Wantingpeace

[Sun Stealer]

Lady Black yes its sure the police called me last night as i had been calling her

 

[Sun Stealer]

She said in one telephone conversation 3 times that she did not want to die. We were even talking of meeting up in York

 

[Lady black]

I know she also wrote it in the shoutbox, that is what makes it extremly sad.

 

[Dani Paradox]

One evening she just went all in. I was shocked too at how sudden it came about.

I was shocked as well. It came out of nowhere. I was literally talking to her in PM like ten minutes before she did it...… She never said a word....

 

[Jaded]

She said in one telephone conversation 3 times that she did not want to die. We were even talking of meeting up in York

She got to enjoy Aviemore again before she passed.

 

[Sun Stealer]

She kept it well hidden from me, blocked me on FB etc, and got someone to tell me later, guess she knew i would try and stop her, for selfish reasons

 

[Miss clefable]

I was shocked as well. It came out of nowhere. I was literally talking to her in PM like ten minutes before she did it...… She never said a word....

She told me she was going to drink it now

 

[Dani Paradox]

She told me she was going to drink it now

I wonder why she told you and not me

 

[Miss clefable]

I wonder why she told you and not me

I don't know :(

 

[Nem]

This is sad, she was a really nice person and I thought she was getting better. Rest in peace Joanna, I hope you are finally at peace. ❤

 

[Sun Stealer]

After she blocked me on FB she sent me a really nice message on here to say sorry and thanks for trying to help, so guess i should have seen what was happening. This song is haunting me now

 

[Lunar]

I only talked to her a couple of times in the shoutbox but she was always very lovely and kind to others. Rest in peace, Joanna.

 

[Trashcan]

I'm glad she found peace. She seemed like such a nice soul.

 

[invisiblycrippled]

I'm sorry I'm just responding now.

I helped her with her protocol shortly before she did it, but we also talked about the afterlife and her fears about it.

I really hope I could contribute to her being more at ease with the inevitable.

May you rest in peace, you beautiful soul.

 

[Virgo]

She rests in oblivion now.

 

[BurningLights]

She finally done. :( RIP Joanna

 

[Sun Stealer]

She was the sweetest, kindest, most loving and forgiving person.

 

[Miss clefable]

I only talked to her a couple of times in the shoutbox but she was always very lovely and kind to others. Rest in peace, Joanna.

So where you miss you so much rest in peace Angel

 

[Ampsvx123]

I couldn't bring myself to read her posts, it angers me to see in how much pain she was, the way she spoke her about her thoughts being stoled from her, the way she would forget the simplest of words. She had her dignity stolen by our nasty "health" care system, told her those pills and injection would help, it only Made her life a living hell.
My head is now at peace, where she is, no one can hurt her anymore. If there is karma, if we cannot cease to exist, her next world will be a beautiful one.

 

[Sun Stealer]

Such a beautiful soul can only be in heaven

 

[NoChoice]

Heartbreaking, I haven't felt so close to crying in years. Because I feel exactly what she felt, the cries for help, the confusion, the betrayal, the complete and total loss of self yet not wanting to die. I'm devastated by this and I hate myself for not being on here sooner to at least try to comfort her and explain to her how I know exactly how she felt, which is to feel NOTHING. This condition is unbelievable, you wouldn't think it existed.. It strips you of everything down to the very essence of your soul.. Her condition should not be minimalized, many people would've ctb much sooner than she did.. she is incredibly strong for surviving through it so long and it shows how much she loved life. What a beautiful soul and angel, I'm devastated to see such a seemingly gentle, caring person go through this disgusting betrayal by medication. If anyone would be willing to share more with me about her condition and how she described it, my private conversations should be open. I will be joining her relatively shortly. RIP</3

 

[crova]

I too remember her. She bought N from A. and her parcel was stopped by UK customs.
She was very frightened that day.

 

[Sun Stealer]

I love you Joanna