waiting

[Deltawaves74]

waiting for sn to come its getting so hard now, i dont know how much longer i can hold on. sick of crying and this pain and being misunderstood the more i get to know about people the more it hurts and makes me realise i was never meant for this fucked up planet. inside its raging i dont get angry i dont like anger but in me its built up to that point and because i cant verbalise it to people because then i will be in the wrong again, it gets internalised and makes me completely determined and sure that i need to get out of this

 

[WornOutLife]

Just relax and wait for it. It'll arrive sooner or later.

The surprising thing, though, is that some people once they get it, they "postpone" their CTB. Crazy huh?

 

[Deltawaves74]

i get for some people just having it gives a peace of mind but for me its taking me out of this pain and a world that im not made to be part of