastic in the ocean but videos tend to cut off before then due to length.

That being said, the hanging ones are eerie because it's hard to pinopoint when they actually die. They set it up, the do the hanging, and then their body just dangles, slowly losing it's momentum, waiting for someone to realise what's going on and stop the recording.
 
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Rihan

Looking for courage of the heart
Jan 11, 2026
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The drowning videos are weirdly fascinating to me. The person waves their arms about, not really making much of a noise, and then they just sink, never to be seen alive again. Eventually their body will float up like plastic in the ocean but videos tend to cut off before then due to length.
That's so eerie. People have so much going through their mind and body whilst drowning, while other people watching barely hear anything. I never went to a gore website before, but I am interested in viewing deaths that aren't that messy (like drowning or poisoning).
 
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peachteas

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Apr 4, 2026
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It really makes you realize just how fragile our bodies are, how we take so many things for granted.

Gore is too unrealistic for me since the craziest ones are almost always accidents and murders--which, hopefully, none of us gets to see much of in real time unless you're in a warzone right now, in which case, I am sorry that you must live like that.

I just needed to see my father's dead body and how they tugged at his limbs like a ragdoll when they had to clothe him for the casket. It was enough to make me realize that no matter how strong and kind you are, this is where we'll all end up.

Old. Sick. Rotten. Forgotten, if you're an utter bastard in your life.

You might want to see videos of people using SN instead. It's much more humane. When we go, we shouldn't leave such mess for the living to clean.
where are you able to find videos of SN deaths?
 
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SoLowHollow48

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Nov 24, 2025
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where are you able to find videos of SN deaths?
Saw someone posting a link for it. It was a teenage girl. It was like a step-by-step of the entire method. She plugged in some earphones, laid in bed, drank all of her shots, and passed out before having a seizure and dying.


Hit too close to home. This is how my girlfriend died. This is what being here granted her.
 
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LongJacks

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Feb 17, 2026
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The drowning videos are weirdly fascinating to me. The person waves their arms about, not really making much of a noise, and then they just sink, never to be seen alive again. Eventually their body will float up like plastic in the ocean but videos tend to cut off before then due to length.

That being said, the hanging ones are eerie because it's hard to pinopoint when they actually die. They set it up, the do the hanging, and then their body just dangles, slowly losing it's momentum, waiting for someone to realise what's going on and stop the recording.
Oh yeah drowning seems awful although I almost drowned before when I was a kid and it felt peaceful but I didn't drown because my body floated up and I latched onto nearby rocks like a cat, but the aftermath oh goodness drowned bodies are in horrible decomposition they look like aliens

True what you're saying it kind of just "Happens" unless the neck snaps though they look dead but some look like they're still alive maybe because the body keeps itself together well while hanging
 

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