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Drowningindespair

Drowningindespair

Killing myself one day
Nov 16, 2025
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I feel so disgusting. I feel like a pig. I hope I die. I'm a pig waiting to be slaughtered. I want to kill myself. Should I stab myself?
I want to cut again. I made it 3 weeks without cutting and I was feeling better. Now I'm not.
I hate myself
I hate myself
I hate myself so much
I'm the disgusting pig who needs to be killed.
No matter how much I try to 'scrub myself clean' I'll never get better and I'll never be anything other than this filthy swine I am.
I feel like I am crazy..
 
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