Venting Venting. ED TW

[SmallKoy]

I feel so inadequate and worthless. Every single time I put food in my mouth I feel like a disgusting person. I wish I had the will to starve myself. I think I have imposter syndrome because regardless of any accomplishments I still feel like I'm never doing enough and I really just want to do nothing at all. I wish I didn't have to get older and worry about work and making money. I wish I didn't have to worry about finding a place to live. I'm worried that I'll be thrown out within the next year and it fills me with dread. I hate feeling so much dread.

 

[GreenGlassDoor]

I feel so inadequate and worthless. Every single time I put food in my mouth I feel like a disgusting person. I wish I had the will to starve myself. I think I have imposter syndrome because regardless of any accomplishments I still feel like I'm never doing enough and I really just want to do nothing at all. I wish I didn't have to get older and worry about work and making money. I wish I didn't have to worry about finding a place to live. I'm worried that I'll be thrown out within the next year and it fills me with dread. I hate feeling so much dread.

I really relate to this. If I could I'd never touch food again.