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Forsaken One
- Nov 5, 2019
- 418
None whatsoever, I feel like my suicide attempt is very close now. I just want everything to stop honestly
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- Aug 8, 2020
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Yeah that makes sense. I'm sorry you didn't get the help you sought. Would it be worth approaching them again?
Average Joe
Forsaken One
- Nov 5, 2019
- 418
I don't have much of a choice. I have to ring them and take responsibility and try stay alive. It's just so tough, I have so many issues and problems and zero motivation to address them.
Average Joe
Forsaken One
- Nov 5, 2019
- 418
It's almost 3am. I've started drinking and I plan to overdose on tablets. There are 1000s of them in my cupboard. I'm gonna get drunk enough to avoid survival instict and thoughts about family and leaving things behind.
I have to do this. I will get drunk, take the tablets. Pack a bag of some items like blades and water and leave the house hopefully without waking anyone up.
I plan on leaving the house, listening to some songs and putting my phone on airplane mode to ingnore any calls from people.
I usually fail by getting caught or ringing a lifeline myself so I have to make sure that I can safely go undetected and hope that the police or search & rescue won't find me.
Will update you if fails and if not then thanks for taking the time out of your day to read this.Hi @Josef2000 , I hope that you might reconsider and try and get some sleep then think more clearly the enxt day. I have had 2 attempts so i try really hard to see and help people. ALL my love and peace (hopefully) in this world. WalterSimilar threads
