i have fantasized about this type of scenario from almost day 1 and most probably will until my last day
i know this fantasy doesn't make sense, but in reality, what does?
i would not like to be a cop (particularly in america), at war, or being held captive for any amount of time. i know that waiting and also anticipating for my dream to come to life would be terrifying, and enduring the conditions before the head shot would not be nice, or could even be considered hell, but the finished result just seems to be what i consider a dream scenario
tied to an execution post and having 6-10 rounds straight into my heart seems like it would be amazing too. those few seconds where i would be in the living dead stage. i am still alive, but nothing at all can be done to save me. for some reason, the "confusion" and the fade out seems so amazing to me. i guess when compared to many other natural causes of death, it would probably be the best and most comfortable method. for sure, i would not like to be hanging on for more than a few seconds, because at some point the shock would turn into real pain (and no doubt, fear). i would think that for the most part, just a few seconds would not be long enough to really register the amount of pain and discomfort that would certainly come with such a huge cavity being forcefully inserted into the body. being fully aware of swallowing or breathing blood would be horrible, but fading out within a few would limit that to some degree
short of escaping another form of long and protracted death, this fantasy doesn't make sense at all. once it has happened, i will either know nothing about it, or probably have no interest in it anymore, which defeats the purpose of having that fantasy in the first place. however, it is a wish that is unlikely to ever leave me, until life itself does
Great. Gunshot is the most certain and painless method, but this kind of stuff makes it scary.
the statistics in these types of videos and even when methods are compared for the lethality and pain levels are generally all done with the worst case scenario in mind, and also the average over many headshots. there was a file posted here that showed how fatal and painful certain methods would be and shotgun, for instance had some horrible figures (one of the best set of figures overall though). those figures would have included the failed attempts, and also the time where someone's heart was beating, but were brain dead. for that study, the very few attempts that failed or took a long time to achieve death would have made the figures look much worse than the usual attempt for any particular method. of course, someone has already been in that worst case scenario to alter the averages so much, so that is still a major potential issue when considering any method