
alurem
Remilia Alucard, Magical Girl
- Jun 14, 2023
- 28
didn't know if i was asking for help or starting a discussion but i think this can spark one so discussion it is
i wanna CTB due to my relatively crappy living situation plus the fact that i'm likely to get hate crimed due to me being trans.
my issue is that while i'd like to believe in the whole christianity schtick, and i do, i'm worried that if i'm wrong, it'll be just a black endless void of nothing.
no memories
no feelings
just void
that just seems irrationally scary to my feeble mind, similar to how if someone tried to understand eldritch horrors, they'd go mad
i know there's no stable answer to this but maybe a discussion could help me make up my mind
i wanna CTB due to my relatively crappy living situation plus the fact that i'm likely to get hate crimed due to me being trans.
my issue is that while i'd like to believe in the whole christianity schtick, and i do, i'm worried that if i'm wrong, it'll be just a black endless void of nothing.
no memories
no feelings
just void
that just seems irrationally scary to my feeble mind, similar to how if someone tried to understand eldritch horrors, they'd go mad
i know there's no stable answer to this but maybe a discussion could help me make up my mind